Still waiting for you

Still waiting for you
the story unfolds



I just followed where Nature took me without a single question. So great this one guy, I just trusted him without a shred of suspicion. Even though only these two weeks meet again after several years of separation.


Nature returned a month ago from abroad. I don't know where exactly, I'm gonna wait for him to tell you a story, and about me, okay,? No doubt, he knows the story of my life without any missed scenes.


Until this moment, I did not fully believe, I was like dreaming in my long sleep and reluctant to withdraw. Nature transformed into a figure coveted by priest-hunting girls. Wasn't I that lucky?, I didn't even bother to just ask or peek at her social media for her to glance at me. I was the point of going home, that fact I just found out.


(Thank you baby, I won't let any hesitation come your way, one thing is for sure, you're my goal, not just my choice.)


I smiled at it, it was coming in from three in the morning, and I just read it here, in the car with Nature to an undisclosed destination.


" Just read it, huh,? Hm? "


Nature asked after a long silence was created between us,


"He em, how come I'm the destination?, when the neatly lined options await the expulsion ?"


He was silent to the question I asked. Did he forget? I am no longer a teenage girl who will be meleot by the line of words she wrote, here I have to think logically according to reality. I'm older than him, why not choose another one, which is much younger, more religious, which is in frequency with his family?


"Let your mother explain, I'm sure you won't believe that I said it myself. I thought I was doing this romeo juliet style, right?,"


It was also true he said, I obviously would not immediately believe every word that slid sweetly from his mouth.


It did not feel like the Nature car entered the courtyard of the house that I knew clearly who the owner was.


"Assalamu'alaikum mother,"Nature walked ahead of me, hugging the mother who warmly welcomed our arrival.


"Waalaikumsalam, come in yuk, here baby, mom was cooking a lot, you guys have breakfast?"


Mother hugged me warm, very clear differences in attitude with umi, I do not know exactly what their relationship, but umi did look more firmly charismatic, while the mother was so warm spread love.


It was clear that my mother invited us to breakfast, only nine o'clock turned out.


"We've had breakfast kok bun, I want to say yes, let Ami here with mother, so it's comfortable if you want to ghibahin me." Nature smiled seductively with her eyebrows forced up and down.


"You really sincerely I ghibahin mas,? But it's good in you enek in me, my sin actually has a lot of this, don't dintranfer anymore, can't bear me."


I flicked my lips to perfect the expression.


Nature and Mother laughed,


"Imut really a wife candidate, can not wait to be halalin"


"Bra !! Could be." I brushed off the hand of Nature that would mess up my hijab to cover the red hue that appeared on the cheek.


"Where are you going?" Mother asked Nature who was preparing to leave.


"You buy him a bun suit, the man's sin has run out of limits."


"Closing the aurat not only covers his skin, but also the curves of his body. Anyway I like you pack a shirt kayak semalem, adem so bring it, bidadari lose competitiveness anyway"


"Just keep going, "let's see the mother who had not stopped showing.


"Mother knows? The customer he's asking the girl, reckon spare change muleh his behavior."


" Yes deh Am, he is that, he said that the girl if not in the gombalin will wither, like a flower that is not flush with water that is."


"Can you assume that? Without you praising us we can praise ourselves, right on having all the glass."


"The girl who praises herself in front of the mirror will be weird in her nose,"


"Well?!" My mother and I simultaneously gawk.


"Try it"


"So, lack of work, yes already there, just go. I want to talk to you, mom, don't I bother you today?" I asked my mother.


" No dear dong. mother even senwng you menemenin, finally so long ago bubda girls met also."


I grimaced the warmth of your embrace. Nature seems more comfortable here than her own family.


I walked along with my mother, she invited me to chat in the backyard near the swimming pool accompanied by a cup of warm tea and fried bananas.


I who was originally relaxed walking with a tray and occasionally responded to the joke Mother had to stop and fixated on where I stood.


The tray I carried shook, indicating that the owner was not in good condition. My chest rumbled, wanting to run but my legs were no longer boned.


Almost the tray I brought down was scattered if I didn't change hands, and the man who made my heart race was right standing in front of me, let alone this my god, is it not satisfied that Nature has given me so many firecrackers since we met again?.


"What's wrong, baby?" Mommy stuck up to me, even I don't know your step is far from where I'm nailed.


"Bang Amar why is he here?" I ignored my mother's question, my mind twitching with a single male name still flinching in front of me.


"This is Ameena's house" flat once an octave. Still the same as last year, I don't even feel foreign to his voice even though it hasn't intersected for a long time.


"Am, sit down yuk, you look shocked, sit down, drink first"


I followed my mother's orders, in the gamitnya my arm so as not to fall down because of the energy that is not much left.


"I'm sorry" said Bang Amar after we sat together in a gazebo. Bang Amar lowered his face as a perfect expression of regret.


"I just realized, that's as stupid as I used to be. Until you realize you're brothers"


I said with a blank look. This puzzle is really hard for me to put together, some parts still hold doubts.