Shattering Hearts

(S3): Extra part 3: The story of Anastasia and Nikolai

Nikolai bowed respectfully to Feodor Chapayev, Kira's parents to beg her apology, for having annulled her marriage to Kira. At first they were very angry to hear Nikolai suddenly decided to cancel the wedding which was only four days away. This decision left Kira in shock and unconsciousness. It made Nikolai feel guilty for hurting him, but he had no choice but to cancel it. He has made the determination to pursue and fight for his love for Anastasia. He does not want to be like his father, Konstsntin who is unable to fight for his love for the woman he loves.

After Nikolai explained everything to Kira's parents, they finally accepted Nikolai's decision. Kira still locked herself in her room and cried. Before leaving Nikolai looked upstairs with a sad look.’’Goodbye Kira,’’whispers her heart.

With a sense of relief Nikolai went from the residence Kira no more burden in his heart, because his affairs with the Chapayev family has been completed, now there is one more problem that he must solve, namely Anastasia. Nikolai inhaled deeply into the air until it filled his lungs. He smiled, then got in the car.

Anastasia is currently engaged in her work. During the break, Anastasia immediately sat in the corner of the room to relieve her fatigue. Actually what made him tired for these few days was his heart. His heart was tired of expecting an impossible love to materialize and what caused him not to concentrate on his work was that he kept remembering Nikolai would soon marry Kira.

Every time he thought about it his heart ached and wanted to cry, even though he had shed his tears for a Nikolai who was unlikely to return his love. ’’Why should I fall in love with him?’’ask in your heart, then breathe out a long breath.

He is currently in a special relationship with Grigor, his co-worker. Their dating age is only 2 months. Grigor approached him and clasped his hands together.

’’Come on you don't be sad anymore,’’ said Grigor with sparkling eyes and there was a burning spirit in his eyes. Grigor's words warmed his heart slightly, even though his words were nothing. Sariya, Nikolai's secretary who has since noticed Anastasia began to leave the restaurant where Anastasia worked.

Nikolai entered his office and did not find his secretary. His heart was already upset, but eventually the annoyance gradually disappeared, as he remembered that Sariya had been assigned to watch over Anastasia. Inadvertently his eyes caught something on Sariya's desk an envelope stored at the bottom of the pile of paper.

Slowly he pulled her and took her to his room. Nikolai's face reddened and stiffened, angry at the sight and Grigor was kissing Anastasia, when they came home from work, he threw the pictures.

‘’I have to do something. Anastasia is mine and I won't let any man touch her including Grigor."

Nikolai spent his time just daydreaming. He wants to love her, hug her, kiss her, make her, as happened in his dreams, where later they become lovers and Anastasia's caress will give the world to him.

Sariya was surprised to see the room was a little messy, there was a cup that had broken into pieces, then she understood why this room was a mess. He saw a picture on the floor. Sariya sighed long.’’Apparently he has seen it,’’whispers Sariya's heart.

"Mr Nikolai, are you okay?’’tanyanya slowly.

Sariya was surprised, when she saw Nikolai who was crying. Sariya has never seen Nikolai cry and she knows the only person who makes her like this is Anastasia

"I love her, Sariya."

"I know. You do love Anastasia, that's no doubt."

‘’No one loves Anastasia as much as I do."

"I know that too. You've loved her for so long."

"But it seems like Anastasia will never want to love me. He hates me."

"I think maybe now Anastasia doesn't hate you anymore."

Nikolai immediately looked at Sariya after wiping away her tears. "What do you mean?’’

"I mean right now Anastasia doesn't seem to hate you anymore. Just think for yourself, if a woman hates a man, she will reject the presence of a hated man by her side, what else to talk to or be near him would be women will immediately throw him away and do not want to see the man he hated it, but you are different, if indeed Anastasia Hates You, Anastasia Hates You, Anastasia will not want to be spoken to by you or go with you somewhere. Didn't you take her to dinner two days ago and Anastasia agreed. You must have talked a lot, right? Then what are the characteristics of a woman who hates a man. You'd better now tell her your true feelings before it's too late."

After saying that Sariya left. Nikolai then re-thought Sariya's words earlier and she admitted that her words had a point as well.

When the sun is completely sunk and the sky is covered by darkness that makes the sky bright is moonlight and thousands of stars that shine. Nikolai was leaning against his car while staring at the window of Anastasia's apartment. He hopes to see his figure. He was eager to tell her all his feelings no matter if he would reject her later, though he still feared her rejection. Nikolai was desperate.

Now or not at all. He began to feel cold and his body began to shiver. Nikolai tightened his coat to protect himself from the cold. He began to enter the courtyard of Anastasia's apartment, but when he had stepped a few steps heard the sound of a motorbike, Nikolai quickly hid. Anastasoa got off the Grigor bike and for a few minutes they looked familiar talking.

Nikolai only watched him from a distance. Grigor kisses softly on Anastasia's lips. Nikolai was so angry. It felt like he wanted to hit her in the face, but he managed to hold back his anger, as it was useless, if he had to fight with Grigor now. ’’I will immediately remove your kiss for Anastasia,’’ whispered her heart.

The rain starts to fall. Grigor had left on his bike without wasting any more time Nikolai immediately pulled Anastasia's arm.

"Nikolai,’’he said surprised.

Nikolai stared at Anastasia intensely directly piercing her soul and there was a ray of anger in his eyes. Anastasia felt fear being stared at like that by him. The rain started to fall down profusely and in an instant their clothes had been drenched. Nikolai no longer cared about the cold.

Nikolai then pushed Anastasia against the wall and her left hand was pressed against the wall firmly and the other hand was firmly gripped by Nikolai. Anastasia tried to break away, but Nikolai's power was greater.’’Let go of me !’’

Nikolai did not care about Anastasia's request

"I love you, Anastasia. I love you to the point of driving me crazy."

Anastasia was shocked to hear the words of the man before her now. In the rain at night Nikolai expressed his love for him. He opened his mouth to say something, but Nikolao's lips had landed on his lips. Anastasia felt the warmth of Nikolai's lips crawling over her. His masculine lips moved ferociously, opening, stroking his tongue many times, unknowingly Anastasia tiptoed to adjust her position.

Anastasia closed her eyes and returned every kiss. Nikolai was pleased that he had a slow response and smiled between his kisses.

"Marry me,’’he said after removing his lips from Anastasia still with a hunting breath.

Anastasia was surprised. ’’What I didn't hear wrong. Nikolai wants to marry me. That's impossible,’’whisper Anastasia's heart.

"Why...why do you want to marry me?’’

"It's obvious because I love you."

"But what about your fiance, instead of you guys soon getting married?’’

"I've cancelled the wedding. Between me and Kira there is no relationship anymore. Marry me, Anastasia. I will make your life happy every day of my life."

Anastasia looked into Nikolai's eyes. He seeks the truth in his eyes. His eyes look so shady. Anastasia turned her face away, not believing so easily what Nikolai had said.

"I can't marry you?’’

"Do you hate me and don't want to marry me?’’

Nikolai cupped Anastasia's face in both hands and looked at her demanding an answer from her. Rain drops flowed down his handsome face. Suddenly tears flowed down Anastasia's face. ’’I can't because I now have Grigor. I can't leave her now."

"Do you love her?’’

Anastasia cried sobbing, then shook her head. ’’So you don't love her?’’

Anastasia nodded weakly in Nikolai's arms. ’’I love you."

Anastasia's cry grew louder. ’’Is that true? If you love me?’’

Nikolai's heart cheered happily. Once again Anastasia nodded. ’’Don't cry my love. You have shed too many tears for me. I'm sorry."

’’But I can't marry you, because now there's a Grigor by my side."

Nikolai looked increasingly upset and anxious.

"If you don't love her why would you want to be with her?’’

"Because he's so good to me and loves me too."

"But you don't love her and forever you will never be able to love her, because your heart has chosen me I, because you love me . I want to start a relationship with you from the beginning. Forget the past and forget about Grigor. I'm sure he'll be able to understand how you feel."

"I don't want to hurt her."

"You will continue to hurt her if you keep in touch with her, because you give her false love."

Nikolao stroked his face. ’’I love you’’, whispered her mouth before she finally returned to kiss Anastasia.

Anastasia responded to the kiss.

‘’I don't think Grigor has ever kissed you like that, have you?"

Anastasia's face flushed slightly, then shook her head. Nikolai pushed Anastasia back with her back against the wall imprisoning her wrists with both hands, then kissed her passionately.

Anastadia felt increasingly weak in that kiss. Nikolai pressed his lips against Anastasia's lips and squeezed Anastasi's hands firmly and his lips grew hot in the rain. The kiss was getting more intimate and deeper. Their tongues again caressed each other and interlocked, no matter how the rain hit their bodies.

Anastasia is getting helpless in Nikolai's kiss. Nikolai took off his hand and placed one of his hands on Anastasia's waist while the other crept down Anastasia's skirt stroking her thighs. Nikolai's lips moved to his neck, then whispered in Anastasia's ear gently. ’’You are my woman and I will not let any man touch you, I will kill anyone, if anyone tries to keep you away from me."

Nikolao hugged Anastasia tightly. ’’We're going from here,’’he said after releasing his embrace. Nikolao pulled Anastasia's arm and got into the car.

During the journey each was immersed in his thoughts. Anastasia still could not believe that Nikolai loved her as well as Nikolai that Anastasia had the same feelings as him. He did not know where Nikolai would take him away in the rain. He no longer cared if the man would take him away. Wherever Nikolai took him, he believed in him.

Finally the car entered a luxurious courtyard. Anastasiamen realized that this was Nikolai's family home. He had no idea why Nikolai had brought himself here. Nikolai again pulled Anastasia's hand, then crossed the house yard away from the main house. Behind the trees, he saw a building.

Nikolai immediately opened the door and told him to come in. Outside the rain was falling more and more, there were no signs of stopping immediately. They entered into a large room with a fireplace made, the walls covered by bookshelves and in front of the fireplace was a brown velvet sofa. The wooden floor was covered by a creamy soft carpet. Anastasia took off her leather coat, and went to the bathroom while Nikolai lit the fireplace, and took off her wet clothes.

Anastasia immediately cleaned herself with a warm splash of water, then put on a bath coat. He returned to the room where Nikolai was. He was surprised to see the scene in front of him. Nikolai was now half-naked in front of the fireplace drying his wet hair.

His body seemed to be glistening in the light of fire. It was so beautiful Anastasia thought. His heart was pounding, he was eager to caress his sturdy back. Slowly Anastasia came in and sat down beside Nikolai.

Nikolai smiled when he saw Anastasia had returned. ’’You just sit on the couch."

"No, I want to sit here with you. It's warmer here."

"As far as you are."

Nikolai put the wood back into the fireplace. The fire was lit again with light. Anastasia straightened her legs. Nikolai gulped his saliva when he saw Anastasia's half-open legs, her black, still wet hair all rolled up to her shoulders and looked shiny. He was astonished and blushed, trying to resist his desire to keep his distance from Anastasia, but it was in vain.

Anastasia approached her, when she turned her head to the side, she could clearly see Anastasia's cleavage behind her bathrobe. Anastasia grabbed Nikolai's hand and they both stared at each other. In her eyes now Anastasia looked very enchanting. He slowly raised his hand to touch and stroked his hair, then to his cheek, then to his lips where he had repeatedly stroked him with his lips.

Nikolai looked back at the direction behind Maya's bath coat. He was stuck imagining Anastasia's body behind the bathrobe. Nikolai tried desperately not to touch him, but his hand again felt itching to touch him.

The desire to touch him was already so strong and he could not hold it anymore. Nikolai followed her heart by hugging Anastasia buried her face in the curve of her neck and stroked her head. He could smell the lemon on his neck. Anastasia was silent when Nikolao landed her kiss once again.

This time the kiss was so soft and intoxicating. Anastasia slowly followed the rhythmic movements of Nikolai's lips. Their kisses become more intimate and sensual. Anastasia pressed her hands wildly against Nikolai's soft, warm back and chest. He wants to be his.

Anastasia had forgotten everything including Grigor while in Nikolai's arms and believed in his arms.

Nikolai kissed her neck and whispered words of love. ’’I love you. I love you."

"I also love you so much,’’ Anastasia replied.

Nikolai kissed her lips again opening her mouth cavity vigorously while her hands roamed wildly on Anastasia's body.resting her hands on her hips, resting her hands on her hips, and her hands on her hips, then it moves to the thighs stroking the smooth white thighs of Anastasia and moving her hands following the curves of her body.

Her waist was very slender, her skin was smooth white, feeling smooth, soft, and warm. Anastasia then closed her eyes, as Nikolai's fingers began to touch the smooth surface of her femininity. Anastasia sizzled gently, then sighed. He got up to release his pants in panic, then hugged her tightly.

Nikolai could not take it anymore and went inside Anastasia as gently as he could. It feels warm and wet causing a sensation that is truly extraordinary. Anastasia groaned as she slowly slid into him. Slowly Nikolai moved his hips up and down. Anastasia also did not want to lose, her hips moved up and down to compensate for Nikolai's movements.

Anastasia's hand tightly gripped Nikolai's back and Nikolai's hand stroked her hair. Meanwhile, their lips were both wildly clenched. Pagutans, kisses, bites accompanied by moans, sighs and moans from Nikolai and Anastasia greeted each other. Anastasia's body had stiffened and Nikolai escorted her to the peak of pleasure.

Nikolai collapsed on Anastasia's body. Exhaustion. And so did Anastasia. They were both bathed in sweat. Before moving away, Nikolao kissed Anastasia's eyelids, nose, and mouth, then lay down next to her. Anastasia rested in Nikolai's arms while re-regulating her breathing.

Nikolai could not believe that he and Anastasia did. Happiness enveloped him and looked at him affectionately and lovingly, then smiled amusedly. Anastasia smiled, then kissed him. They both fell asleep while hugging.

The sun began to appear behind the window the sound of birds waking Nikolai from his sleep. He still saw Anastasia falling asleep in his arms, looking at him with a happy face. ’’Good morning dear!’’

Anastasia squirmed and slowly opened her eyes. ’’Pagi!’’

Nikolai gave him a good morning kiss. Finally the two separate parts of the soul have now reunited to taste happiness. [ ]