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Sewed Memory

When the heart is upset, the mind feels so full. That also made Sara seem less concentrated at this time. To regret everything that has happened is in vain. Rice had already become porridge, it was impossible for him to overturn all that had been his decision. So painful, the wound in his heart was so gaping. Sitting on the electric train, Sara recalled her severed memory last night.

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Last night with Belva …

After enjoying hot activities, in fact, both of them are crying. Sara and Belva's tears were equally tight. The pleasure they enjoy, in fact, is inversely proportional to the feeling of his heart. Yes, there is a distress and confusion that both surround his heart.

“Don't cry Sara,” says Belva.

The man seemed to insist, asking Sara not to cry, while Belva herself actually shed her tears. What an inconsistent attitude and words. However, seeing the tears that broke, and Sara's crying that was stupefied made Belva ask Sara not to cry.

Not stopping, in fact Sara just sobbed. All the feeling was spilling inside his chest.

“Pak Belva, can I ask you something?” ask Sara at the end.

Belva breathed a heavy sigh. The heart felt tight at this moment, it felt like the request Sara asked for right now was a heavy request for her. Nevertheless, Belva nodded her head.

“What?” slowly tanyanya.

“Mari .. we. .. finish this relationship. Please ... talak me only, Mr. Belva,” said Sara with her lips that felt trembling.

Even if it was not her will, but Sara no longer wanted to get in touch with the man. Other times, if possible and allowed him enough contact with Evan alone, not Belva anymore.

Belva rubbed her face violently, not thinking that Sara would ask him to look at her. The man looked at Sara with teary eyes.

“What did you ask Sara? Then, what does all this mean to you?” ask Belva at the end.

“Didn't the offer that Mr. Belva gave me was just a contract marriage so that I would give birth to a child for Mr. Belva. Now, it's all over, sir .. please, talk me out and get me out of this relationship,” Sara said in a speechless manner.

“If I don't want to?” ask Belva.

“Do it Sir .. After all, our marriage is just under hand,” Sara replied.

“Marriage under hand if allowed by the first wife, then the marriage is legal, Sara,” explains Belva.

That is how it is. If the first wife permits polygamy for any reason, then the marriage is valid. While in Sara's case, Anin herself also agreed to it. From the beginning, Anin did not matter if her husband married Sara. Even yesterday Anin offered that the three of them could still stay together.

“I don't want to, Mr. Belva,” Sara replied.

The woman's heart was completely sliced off. Letting go of the man who had filled her heart was not that easy, but Sara did not feel like becoming the third person between Belva and Anin.

Again Sara shook her head, “Not .. better, we just end up here, Mr. Belva.”

Sara had come to her decision. Not wanting to fall deeper, he had enough to fall. After all, grasping the feeling of being alone was excruciating. For that, Sara instead asked her husband to drop talak on her.

“Suami has the right to drop his talc, Mr. Belva. I will accept it sincerely,” Sara said again.

Belva sighed, and the man felt increasingly clueless with Sara's way of thinking.

“Well if that's what you want,” replied Belva.

The man raised one hand slowly and placed it on top of Sara's head.

“I release you from all these relationships, Sara ...”

It also came out of Belva's mouth. It seems Belva did not reach the heart when saying talak directly to Sara. For that Belva chose to say indirect talaq by releasing Sara from the relationship.

Sara's crying broke the feeling. Tonight will be the bitterest memory of his life. Starting from her saying to leave, her feelings are held back to experiencing Dysphoria, and now Sara asks Belva to run her. There's no night as clean and bitter as this night for Sara.

As with Sara, Belva also shed her tears. To her, Sara was so unpredictable. While Anin is holding her back, and Belva herself wants to keep Sara, it is Sara who asks Belva to let her go.

Belva stared at Sara's tearful face, “You're satisfied with all this right? You are happy with the end of our relationship right?” ask Belva.

Sara's eyes were closed, and she was shocked. “Thank you Mr. Belva, when a husband exercises his rights, I will voluntarily accept it,” Sara said.

Even if her heart was broken to pieces, even if this was not what she wanted, but for Sara it was better to leave the Belva family.

Talak is also the right of a husband because the wife is the full property of the husband. When the word talak is spoken, then a husband has relinquished his right to a wife. Talaq should not be spoken playfully. Talak speech is absolute, then when Belva said it then ended their marriage together.

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Now …

By strengthening her heart and herself, Sara got off the KRL. The woman pushed her suitcase. Leaving all bitter memories behind him. Although very bitter, until it really feels bitter, but Sara will try to live it.

Now Sara has arrived in Bogor. All the bitter and sweet things in life he had tasted. All the toughest decisions and difficulties he has gone through and experienced. So now, Sara has to start her life again. She is separated from Belva, but Sara has deep feelings for him.

Yes, Evan .. for Sara, Evan is a sign that she has that she once harbored deep feelings for a man named Belva Agastya.