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Growing Missed Evan Flower

I don't think time has been running for nearly six months. Tonight, after returning home from Coffee Bay, Sara chose to lie down and stare at the photos of Evan that filled her cell phone gallery. No doubt, when alone like this, Sara increasingly misses Evan. Imagine how his son grew. Even Sara herself downloaded the baby growth and development application and just to tell herself the estimated growth and development of Evan.

“Hai, his son Mother .. You are now 8 months well? That means that it has been 6 months Mother out of your Papa's house. Evan can do what now? Can you sleep on your side, learn to sit, learn on your stomach, or what is Evan Mommy? Every time you remember, your heart feels so sick, Van. Mother is not a good mother to you. However, one Mother's belief that you will always be healthy there, Evan .. you really complement and give happiness to the Agastya family,” Sara muttered so softly.

In fact, Evan is the son of the Agastya family, in his body flow Belva Agastya blood, so it is certain that the little baby complements and gives happiness to the Agastya family. As for Sara herself, it felt like her heart suddenly felt even sadder.

Not because he remembered Belva, but he was sad because he passed through every growth period Evan. The first thousand days of a child's life are golden times in which a child grows optimally, reaching each stage of his or her growth and development. However, Sara as a mother actually missed the golden period of her son's life.

Milestone Evan began the little baby can sleep with a tilted position, tummy time (snoring), babbling (raving with a typical baby's voice), learn to sit, MPASI (acoustic food companion) first, and, and the other growth was missed by Sara. There was a deep sense of sadness and regret for Sara.

“Try Mother imagine yes Evan ... Your first MPASI, surely Mama Anin make fruit puree for you well? Evan likes what fruit Avocado, Banana, Papaya, or Apple? Evan eats a lot of MPASI to be healthy and more joyful. You can learn to sit, right, son? Huhh, Mother is very sad because she can not see all that. If Mother was there and babysit you every day yes Nak .. unfortunately, Mommy chose to give you whole to Mama Anin and Papa Belva,” said Sara again.

Some time looking at the photos Evan actually tears Sara glinted by herself. The longing in his heart felt unbearable. The woman now sobbed by hugging the photo of Evan that she had printed and placed on the bedside nightstand.

Hicks!

“Force Mother, Evan .. forgive Mother. This is all Mother's fault. Rent rent a uterus that ends in pain because Mother must sincerely lose you. We're just different from Evan, but Mommy can't see you. Only an hour away by taking the Electric Railway, but Mommy can not reach you. Healthy and always happy, my son. Evanan Mommy ... until anytime, Mommy will always love you,” said Sara with sobbing bitterly.

Feeling so confused with Evan, even without Sara realizing it all night Sara curled up in her sleep by hugging a photo of Evan in her arms. Not even morning. The alarm from Sara's cell phone woke Sara that morning.

Slowly Sara blinked, rubbed her eyes slowly, and also yawned. Afterwards, Sara looked at the picture frame of Evan who was still in her arms.

“Good morning her son Mother ..” greet Sara. The woman imagined that Evan was nearby. No matter how Sara looked at the photo, Sara would say hello to her son.

Once you wake up, Sara chooses to accommodate her ASI first. Emptying his ASI source. The woman actually returned moody.

“Hopefully each bag of ASIP can be an intermediary that Mother loves you very much, Evan ... all nutrients in ASIP is very good for your growth and development. Mother does miss every milestone (achievement) you go through. However, Mother always sends the source of life for you will be healthy, your nutrition is fulfilled, and you have an immune system in your body so you do not get sick easily. I am always missing you and loving you, Evan,” Sara said softly.

Afterwards, Sara decided to clean her body. She flushed under the shower and prepared to leave for Coffee Bay. It has been a few months and the coffee shop business is quite good. In terms of revenue, customer response, that its employees work very well. Sara thought that this was God's way of treating her heart and filling the emptiness in her heart.

Until finally, Sara walked from the boarding place to her coffee shop which was only a dozen meters away. While walking, Sara observed the area in that place which was already so crowded in the morning. Maybe because it stands in a crowded and busy area, so Coffee Bay is quite crowded and stable every day.

“Morning has been very diligent Ma'am,” heard the voice of the man who surprised Sara that morning.

“Zai, you ...,” reply.

Zaid nodded his head, “I parked my car in front of Coffee Bay, but it was still closed. Yes, I bought a meal for breakfast. Want to have breakfast together?” tawang Zaid's.

Apparently the man had just headed to the Chicken Porridge seller's place, and Zaid held up the plastic bag in his hand that contained two boxes of white styrofoam. And this is not the first time Zaid has come up with the initiative to bring Sara to Sara.

“Makasih Zaid .. It's just that I'm not hungry yet,” says Sara.

Yes, after last night he missed Evan so much. In fact, this morning even Sara woke up with tears back while pumping. Presumably Sara's mood today is not good, so Sara feels no appetite.

Zaid himself was not desperate. The man kept walking by Sara's side with a plastic bag in his hand, following Sara into Coffee Bay. Zaid put the plastic bag on the table.

“Why you? Any problems?” tanya Zaid who is now standing in front of the cashier table and watching Sara who is preparing various things before the arrival of her employees.

“Gak .. I'm fine,” says Sara.

It was not Sara's intention to show her lackluster mood today. Only, Sara was really missing her son.

Slowly Zaid sighed and looked at Sara, “There is no way you are like this all of a sudden. There must be a cause. Don't want a story?” ask Zaid at the end.

Ignoring Zaid's words, Sara chose to get ready and check everything was ready and later Coffee Bay was opened. Sara forced herself to smile.

“It's okay, Zaid .. breakfast first. I'll finish this first,” Sara said.

Zaid felt that Sara was a reclusive woman, and no longer wanted to pressure Sara, so Zaid nodded and walked back.

“Alright Sara .. only, not all you have to bear alone, you can tell me,” said Zaid.

Sara chose to nod and smile. The woman knew exactly what made her like this. However, for now Sara cannot tell anyone including Zaid knowing her feelings and deep longing for Evan. Let yourself endure it.