Still waiting for you

the mind of Nature

Pov. nature

I glanced at the rearview mirror featuring a sweet face with a polish of natural makeup that was throwing a look outside the car glass with a thick face. Who else would have done it if not me. Pick her up early in the morning blind while she was enjoying the cradle of a soft mattress. Forcing him to be prepared and follow all my instructions without throwing a protest.

He who is still confused when I just take him without his mother on this trip. Feeling stupid in the morning blind, making him turn his lips pretty and step quickly in the footsteps, just like a sulking ABG boy. With her super mini face and height, she did not look like a twenty-seven-year-old woman at all. With me being three years younger, she still looks younger than me.

"Bang, please ask the girl occupant of the back seat dong. What breakfast do you want?"

"Chick, suit suit! What would you like for breakfast?"

"Eat you both!"

I laughed with Bang Amar. Tempting Ami at this time of the red cross is indeed a very pleasant thing. He who answered without thinking and would not bother to look at us, making me even more anxious. He's great, isn't he?. Haya with a little thing like this, he was able to sweep my heart to pieces today. How not, since the moment to accompany bang Amar met hesti at that time, my mind was chaotic. Anganku scum, running around somewhere, while carrying away the sanity of my soul without rest. It was completely inconceivable to me that our visit at his house did not shock Hesti at all. He looks so ordinary. Like nothing happened.

"Eh, Mas Amar, Nature. Let's go in"

Hesti said when he found out who his guest was that afternoon. He didn't look nervous at all. He looked like he wasn't hiding anything.

"A' there is mas Amar with Alam nih" her carefree voice informed her dear husband. It looks like it. Kukirik bang Amar who stared at the unblinking hesti, the abal-abal psychologist. Just be careful if the guess is dashed. I war he wears sutil according to mother's advice.

"What's the nduk?" Bang Amar's voice finally sounded, after a few minutes of silence.

"Alhamdulillah mas, all healthy here. A' steve must be cool, know Mas would like to play here."

"A' I met Mas Amar at the store. And he's the one who anter me home. Just up the alley anyway.Kinan my baby random mulu right from yesterday. And one of them was, I don't want to be in the car until home. Want to walk anyway. Fortunately, I am not maksa. And I........"

Hesti who does not stop babbling, is he in good mood mode.Such as he is still close to the Amar bang first. When being with hesti, bang Amar will forget everything. I who came away from the jogja at that time, had to resist my frustration, because bng Amar was more focused on Hesti than I was in fact a new student who needed more information.The clear, the, here I feel very at a disadvantage. How not?, We got almost hit because of the excessive worrying attitude of Amar bang. And look at it now. He was our hot topic a while ago, with his rant blabbering at length in front. And after this, if bang Amar still worried in unnatural fashion. I'll prune the birds out, all of them without birds, rather than mubadzir right?, he said?,.

I don't know what they're talking about when I take the bathroom. All I know is that Bang Amar, who initially bent his face uninspired, turned into a super duper look more annoying when he invited me to retreat.

once twenty-four hours without meeting Ami has made my mind go crazy. O Allah, forgive your servant. The powerless servant restrains the lust, allow us to be united in a lawful bond and to be faithful in your holy pledge, O Allah.

I glanced at Ami after successfully parking the car in an angkringan rice field restaurant. I saw Ami, immediately straightening his weak body lethargic powerless to be upright and so excited to spread the view to the area of the restaurant. I'm smiling. I made sure my apology went straight to the acc without having to repeat it twice, just look.

"Seneng?," I asked Ami, after ordering some food and sitting in the hostess' choice of armchair.

"He-em, thank you, ma'am" said the viewer. Look, he admires the enthusiasm of answering my question. Then circulate the view, greet the beauty of nature which is offered by God to his beloved servant.

"Pronounce MasyaaAllah while admiring His creation Ameena." Reminded me.

He just nodded his head and whispered the words tasbih. Seeing Ami's smile this morning threw away half of my grief at Amar's bang attitude since our return from the hesti house. He looked very happy, inversely proportional to his mood at the beginning of our arrival. He became a super duper jail beat my toughness level. Even Maryam to tears because of the teasing bang Amar. Mom and I were just shaking their heads at her behavior. Bang Amar's attitude this time worried me. Because, this kind of attitude has ever been seen to his soul when he was still brother and sister with hesti first. Until she finally turned grim untouchable as she released Nesti to her man, the man who was currently her husband.

In retrospect, it is not Ami who can overturn his personality all this time, it is precisely the perfect hesti do it.And that makes me upset, so do not want to be involved with his case with hesti is, it is, the perfect hesti, the insensitivity bang Amar to his own feelings. I do not think about the behavior of Bang Amar, always vowed that Ami was a special woman. She didn't even realize that her emotions seemed ordinary when she cut off her relationship with Ami, even when she told me to take her place.

If he used to be the type of irrit talk and chatty, then transformed into Amar the jolly and super ignorant. Another case after his separation with hesti, it made him lose his direction. He is not like an undead, can not choose between returning to be a cute man like when he was still with ami, or jolly like two years ago with hesti. The psychological theory that he has been working on for four years does not help him get out of the confines of taste at all. And this time, after his encounter with hesti, he came back. Become a ignorant man with a smile that never forgets to stop by. I shuddered to see it. And I stipulate, starting today, I will focus on my business to immediately justify Ameena teesya. Regarding the Amar bang, I will throw all the way to the bottom of the sea so that I can not stop in my mind again. Sorry bang, say good bye to your love trouble. Bodo is very.