Starting From Grey

Prologues

A gust of wind hit my face making the paris hijab I was wearing waved. I was only able to quietly lament the situation, I was only able to think with full of anxiety as the peacock filled the brain cavity.

I have never felt more indecisive and confused about this, I really felt like I was resting on a high hill and there were some people surrounding me ready to catch me when I fell, but darling is not proud or happy that I feel but emptiness without being able to contain it.

Not one bit of my mind, there was not the slightest desire I was trapped in this pomegranate red virus, this is really my cliche, this is like the story in the metropop novel that I often read. I saw him who was ready to catch me when I fell off this cliff, but there was a situation and a bond that I had to keep and not let me fall towards him. I liked the guy simply, looking friendly at every smile he put out. I only realized that I had fallen in charm, but reality jolted the realization that we could never be together.

"Mutia, what's your answer?" asked Hasan to take me back to a world called consciousness.

I just looked at him with a regretful heart and an apology, "sorry big brother, but I can't."

I saw the shock in his eyes, and then he gave me a symmetric smile I never expected.

"If you refuse me, does this belong to your game?"

"What do you mean, Hasan?" many wonder.

"I know you give a lot of false hope to everyone. Do you feel beautiful with the look you have that way?"

"I don't understand, but I need Hasan to know that I'm purely willing to be friends with anyone without any other frills. Maybe I'm too naive to forbid myself from falling in love, but what if I really avoid it."

"Bullshit, I can't believe it." Hasan said indifferently and left myself, I was still fixated on the words of the stingy and rude, Hasan, I know very well that Brother Hasan is currently protecting his heart so as not to feel very deep pain.

I heard the sound of the bell ringing and I stepped faster, but my steps stopped instantly when I saw it with sharp and unfriendly eyes. What am I wrong again?

Without caring for his sharp gaze I immediately rushed to step without even looking or glancing at him. I knew enough myself that I had already hurt his friend, but I also had to keep and save a different and perhaps stronger and present bond before.

"Where are you from?" mira asked when I was sitting my ass.

"I'm new from the back garden" I replied.

"Well?"

"Find you, Brother Hasan. And I'm sorry I can't seem to help you like you asked me yesterday." He just kept quiet and didn't say anything, making me even more claustrophobic.

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actually this is not a new story but this will be a new story to be in mangatoon.good reading, hopefully can take lessons in every incident I tell and pour in this fictional story.....

- - -> Mawarmay