Still waiting for you

between me and bang Amar

My forehead is wrinkled, trying to digest a secret bundle that has been wrapped nicely for years. The Bang Amar I know takes care of me, is very protective, cares about me first. Who would have thought Nature was the brain of all the sweet realities that exist. Making the side of the Amar bang that seems cute so peppered with a pinch of romantic words, until the treatment looks warm and so sweet.

But Nature with her rancid attitude actually looks annoying. Like during the break on the same day they picked me up. Nature arrived to offer warm tea when Amar and I just sat on the canteen bench.

"That's the message,"

"Kok is loved to me, isn't that cool brother?"

"Yes, but the pesen made it there."

"Oh, even though there is no need to bother, I can pesen myself"

"O certainly can't. This is as a thank you for seeing the most beautiful scenery on earth this morning "Nature raises its eyebrows while smiling seductively.

"Hey.!!" I will stand up and shake the head of Nature by the gentle rubbing of Amar bang in my hand.

"Ush ush. Drink the tea first let the angel. Your clothes are still wet like, I'm sorry."

I smiled, I don't know where the emotions of the soul that had stopped by just now. Trimmed by fireworks and sweet soundtrack that beats the heart because of the sweet treatment of Amar bang.

"So that warm tea is pure nature?" I asked to confirm the incident years ago.

"He em's. She's perfect in terms of your concern, at first I thought she was just helping me to deket you, too, but it turns out that all my speculations were undisputed fitting a single file on his old laptop that contained a photo of you all"

"Photo?"

"Yes, later if you're married, pinjem deh his laptop. Search for "my gilr" files". It contains a picture of you all who were taken silent"

"Waaaaah, mas Alam has to take responsibility anyway."

"Relax, he must be responsible. Won't keep your picture anymore, but go straight to the person." The eyebrows of Amar bang up and down rhythmically, in harmony with a seductive smile. I snorted because of his joke.

"Then?, Bang Amar is that right? I mean, bang Amar relented and picked another girl?"

"Nope. I intend to end our story before I know how Nature feels about you."

"Not so anyway,"

"Keep what, then,? The explanation of the brother I was waiting for, even the muter made my head more dizzy"

"Verikokel" he replied calmly with a smile.

I frowned, an incomprehensible sign.

"Venereal disease, and I was declared barren"

I squealed stifled, I used both hands to cover my mouth and shook my head a few times.

Vericocele is a venous constriction that is found on the fruit **** or scrotum. This can lead to infertility for those who experience.

"Now the operation, the disease is indeed lifted. But this barrenness that I cannot share with you. You must have ameena's descendants. From you will be born a nation's child who must be strong and can be proud of his religion."

I shook my head strongly and rubbed the rough tears that began to fall on my cheeks.

"You should have said,,,,"

Bang Amar hurriedly shook his head to slash my words.

"You won't give up just because of my lack of Ameena, I know how strong you are. And I don't let a woman like you have no offspring"

I'm getting sobbing hearing it. Right, if that time he explained everything, I would stubbornly memoertankaku my relationship with him.

"So that woman?..." I hung up the question, I'm sure he knows where this conversation is going.

"He's my cousin, from my father's side. One day I introduced him to you."

I nodded, not wanting to linger for long in regret. All of this has been the result of his destiny. There's no coincidence. Bang Amar has sacrificed, and Nature has fought, and I just have to be patient and endure. So beautiful is your scenario God, let me take a moment to absorb, before finally giving thanks for what you have given.