Still waiting for you

Proposal

This weekend I am on leave. Prepare all requirements and ****** the full range of application events. Starting from snacks, snacks, drinks, to souvenirs for special guests.

I quietly folded my chest, leaning against the wall of the room while continuing to smile, looking at the neat and fragrant robe on the other side of the room.

Curious what the face of a teesya ameena is wrapped with the gamis given by Nature.

The wall clock shows at four in the afternoon. Along with the arrival of Novy who broke the silence of my palace.

"Am. crazy yeah. Lu why speak impromptu gini anyway. I'm in shock. So cool to be here until I forget not to bring anything." Novy came and immediately chirped. Just like a bird that came from hunger and thirst after a day of flying around the cloud palace.

"Dateng salam first why the hell nov. Play crowing just like a chicken forgot at the meal."

"Yes your abis why is gini so am.. you consider me whatan.?"

Drama began, novy whined while following my steps riwi riwa arranged food at the dining table.

"Duh!. ngeremnya also impromptu ih. sick!"

Novy rubbed her forehead lightly against my head. Deliberately stopped suddenly because tired of hearing the chatter of novy like a line of endless pertalite.

"From the constant nagging unfaedah.why not the initiative help I just nov. Suddenly go! It's just late I give you some info."

"Cuman you said!. TEGA ami.. you really do not know!?"

"No. I don't know!. Just so you know. I just gave you this application info last night. Nature also just came here because she knew yesterday afternoon, just as I just went home."

Novy. Rasain, shame is not. From that moment there was no pause. Niesel is not tuh, have wasted energy no use at all.

"So it's really impromptu. Kok you didn't say. I am ashamed to be the same mother. Dateng nangis frenzy gini kek victims of fraud."

"Well. I said that already.! Dateng tuh salam. You have just been ngedumel."

"Yes sorry. ibuk, Assalamu'alaikum. sorryin novy yes. play meguh just now..."

Ami squeezed, grabbed my mother's hand and kissed her several times. Mom chuckles amusedly. Gently rubbing his head.

"Nothing what nov. Ibuk so can laugh, from earlier I had to mellow aja. Not strong yes. Ami has reached this stage, this abis he already has someone to take care of nov. I'm so relieved."

Ibuk. As far as we were, we were just talking as necessary. Same with harboring strange feelings. I am happy but also sad. Confused also me and peppered my race earlier. To the point of not knowing, that mother was just as confused as this feeling.even twenty years old mother took care of me alone. There must be a lot that he has. My mother never really expressed feelings. Mother's attitude that likes to joke makes me forget, that mother is also a human who needs a backrest.

"Yet. "I approached. Swiping his back.

"Sorry Ami yes. ami lack of attention so far. Ami was too busy at the store. Never tried to take the time to grieve. I must have been lonely all this time.?"

My tears can no longer be damned, the mellow atmosphere can no longer be blocked. Tears came without permission.

I hope you can take better care of me than Mom.. ".

I'm nagging. Understand what my mother said. Since the age of twenty-five, the mother did not stop advising about the wife who must submit to the husband. Whatever their treatment. As long as it does not deviate from religion. We, the wife must submit to the orders of the husband. But because of this, I once held ibuk. Thinking because of this one rule that makes mother suffer and unhappy with father first. But ibuk denied. Not so he said, later there will be a time when mom will tell the figure of a father who has long lost, not even a little missing in my brain memory.

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Nightfall. I speak a thousand languages. Still with a myriad of ungodly feelings that perch in the head. Never once divert focus from flat objects that are faithfully attached to the hand.

Trings.

My smile was etched perfectly, as fast as lightning stepped into the room.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat. " Nature begins the greeting in the vidoe call this time. My screen is full of her fresh-looking face tonight.

"Waalikumsalam mas." I reply with the sweetest smile.

"I'm sure you've served your sweet smile ami, I really need ammo. Nervous half of life." Candanya adorable.

I blushed half laughing. Turn your eyes to the other side.

"Need ammo?. Hemm?"

I asked him by raising one eyebrow.

He's nodding. Anxious to see him nervous like that, he who usually always held the reins in our chat. This time it stamps like crackers watered with hot water.

"I wait for you, my prince, promise me to come right to me so that I will not fight with worry about your coming. Promise?" My smile is framed nicely on the screen. I present the sweetest smile to the future companion.

Nature flinched, a minute later her cheeks blushed, she turned her head to the left. Cupping his face on the windshield while tapping his forehead slowly used his clenched left hand. I laughed, managed to work on it. Then I hung up the phone and rushed out, telling my mother that Nature would be in fifteen minutes.

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The sound of a car beating my heart. Hand tighten. Interlock and squeeze slowly. I'm so nervous.

"Assalamu'alaikum"

The sound of greeting together was heard by me. Just one familiar voice in this final ear. However, the other sound was completely unread by my hearing radar. Is Nature with her other family or...

"Am. come out gih. His guest has come."

Novy picked me up in the living room. Gaming me tightly like I could feel the hardness of my heart.

I was fixated, among the four guests sitting on the sofa, only one person I knew. Who is nature with tonight.? Why are no aunts and oms accompanying? Who are they?. and who are the two little children.?.. what do not..?.