Ramadhan Imamku (Accomplishing the Love of Allah)
A Brother Who Is Jealous of His Brother
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Hi brothers or firstborns on the face of the earth thisπ
As a first child, our shoulders must be as strong as steel.
Our hearts must be as hard as stone
And our spirit should always be full of chargers.
And as a first child, have you ever felt jealous of your own sister?
In this chapter we will discuss this a little bit.
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Ramadhan had to undergo surgery because of the gunshot wounds he suffered.
The finished Hafiz received treatment on his leg, which was shot dead, and was moved to the usual treatment room.
Khansa, who had been receiving tranquilizers an hour ago, could only stare at the silhouette of the setting sun from behind the hospital's glass window.
"Assalamualaikum kak Khansa," With tears Aisyah tightly grasped her brother's hand that looked dreamy.
"Let go of my hand" The flat voice struck Aisyah and Reza's hearts.
How could a Khansa who had been so fond of her sister Aisyah now not want to be touched at all by her sister.
Aisyah looked at her husband's face, as if it took some time and wished her husband would leave her and her brother to speak for a while.
"If you're done calling me dear, I'll see Ramadhan's brother in the ICU room" Reza peaked his wife's head and walked away from Khansa's treatment room.
Aisyah tried to gather strength in her heart, trying hard. Whatever his brother told him later, he would be strong and could deal with it patiently. "Sir, how about we see the condition of Ramadhan? Now Ramadhan's brother has been moved to the ICU. Doesn't brother want to see his condition?" Aisyah tried to hold back the tear dam that had gathered in her eyes.
"No, can't you get out of here and leave me alone Aisyah?"
The tear dam that had been held was no longer able to be weaved, falling just like that on Aisyah's cheeks.
"Didn't you need me at all? Only the sister I have in this world, brother, if you send Aisha away, Aisha will never leave. Share with Aisyah, brother, is there something that stuck in my heart? Aisyah knows that the incident that happened to her brother and sister Ramadhan is so heavy, brother. Aisha was very ready to listen."
Once again Aisyah ventured to hold her brother's hands, but again and again her hands were rejected by Khansa.
Tears were pouring in, nothing more painful than being rejected and chased away by my own brother. While the two of them now do not have the shoulders of father and mother who are the final destination to lean.
"I'm just an ordinary girl who also needs a little happiness Aisyah," Suddenly Khansa said so and her tears melted as well.
"Sometimes I just want to be born from ordinary people and ordinary families, so that when I commit sins I have no tormented mind," Khansa's eyes only looked at the glass window, the longer the light from outside was getting dimmer.
"What did you say and think? All men must have committed sins, brother, do not say that again."
Aisyah held her brother's shoulder gently, and again her delicate hand was slapped by Khansa.
"No! Sin does not apply to you Aisha! Everything you do is always right, I am always wrong. From childhood even Abah always loved you more when compared to me, I had to beg for love from Abah. Oh no, let alone begging for affection, just to make Abah see me, I have to make trouble first." Droplets upon drops of tears flowed so fast, Khansa was already unable to stem the envy and pain that she had been craving for herself.
Khansa recalled part by part, when Abah would talk to him, only when something was so urgent, or when Abah would scold and beat Khansa only because of Khansa's outrageous behavior.
Born and father of a religious leader, requires a Khansa to always obey and must not make the slightest mistake. Khansa has dreams and ideals that are very different from his Abah wishes, that is the basic basis so far Khansa always does not fit with his late Abah.
When Khansa decided to become a doctor, the great debate was that father and son had to go through. Ummi cried and prostrated himself to Abah, until finally Abah would give up and accept Khansa's decision to become a doctor.
"Remove such thoughts, brother, they are all untrue. Abah and Ummi both love us. Aisyah's not perfect as you think,"
Aisyah was stuck with what her brother had been thinking all along.
"Look at the turn of time back Aisha, from a small you always smile on Abah's lap. And I will cry in Ummi's arms, you easily have what you want. While me? I had to rack my brain to have my own money and buy the things I wanted myself."
Khansa recalled how Aisha wanted to have books that Aisha wanted to study, and quickly Abah bought them all. And when Khansa wanted sports equipment that had become his hobby, namely Kondo and Judo, Abah did not respond in the slightest.
"Even I still remember clearly part by part when Abah came home from the lecture outside the city, the first daughter he sought was Aisha. Where is my Aisyah, Ummi? I had brought her favorite food from Malang, and I also brought her the book she had discussed with me last time.
Sometimes I even doubt, am I really your sister Aisyah?
There is no room and affection for a Khansa. There is only mercy from Ummi for Khansa that Abah does not consider."
Sometimes Aisyah saw Khansa smiling along with her tears that fell as she expressed her whole heart.
Aisyah shook her head, "Stop brother, don't talk like that. All that Abah and Ummi gave us was the same brother, now only the brother of Khansa that Aisha had. Aisha please, eliminate such untrue thoughts, brother, if Abah and Ummi see us like this, surely they will be very sad brother. Now what else is it that makes sister envious of Aisyah? Even Ayesha's legs did not have," Aisyah tried to hug her brother's body despite the sadness and pain that accumulated in her chest cavity, but again Khansa pushed and rejected Aisyah.
"Now open your eyes wide Ayesha! You are happy to marry Reza, the one you love and Reza loves you too. While brother? Abah gave me the mandate to marry Ramadhan, see him? He's been lying to my brother about his work, we don't love each other. Even my brother's life is on the edge because of his lies! Is this all fair?
Answer me Aisha!
Is all this fair?
Even happiness won't say hello to me in the slightest!
Don't call me sister Aisyah, I doubt if I'm your sister.
Leave me alone!
Khansa wept and thrashed, even the glasses and fruits that were in Nakas did not escape Khansa's attack.
The doctor and nurse ran to Khansa's room and injected sedatives into her infusion, instantly leaving Khansa easily asleep.
Reza who had been eavesdropping on their conversation, hugged Aisyah tightly. Aisyah's cry broke out with her brother's words that had just been thrown out and was very heartbreaking.
"Excuse me, the father and mother of the patient's family?" The doctor greeted Aisyah and Reza when Khansa was asleep.
"Dock, I'm his sister." Answer Aisha short.
"Then can you come to my room for a minute? I have something to say about the patient,"
"Okay, doc," Reza pushed Aisyah's wheelchair, tailing her to the doctor's office who handled Khansa.
"Please sit down" the doctor invited Reza to sit down.
"Thank you doc,"
"Previously introduce, I'm Dr. Rudi. Incidentally, it turns out that I also had to deal with Doctor Khansa's illness with my colleague Doctor Azka. Previously, can I know what you discussed with Dr. Khansa until Dr. Khansa became hysterical like that?"
Aisyah retold, whatever her sister had told her. The tears interspersed Aisyah's story to Dr. Rudi. Reza tried to strengthen his wife by gently rubbing his wife's shoulder.
"If so, I can conclude that Dr. Khansa suffered severe trauma from the hostage incident that happened to him. The patient becomes so resentful of those whom he considers to be the source or mastermind of all suffering for him, unwilling to be touched and easily hysterical when remembering things that are so painful for him. A feeling of so much distress and fear led her to hate those who hurt her."
"Then how to cure the trauma Doc?" Tanya Reza was serious.
"At the time that will be able to heal the trauma by itself, we will try to help with some therapeutic steps. And the rest, the environmental patience that plays a big role helps him. Surround the patient in the meantime with people who are pleasing to the patient, doing the things that the patient likes to do from his favorite activities or foods, and slowly encourage the patient from the sad or painful state that the patient has experienced."
Aisyah stared into Reza's two eyes, needing strength to face this. Aisyah was sure, if her brother would not easily accept the existence of Aisyah near her.
"How is this brother Reza, my own brother even hates me so much,"
Aisyah looked down, the words of the brother of Khansa was still so ringing in her brain.
"Please baby, we can all get through this. The way God loves us by testing us, and God will not test his servant beyond the limits of his servant's ability. So we can all go through this together." Reza gave a glimmer of light to the dark.
"Then, we'll excuse doc. Thanks for the information."
"Good, please. Same with Reza."
After leaving the doctor's room, Reza and Aisyah meet with Boby, Sinta and Fitria.
Reza explained Khansa's state to the three of them, Sinta was seen smiling cynically. Boby and Fitria are worried about Khansa.
"Then Reza, take your wife home to rest. The day has begun at night, let me and Sinta who will take turns to keep Ramadan.
Then Fitria will take care of Khansa. Fitria is a friend of Khansa, so I don't think Khansa would be hysterical if she woke up with a fitria in front of her. Tomorrow morning or noon you can come here again."
Boby proposed sharing the task.
"No brother Reza, I'll wait for Khansa's sister to wake up. I can't leave Khansa's sister alone." Hardheaded Aisyah eleven twelve with her brother Khansa.
"What Boby said is true, if Khansa sees you again, she will most likely be hysterical again.
Be patient Aisyah, give time to Khansa to relieve her trauma slowly. I also don't want you to get sick later because you're exhausted here Aisyah."
Reza tried to advise his wife.
"Well then, brother Boby I beg you to let me know if anything happens with Brother Khansa," My gaze was so visible from the eyes of this woman named Aisyah.
"Each commander of Aisyah company, I as a soldier will immediately report the state of the patient on behalf of Khansa and Ramadhan if it is confirmed later. Report finished, please commander rest immediately." Said Boby with a tone of speech and attitude like a military soldier.
A slight smile appeared on Aisyah's lips, "Okay, my report received. Assalamualaikum wr, wb,"
Aisyah also did not want to lose, answering the words of Boby as the leader of the company troops.
At the very least, the end of the conversation back then there was a hint of a unraveling smile.
...When the Prophet Shallallahu 'Alaihi wa Sallam found difficulty, then he immediately prayed," (HR Abu Dawud)....
Upon Aisha's arrival at home, she immediately performed two rakaat Sunnah prayers to calm her heart and mind. Khansa's recovery was her main request for her prayer this time.
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