Ramadhan Imamku (Accomplishing the Love of Allah)

Let go, Ikhlaskan, Then the Happiness of the Heart Will We Get

Happy re-adding ___________________________________________________

"Sa?"

"Don't call me Azka again, call me Khansa. Why is your face so moody? What's the result of my examination?" Khansa still smiled in response to Azka's visibly riled up face.

"My calling will never change, until whenever Sa. We should talk about this with Ramadhan Sa, your situation is getting worse. For now, you have not felt the effects. But for the next 3 months, surely your condition will not improve Sa. The tests carried out by Ramadan show that your spinal cord tissue does not match, so Ramadan cannot help you. If it remains forced I do not want to, and the results can also be fatal. We need to find another donor Sa, have you ever talked about this with Aisyah? If he wants to be a donor, I can make sure your network matches."

"No! Nay! don't ever talk about this with Aisyah ka, I beg🙏" Khansa showed a face that was so clear while clenching her hands in front of Azka. Hope the angel doctor in front of him will be destroyed.

But wish only wish, Azka instead looks against Khansa, "There is no other choice Khansa! Please don't be stubborn! Your life is at stake if this is allowed to get late. I don't want to lose you Sa! I don't have a big heart stock like you Sa!"

Seen tears of disappointment piled up on Azka's eyelids this time. Throughout Azka's life with Khansa, he never once raised his voice when talking to Khansa, but this time?

Perhaps due to her piling up disappointment, Khansa was able to understand that.

"Azka," Test! one tear fell on Khansa's white cheek, "Can you see? My sister doesn't have a pair of legs. And how cruel am I? I asked again for a part of his body, just to save myself. No need Azka, a moral burden, a psychic burden she passed without me. Isn't it funny, me as her brother just like gnawing at her life slowly?

Death is the destiny of God, we will all die Azka. Let it be, I'm sincere. Whatever will happen to me, I accept God's destiny with grace." Khansa is still trying to show her sweet smile, even with blank eyes.

"But Allah also commanded his servant to try and change his fate! God does not like his pessimist, does not want to try his best." Azka tried to refute Khansa's statement.

"Hm-if my destiny will be long-lived, there will one day be a suitable donor for me Ka, even if it's not Aisyah, I would never want if my donor was Aisyah, period! No more debates Azka. You know me,"

*You don't understand Sa,

I feel so hurt

My pride as a doctor seemed to be torn apart

Doctor Azka is stupid! who can't even help his best friend!

I feel like I've broken my vow as a doctor, if it should be like this

I am weak, never able to resist what is already your will Sa*!

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BOby POV

If I love the person I already have.

Am I sinning?

If loving her was a mistake,

a great sin.

Please, begin to remove all the flavors that are in the chest

Even if it's just slow, I'm sincere.

If there's no one else I'll bother you

No more eyes that silently look at you

No more of my messages slipping in on your phone

Because from now on, I'll just look at you in prayer.

Accompany your figure in prayer

Stealing your face glances at a thread of your smile

The longer I have sinned

Love does not teach every soul that has the ambition to hurt others

There are limits to loving someone

Good love is never far from God's love

You deserve to be happy, though,

I'm the same.

But we cannot be happy if we are above the suffering of others.

Me, you just need to be patient with time.

You will smile with others

And I'm the same.

God's promise is certain, no one can dispute it.

A soul mate is a reflection of ourselves.

That morning I was very busy, as long as Billar was busy in America because there was a kingpin*******cyber who suddenly turned himself in. Whereas before the kingpin was very slippery, and difficult to catch.

Now it is Indonesia's turn to be busy, the detection of movements that carry dangerous goods that are indicated will be formulated into a bomb.

Ramadhan is leading the investigation operation this time. But just as I was looking for concrete data about what was behind this movement, the Northern District broke my concentration. The District Chief contacted me, saying that Winda fell unconscious.

With a heavy heart Ramadhan gave me time to take care of Vinda first.

My carelessness, which forgot to redeem the prescription medicine for Winda, forced me to pull my car over at the nearest hospital, which was a good office. I let Winda sleep in the car while resting, I stepped my foot into the place of prescription drug redemption.

All will quickly settle in Boby's hands, I quickly bring a bag of medicine consisting of 4 kinds of drugs. My brain thought, considering that in this hospital canteen there is also a stand that sells porridge. I stepped foot there and ordered 2 menus to take home.

I-I again saw Fitria together with Hafiz, laughing cheerfully. It seems that Fitria is happy with Hafiz, good. That means I also have to be sincere to forget about it.

In this position, I realized that the heaviest victim was not me. Except Winda and Fitria who were victims of my carelessness.

I teed up, focusing my gaze towards Fitria. Two porridge menus have landed well in my hands.

I started to pass from there, and I will also start to pass from our past to Fitria, hopefully you will soon find happiness with her.

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Only a few days later the month of Ramadan will come. The coming of the month of blessing and forgiveness gives hope to achieve all the good that is in it. It is time to reach God's forgiveness.

1.) Make time for self-mutilation.

Let every Muslim who will welcome Ramadan begin to count the deeds and sins he has committed during this year. So that Ramadan this time will be the maximum moment we reap as many rewards from Allah Swt.

Counting yourself before the arrival of Ramadan becomes very important, so that every Muslim will have a stronger punishment to try to use Ramadan this time is only for good and to achieve all the graces and forgiveness of Allah in it.

Allah says in the letter of Al-Hashr :

“O you who believe, fear Allah and let every soul see what he has prepared for tomorrow, fear Allah, Allah is All-Aware of what you do. And be not like those who forget Allah until Allah forgets them, they are the wicked. (Al-Hashr: 18-19)

2.)Istighfar and repentance.

Every human being has committed a sin. Faith that always goes up and down, the journey of life that many temptations will certainly make Adam's child ever slip so polluted by sin, and the dirt needs to be cleaned. So istighfar and repentance are the cleansers.

3.) Train yourself and children with Roman worship in the month of sya’ban.

Such as practicing fasting, reading the Quran, qiyam, alms and so forth.

From Aisha ra, he said: “Don't I see Rosulullah perfecting a month of fasting except ramdhan, and I don't see Rosulullah the most fast except in the month of she’ban. (CHR. Bukhari)

Habib bin Abi Tsabit when entering the month sya’ban he said: “ini is the month of the readers of the Quran”.

Fourth: Improve relationships with relatives and family.

Allah says: “Fear Allah and repair the relationship between you”.

Refining the relationship in the family welcoming Ramadan will further add harmony in the family when carrying out fasting, because a clean heart will be more sacred. It is time to ask each other for forgiveness and forgiveness.

5.) Connecting with neighbors.

When we begin to have a relationship with God, the relationship with others has become good. Thus the comfort of the soul will be truly felt when fasting.

6.) Preparing supplies during Ramadan.

When it is in the month of Ramadan, it is expected that the time available can be used as well as possible to increase worship and tilawah.

Seventh: Decorating the house with verses and hadiths is related to the primacy of fasting and the greeting of welcoming Ramadan.

Because the writing and speech will provide motivation and readiness to welcome the glorious month and fill it with worship.

7.)Increase knowledge by reading books to support the knowledge of Ramadan.

So that it is expected to carry out the guidance of fasting worship properly, avoid previous ignorance.

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"Hi Fitria!" Clarissa's shout and wave made Fitria and Hafiz automatically turn towards her who was at the front end of the table.

"Hi Clarissa, how are you?" Fitria and Clarissa cipika cipiki, cap cipa cup ala kembang kembang kembang kembang maklum, they have not met for a long time.

"Im fine, tkhans. You and? Who is this handsome guy Fit? New scourge again?"

"Assalamualaikum, I'm Hafiz his friend Fitria."

"Wa'alaikumsalam, oh-his friend Fitria, I guess his new girlfriend Fitria. Hehehe, what are you doing here?"

"Yes, eat baby, let's sit down. You pregnant? How many months?" Fitria was astonished, because she had never heard of Clarissa being married before.

"Oh baby, I'm pregnant because of Accident one night😁" Clarissa grinned the horse towards Fitria.

"Pantes, I rarely hear from you."

Saying Fitria relaxing.

"You if dating carefully, beb, avoid drinking hard. Because of the influence of alcohol, I made a fatal mistake. And now my ideals are hampered by getting pregnant. Lucky I contact continues with Yuta beb, he who strengthens me. Being in a rich position is not easy."

"Yes-i see beb." Answer Phitria short. Hafiz, meanwhile, was forced to hear it as well, more and more of a kindergarten and often breathing heavily, snorting violently. Inhaling as much air as possible and expelling the rest of the air through his mouth.

"Oyeah, how's Khansa doing now? Yuta often asked about Khansa, and said Yuta, tomorrow he will arrive in Indonesia.

Opps-well-I'm slipping."

Clarissa's eyes were staring at Khansa who was standing near the table.

"Assalamualaikum Clarissa,City, Hafiz. Can we go home now?" Khansa's face that looks pale and so cute, has been very clear if he is not okay.

POVs of Fitria

To me, the woman who still cries every night that I steal.

I don't know until when I waste time and tears, only to lament the cruel figure of him.

He who once said "Stupid will not go where, if we are a mate inshaAllah we will soon unite on a marriage bond." Akh-shit! It turns out it was just a series of lies.

When will I realize, that someone's gone. I will never be next to you again.

When will I understand, that behind a farewell. There will soon be a meeting with a better one.

Me, but I'm scared. If I get another meeting, it will just end the same.

In front of Khansa, in front of Hafiz somehow I could toughen up.

My mouth can say that "I'm fine, im fine."

But when the night comes, loneliness again greet. Tears were shed again, clear circles always accompanied me until my drowsiness arrived. When am I going to be like this? I better set myself to stop here.

"Our whole organ in this body! stopstop! Think about Boby! There are still many exciting adventures to go through and face! And one more thing, I command my organs! Get ready! Because in the shortest time I will move! I learned a lot about my own religion! Remember that!"

Fitria emphasized word for word to herself.

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

"Where's your assembly going? Can't you guys work faster?!"

"It's 70% boss, please be patient, boss, I'll be overtime so the bomb is ready tomorrow afternoon."

"Yes! Do immediately!"

Seriate...