
Days change with days, weeks change with weeks, so it does not feel that a month has passed. Enjoying the days at Belva's residence, is like just waiting for time for Sara.
The woman just serves her role as a biological mother for Evan, and at the same time teach Anin about how to care for Evan. Actually Sara did not mind, it was just that there was a sense of sadness left in her heart.
Just like tonight, Anin looks more confident babysitting Evan, so Sara chose to sit around in a park near Belva's Swimming Pool. The woman turned her face, looked up at the moon of the night watchman up there, and let the night wind blow on her.
Without Sara realizing it Belva saw from the balcony that under there was Sara. For this reason, Belva also intends to get down from the stairs in his room that goes directly to the swimming pool. The man immediately took a seat beside Sara.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" ask Belva to Sara.
"Sit down, Mr. .. After all, Evan is with Anin" he replied.
Belva nodded her head faintly, the man looking calmly sitting next to the woman. Carrying one hand sheathed Sara's shoulder.
"What do you feel now?" ask Belva again.
Sara shook her head slowly, "No. I just enjoy the night. I didn't think it turned out to be a beautiful night here" said Sara.
The dark space is thick, combined with swimming pool water and some garden lights that actually make the atmosphere of the night look beautiful. Sara felt sorry, because during her stay at Belva's house only a few times she was sitting near this pool.
"You can share your feelings with me Sara .. didn't I say I care about you" Belva said.
Yes Belva wants to tell Sara directly that she cares about Sara. In the form of caring, Sara can share her feelings with Belva. Belva will be happy to listen to Sara's story.
But for Sara, Belva's speech was just a mere formality. That concern for Sara needs to be spelled out in speech and action. While the relationship between the two is not as close and familiar as it is to be able to share feelings with each other.
"Thank you Mr. Belva, it's just that I don't want to share anything" Sara said.
Once again Sara asserted that she did not want to share anything with Belva. After all, how could he possibly share his feelings that there was beginning to be a sense for the man who was now sitting beside him. It was simply impossible for Sara to convey her feelings to the man.
"Then, who have you been sharing Sara with?" ask Belva.
Presumably the man wanted to know who was the place for Sara to complain. After all, Belva knew that Sara was a kara, not having a Father and Mother, not even a brother. There is a sense of compassion that Belva feels now because in fact Sara is a private person who is closed and never shared his feelings.
"I swallowed everything myself. Whether it is sweet or bitter, sour or bitter in this life, I swallow it myself" Sara said.
It is so, it was when his late mother was still there. Sara is a cheerful child, making the figure of Mother as a place to share and complain. However, when the mother was gone, Sara resolved to swallow everything herself.
"Why is that Sara?" ask Belva again.
"It's okay Mr. Belva" said Sara.
Belva then kept silent, hearing Sara's confession just now made the man seem speechless again. Wanting to show her care, in fact Sara who first drew the line between herself and Belva.
"Don't bother me, Sara. You can share your life with me" Belva said in the end.
Almost 12 months passed, only this time Belva felt that she did not fully know Sara. She only knew Sara as the woman she had rented her womb for, but never heard how the woman felt. .
Sara bit her inner lips, the woman snorted in her heart.
It's too late Mr. Belva …
You're gonna take Evan, the deal between us is gonna end.
Let us be strangers.
Let us never meet again.
However, as far as I go later.
I will remember you, Mr. Belva…
I will remember you just as I will always remember Evan, our son.
Feeling the cold night breeze hit, Sara also stood up and said goodbye to Belva.
"I went inside first Mr. Belva, after all it's time for Evan to drink breast milk and sleep" said Sara.
Not stopping Sara, in fact Belva also stood up and walked behind Sara. The man looked at Sara's back from behind, it felt like Belva wanted to grab Sara's body and hug her tightly. However, his impulsive attitude will definitely make Sara reject him. Even the last time, Belva bravely put her kiss on Sara's lips. After the incident, Sara seemed to stay away from Belva.
Once inside the room, Belva also entered Sara's room.
"Don't go back to Mr. Belva's room?" ask Sara.
The man quickly shook his head, "Sara, will our relationship continue like this? Why do you and I feel like strangers?" ask Belva to Sara.
"It's not a stranger, sir. The fact is we know each other" answered Sara.
Of course, this is an answer that simply does not make Belva think of all sorts. Relationships go awry, Sara expects more, while Belva just seems to walk nowhere. Never said how she felt all this time for Sara.
"Come on Sara .. Don't be like this" Belva asked again.
The man wanted to grab Sara's body, but in a different direction Anin came by holding Evan and giving it to Sara.
"Evan is already sleepy Mother, want to drink breast MILK," said the woman.
Sara's cold face slowly felt warm as she accepted her son. He happily accepted Evan in his carriage.
"Yes sister, I will give ASI to Evan," said Sara.
"When can Sara not, if Evan sleeps with me?" ask Anin now to Sara.
It feels heavy actually, but in the end Evan will indeed be in the care of Anin and Belva. Considering all that, Sara nodded.
"Yes, may you, sister" answered Sara softly.
"Yes, thanks Sara. All right Evan bobok well. Tomorrow play with Mama again yes," said Anin as she waved her hand to Evan.
Afterwards Anin looked at Sara and Belva alternately, "I went into the room first, Honey. It will follow after Evan sleeps," said Anin.
Sara immediately went inside her room, while Belva nodded to Anin and the man immediately entered Sara's room. Following Sara inside, she would only return to her room after Sara fell asleep.