Still waiting for you

Still waiting for you
misunderstand



"busy? What's up there?" The sound of the natural bang sounded panicked. Alhamdulillah, Alam managed to find the mother. But why did he say mom was upstairs. Don't-don't I was brought by the kunti earlier. God save mother.


"Lam, please help mom. From earlier the lamp was wrong. Pegel ibuk Lam's neck"


Lah, what does this mean?, I quickly ran in after hearing the phrase ibuk.


I saw the Amar bang and Mas Alam helping my mother down from the folding stairs. Ibuk who noticed my presence exhaled a rough breath, his look irritated.


"The fate of my mother is apes too, just in the love of a child, eh how dare he say this mother is a ghost." Ibuk said with a face and hands stroking the chest that invites the laughter of Nature and the bang Amar. Marry who just entered just gawked because he did not understand.


"Ya Ami does not know buk, abisnya ibuk why pack all white clothes that is."


"That bus was out at RT Ami's house, you forgot the day huh!?"


"Sorry buk, Ami forgot" I grinned and scratched the nape that did not itch.


"Darguably there is no testpan?" Ask the Nature who is already on top.


"There was a moment, yes" I passed taking a testpan and leaning on Nature.


"It's like this is not the light, try to check the switch first bang"


Bang Amar received a testpan from Nature and moved on a switch that was on the wall.


"Yes nih Lam, the switch needs to be changed, gojek pesen only. Don't pack out"


"Why bang. Lo laper yes"


"No, I'm not the laper. But Ami"


Fucking bang Amar to me.


"Cok so I'm bang?"


"Darling, that hard code. Ready to eat first yuk, mother has not eaten yet?" Nature moved closer to the mother and rested on the floor and experienced her reverence.


"Udah the Lam, but see you as a laper again "


"So, guessed what Nature. Appetite enhancer." I shook my head slowly.


"It's not so Am, this mother brought her seneng when she met Nature. He was the same attention mom. How long have you ever asked me if I've eaten"


"Tau ah, my mother is so if there is Nature."


I went in and died, Mother and the others.


"Remember him Lam, call you pack the name doang" she said, giggling.


At first glance I heard Nature introduced Marry and bang Amar to mother, then I was busy warming food and arranging it on the dining table.


"This is the snack where do you want to put it, baby?"


When everything was ready, I took the initiative to call my mother, marry and bang amar in the living room, but I saw bang Amar was fixing the switch, while mother and marry seemed to talk with occasional laughs. My heart ripples, always like this when I see my mother laughing. A very rare laugh I saw.


"Why baby? Just standing here." I was standing in the doorway of the middle room. Seeing mom from a distance.


"Look, I rarely see my mother laughing after this. I was so happy to see my mother secretly this is the right fit again laugh loosely. I think there is no burden. I must be lonely. Without Dad, I'm too busy with work. I'm a bad boy, huh Mas?" I looked to Nature to confirm the answer.


"You're Ameena's only child. You fought hard to squeeze energy so that mother stopped working, so that she could rest by the demands of life. Which part can claim you to be an ungodly child?. In fact, if you want to laugh off easy anyway, we just make a lot of grandchildren. It must be ibuk seneng" The last sentence of Nature said with a rancid smile.


"That's what you want." I left him because I saw the living room lights were on, and then let them eat.


We finished eating when the clock showed ten o'clock at night, mother offered them to stay the night. Mas Alam gladly assented the one welcomed laughter by others.


He took a break because it was late at night. While I, Marry, mas Alam and bang Amar chatted casually in the tv room. I am used to wearing a home negligee when at home feeling sultry because I have not changed. I finally decided to clean myself first and change my clothes with a home negligee.


I didn't linger in the bathroom because it wasn't nice to leave guests out for too long. I came out wearing a negligee and stroked my still wet hair, Nature was stunned to see my appearance. A second later he pushed me into the room and closed the door from the outside.


"Natural Gas what the hell." I half screamed from inside. Then stepped lazily away from the door because I heard my phone ringing. I saw the name of Nature on it. What the hell is this kid.


"What?!" Ask sewot.


"Honey if out of the sweater pack or outer that's it, continue to wear a veil."


"Yes kali Mas, get sultry. It's at home."


"If just the same mother is okay baby, now there will be me and bang Amar. We're not mahrom. Yes, wear the outer hijab."


"Hmm, that's it, okay. But wearing a thin one is okay, right?."


"Yes. What matters is the closing of the aura."


"Okay, Ami get ready first. Abis is out"


"Thank you, I'm trying to do the same thing"


"Together, I learned what my husband said."


"Uhm, melted it will be."


"Lebay, get started!. Oh, ah ah."


I hung up the phone call and went to look for the outer and the veil, then prepared to get out.


That night we exchanged stories. It is from this storyline that I know who Maryam really is. She was the woman that Bang Amar invited to meet me when the separation between us happened. He's a cousin of the father line. Mas Alam is a cousin of the mother line. Maryam has repeatedly apologized for what happened last year. She cried when I left them. He could not bear to see me leave with blank eyes and a mind that was no longer perfectly intact.


I finally know why he was silent a thousand languages at that time. Usually, actors will be more aggressive, right?.


Unlike the Maryam story that made me very relieved, the fact of Nature was beyond my expectations. I think Alam lives with his father just because he wants to study in the city, apparently because of the desire of parents to separate him from his twin sister.


Why?, aren't twins identical to alignment?. Togetherness?. All I know is that parents who have twins tend to give you the exact same thing but different colors. But why is Umi acting like that?, on what basis?.