Ramadhan Imamku (Accomplishing the Love of Allah)
Amarah Khansa
Happy Re is a happy-go-round
"Well, didn't you come by my house, Khansa?"
Arriving at Fitria's courtyard, Khansa did not get out of her car.
"I changed my mind Fit, the last time I left the house without permission. Abah and Umi are gone, I don't want to fall for the same mistake twice." Khansa's sad face was so clear.
"Alright, be careful, baby. I love you."
Nitria Shouts.
"Sorry I don't love you. Orange time eat oranges, hahahaha. Assalamualaikum."
Pamit Khansa's.
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
Khansa drives her car with thoughts of raging into one.
**I never asked for much from you, Rob the creator of the universe.
Don't ask for much, though,
just to feel sorry for this despicable servant of yours, I felt so ashamed.
What you want to teach me is Rob**.
You have taken Abah and Umi.
I've learned what it means to lose.
You have made Aisha lose both legs, I have learned what sincerity means.
And You have made me suffer this pain for decades, I do not complain.
I've learned what the word patience means to myself.
What other part should I learn?
You have not given me a little happiness.
Bugh!
Khansa hit the car driver hard.
Trying to channel the anger that has been holding him back from now on.
The lies after the lies of Ramadhan make him so angry. But he was confused who to channel his emotions to.
Ramadan has not yet returned.
When meeting some red lights, Khansa just remembered the secret room.
30minutes later Khansa arrived home.
He immediately cleansed himself and performed Ashar prayers.
After tidying up some of his clothes Khansa came out looking for the figure of Aisyah.
But when Khansa opened the door, she was shocked. Because Aisha was waiting behind the door.
"Assalamualaikum sis."
"Wa'alaikumsalam my sister."
"Is brother busy? Can you accompany me to the park? I want to see the Orchid flowers we planted together, brother."
Khansa kissed her sister's forehead, "Why is your chatter never less? Of course the diamond of my life Aisyah, let alone to the garden. Aisyah asks wherever, must be brother interracial."
"Reza where's Aisyah?"
"With filling in the lecture ceremony in the village next door kak."
"Wow, fast motion is also Reza in taking care of the cottage yes Aisyah. It's nothing to lose that you want to marry her. Haha."
It's always so you're Khansa's sister, smart to hide your heartache with a fake laugh. Forgive your sister who could never do much for your happiness.
Forgive your sister who has always been a burden and a source of trouble for you. Batin Aisyah with tears.
"MasyaAllah my brother, the orchid is beautiful in color." The eyes of the two brothers sparkled, they did not expect that the orchid they planted would be neat and beautiful like this growth.
"Assalamualaikum nak Khansa, son of Ayesha."
"Wa'alaikumsalam bi Sumi" Khansa and Aisyah welcomed Sumi's hand and kissed her.
"I'm sorry bi Sumi yes son, mum Sumi had forgotten a few days not watering this Orchid plant. Lucky den Ramadhan turned out to treat and water these orchid flowers every morning."
"Oh alhamdulilah ya bi," Ayesha tried to chim.
"It seems love den Ramadhan looks so great to nak Khansa. Look at this part, son." Bi Sumi showed signs of orchid ownership in half of its parts. On the right side it says Aisyah's.
On the left side of my Khansa, if you remember I flush me yes. I need love too.
Asiyah smiled shyly reading her sister-in-law's writing.
"Look bi Sumi, I will surely flush the writing on the board with the orchids." Khansa so stressed on the word flush.
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"Hehehe, then your aunt wants to do something else too, son."
"Nggjeh bi."
After making sure bi Sumi left, Aisyah just started a conversation.
"Sir Khansa, I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what? You didn't do anything wrong to my sister."
"Because of Aisha's actions, so you must marry Ramadhan's sister. The one whom no brother loves at all." A single drop of tears came out from the beautiful eyelids of Ayesha's eyes.
Khansa rushed to wipe away the tears, "Aisyah, that love will later appear after getting used to it. Abah and Umi were also betrothed, proof of his love we both came out. Hehe." Khansa said casually.
Again, my sister is always good at covering her wounds with her smile.
"Is Aisha happily married to Reza?"
Take the answer small.
"Thank God, the most important thing is that you are happy. Brother will follow.
"Oia brother, are you still studying the book of exegesis?"
"Still Aisyah, but big brother is always constrained time to finish in quick time. Brother still can't."
"Oiya brother, Aisyah must fill the class before today's Maghrib. But let Asiyah alone walk, calm brother full battery. Brother flush the orchid first while waiting for the author of the board to come to be watered, hihihi." This time Aisyah is good at being able to get up.
"It turns out my sister's getting naughty, yeah be careful. Assalamualaikum."
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
The room that became a silent witness Khansa learned Kendo or Dojo.
Kendo ( β kendo) is a modern Japanese martial art that uses a sword. Kendo is derived from the words "ken ( β )" which means "sword", and "do ( β )" which means "road". So the meaning of kendo as a whole is a path/process of self-discipline that forms a brave and loyal samurai person. Kendo combines elements of martial arts and sports.
Without the cue Khansa immediately warmed up, this time the target of his anger was the human skeleton of a woven bamboo.
The technique that he still remembered everything, he hit an inanimate object that was his target at that time.
Not long after, a hand held her hand gently but firmly.
"Quite Khansa, this sport is too heavy for your belly wounds." It turned out to be the voice of Ramadhan, the man who had lied to him in a row and the man who is at the root of the problems of Khansa's emotions today.
"Well the real target has come, put on this outfit and use this sword (false sword as a training tool)."
Brugh!
Khansa threw the fake shirt and sword at Ramadhan.
"Quick! Hiyaa!" Khansa as if attacking Ramadan who is still rigidly standing, brandishing a fake sword towards the face of Ramadan.
The sreet! Khansa slightly miscalculated the distance between her fake sword and her husband's face.
Quickly the cheeks of Ramadan have flowed fresh blood, Ramadhan realized that. But he still ignored it.
"If it hurts me, it can dampen all your anger. Then do Khansa, do it. Even if at this time you are going to shower me with the real sword, I am ridho lillahita'ala."
The words of Ramadan only add to the anger of his wife. More watering gasoline on a fire that is burning.
"Yahoooo'!!" Khansa again launched an attack on Ramadhan, but this time Ramadan swiftly grabbed the fake sword that had been nearby.
Ramadhan tried to resist the attack after the attack by his wife.
"For Allah's sake enough Khansa! I don't want anything to happen with you, this sport is not suitable because you have a wound in the stomach. I beg Khansa LISTEN TO ME THIS TIME ONLY!" Ramadan is uncontrollable with emotions mixed with his worries.
And sure enough, the woman in front of him looks starting to dim.
Adeptly Ramadhan grabbed Khansa's body, then Khansa was unconscious, exhausted in the arms of Ramadan.
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**A'uudzu billahi minas syaithanir rajiim
Meaning:
"I seek refuge in God from the temptations of the damned Satan"
The prayer is based on a hadith, the Prophet said:
"Truly, I will teach a sentence, which when he says it will be lost what he gets (angry). If he reads, 'Auudzubillahi minasy syaitaanir rajiim', he will lose what he got." (CHR. Ahmad, Bukhari, and Muslim).
Praying when angry.
The Prophet taught his people to recite prayers when angry. With a heart that remembers Allah, the anger that was overflowing subsides. The resentment and annoyance that once ruled the heart is gone, and the thought that was once chaotic becomes controlled.
Allahumaghfirli dzanbi, wa adzhib ghazha qalbi, wa ajirni minas syaithani
Meaning:
"O Allah, forgive me my sin, ease the wrath of my heart, and protect myself from the influence of Satan."
Keeping the mouth silent.
Usually when you are emotional, the hardest thing to control is words. Therefore, if you feel emotional or angry, you should immediately be silent so that words that come out of the mouth when being emotional do not hurt the heart of others. From Ibn Abbas Ra, the Prophet said:
"If you're angry, shut up." (CHR. Ahmed)
Change position when angry.
When you are angry or emotional, you should take a lower position. When you are angry with your standing position, sit down. If you are angry in a sitting position, lie down. This is according to the hadith of Abu Dharr Ra, the Prophet advised:
"If you are angry, and he is standing, he should sit down. Because then the anger can disappear. If it's not gone, he'll take a sleeping position." (CHR. Ahmad and Abu Daud)
Istighfar.
When angry, multiply the phrase istighfar because the practice of istighfar can calm the heart and mind as an alternative way of controlling emotions according to Islam.
Ablutions.
When you are angry, then act. This is because one of the functions of water is to kill fire, including demonic fire that blazes in our hearts and is manifested in anger. In a hadith from Urwah As-Sa'di radhiyallahu 'anhu which means:
"Truly the anger is from the devil, and the devil was created from fire, and the fire can be extinguished with water. When you are angry, he should ablaze." (CHR. Ahmad and Abu Daud)
Dhikr.
Dhikr is a practice that is highly recommended to Muslims to be done at any time. Thinking while being emotional can make the heart become calm. With a calm heart, emotions can be controlled.
Remembering the primacy of keeping emotions.
In a hadith, the Prophet said:
"Whoever seeks to restrain his anger, and when he is able to vanish it, Allah will call before all creatures on the Day of Resurrection, until Allah instructs him to choose the angel whom he will." (CHR. Abu Daud, Tirmidhi)
The priority of maintaining emotions is liked by many people, easy to get along according to Islamic teachings, not easily influenced or instigated, and physical and mental to be healthier. When a person can remember these preferences, he will be more able to control his emotions.
Forgive.
When angry with someone for being disappointed, hurt and so forth, the most powerful way to reduce anger is to learn to forgive the mistakes of others that can trigger emotions. In the Qur'an of Assy-Shuura verse 37, Allah says:
Wallaziina yajtanibuna kabaa'iral-ismi wal-fawaahisya wa izaa maa gadibu hum yagfirun
Meaning:
"And (for) those who shun great sins and vile deeds, and when they are angry they apologize."
Introspect and think positively.
Self-introspection means contemplating every action and word that has been done. In addition to self-introspection, always thinking positively in dealing with problems and problems also makes the mind calm. So that by getting used to doing introspection and positive thinking, will avoid the feeling of irritability.
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