RANIA 'God's Destiny Makes Me Cry In Pelaminan'

Ngobaran Beach

"Ran's? You all right?" asked Iwan who saw me still crying in front of Farhan.

"Yes mas, I'm not papa, sorry yes, on your happy day I'm like this, I'm really sorry mas, Via." I said while wiping my tears.

"Ramen, strong yes, this is not finished yet, there is still hope, patience yes, we are all there for you" said Via.

Somehow hearing Via's words I felt more and more like crying, I was moved by their loyalty to me.

Via immediately hugged me who still continued to let out all my sadness at that time, I wanted to throw it there, I wanted my heart to be relieved.

"Via, can I have a photo please?" suddenly Farhan handed his digital camera to Via.

"That's fine, here" said Via.

Mas Farhan rubbed my cheeks, wiped away the tears that were still left, and fixed the location of my hair that had been a bit tangled.

"Who hasn't?" ask Via.

"Be awhile." said Mas Farhan.

Mas Farhan moved away, and he was next to me and suddenly he stood right behind me, and he wrapped his hands around my neck and chest.

"It's over" he said.

"Huwaaaaa, mas Farhan, mind you, slick, hold yo, one, two, three." via also photographing me and mas Farhan.

"Thank you Via." said Mas Farhan.

I smiled and saw Farhan, I didn't think he was that sweet.

"Let me keep it, shall I?" tanyakanya.

"May." I replied with a smile.

"I'm sorry I want it?" my many.

"Ask me." she answered.

"This is the third time I've hugged me from behind, even this time in a photo, why?" my many.

Because I feel it's unusual, usually men hug their lovers from the front like they did when I cried, but I know Farhan's habits are a bit different, it's not something that matters, but I was curious about that attitude. And I feel like every time he hugs me from behind, that hug will feel stronger.

"Whatever's going to happen in front of you, you know, because you're going to see it straight away, but what's going to happen behind you, you're not going to know, because you can't see it, and I'll take care of you from that." she said with a smile.

"Where's the word? Good." I said with a smile.

"It's serious" he said, looking into my eyes.

"Mas Farhan, stop making me love you more, stop saying words that can make me more afraid of losing you, I'm really getting scared" I said in my heart.

"O two lovebirds, what time do you want to go down?" said mas Iwan.

"What time is it?" ask Via.

"Four 12:30." I said.

"Now just yuk, then go somewhere else" said Via.

We also stopped by the mosque to pray dzuhur, then stopped at the food stall.

"Sholat, eat already, where else?" ask me Iwan.

"Pantaaaii." cried Via.

"Which coast?" ask me Iwan.

"How's the fuss?" ask Via for an opinion.

"I'm coming." I said.

We continued on, along the way I never let go of my arms from Farhan.

"If indeed we will split up, if indeed I am not able to soften my heart, at least I want to spend every time left with Farhan mas, at least, if I used to always wait for when my graduation day came, now I feel like I want to buy that time. I'm afraid that when I finish graduation, I'm really getting me married soon." I said in my heart.

Arriving at Ngobaran beach mas Iwan and Via separate from us. I let them go with the happiness they have, and I pray that their relationship can get to a serious level, without any obstacles like I experienced. I am happy to see them happy.

Farhan and I walked to the beach, feeling the breeze, the waves not too high, the blue sky, all of that was a little tranquilizing my heart that had felt pain.

As I was pondering while looking at the waves, Farhan suddenly put on a small necklace made of silver, with a small one-eyed pendant, he immediately wrapped it around my neck, and put the hooks on the back.

And I saw the locket, small and simple, but somehow it felt happy.

"I've had it for a long time, but only now do I dare to give it, I know it's too simple, but if I may, make it a reminder to you, if in your vast life, it's, there was once a small part that you will always remember. I." he said while looking at me.

I didn't say anything, I could only see it, and I felt pain in my heart. My legs felt so limp, I couldn't stand anymore, my knees were shaking, my legs were shaking, and then I knelt down in front of him. I cried, and I unconsciously shouted. I want to let go of all this tightness, why from earlier I've been crying but didn't leave either.

Mas Farhan immediately knelt down in front of me, he hugged me.

"Maaaaas, can you take me for a run, let's go far, let's avoid people who don't want us to be together." I said it while shouting a little because it felt so crowded.

"I'm tired of feeling this sad, from when my father said that the blessing would never come down. To this day I feel sad continue, I forget how to laugh, help me." still with my sedu sedan.

"Take out what you want to get out, yell if it makes me feel relieved, I listen, I'm here, I'm with you" he said.

I could hear her voice trembling, but I was afraid to see her face, I didn't want to see her sad, but I was at a loss as to how to end my grief.

"Mas, I want to go far, I want even with you, I don't want to lose you, but I doubt my ability to face my father. I'm pessimistic about breaking my heart, I'm so afraid I feel, I'm confused about how I can convince you." I said still with a cry and a cry that seemed to be getting tired.

"Sir, I will not take you away, I love you more than you know, but trust me, God's pleasure lies in the old man's life, I'm not sure we can be happy if we don't get approved. Moreover, you are a woman, can not marry without the blessing of a father, your father is still there. And believe me, if you go with me, it will make your mother's father cry, and it will be a great regret for you later. I'm sorry. I can only pray that God breaks your father's heart, and determines that you are my soul mate" he said.

At once I felt as if my body was completely boneless. But I tried my hardest not to fall there, I still hugged Mas Farhan as hard as I could.

After feeling tired with my tears, I also let go of my embrace from her, I saw her face, and rightly I guess, she was crying, not teary, she was really crying, her eyes were red, her tears were tangible, she was crying, it ran down her cheek, and it was wetting my shirt.

She wiped away her tears, as if she didn't want me to see her, but I saw her, even the deepest sadness in her eyes, I could feel it.

Maybe other people would think this is excessive, but if they knew how I felt at that time. Maybe they'll be just as sad as me.

"Mas Farhan, thank you for such sincere love, thank you for the maturity that finally made me stronger, and thank you for the necklace, until this moment I still keep it." Rania's heart.