
It doesn't feel like 12 months is really over. It feels like Sara just waited for time to be inside Belva's house. Even though her days passed as usual, but Sara knew for sure that her time in the mansion and together with Evan only left a week.
A few nights running, it felt like Sara's eyes were hard to shut. Even a few nights before, Evan had also started sleeping in Anin's room. It was as if one night had gone missing without baby Evan beside her.
Just like tonight, Sara is curled up on her bed because Evan is going to sleep together with Anin and Belva. Although very insincere, but what would be said if Evan would eventually belong to Anin and Belva. Almost midnight, Sara could only curl up and her eyes were so hard to shut. The heavier, each time he closed his eyes that look precisely the face of baby Evan.
The woman chose to sit and lean on the head board, her eyes glaring. His life feels so empty now.
You're in Mama's and Papa's room you can sleep with Evan?
We look at each other, but not one room only feels like Mother can not sleep.
Mommy woke up overnight …
Shown in your face, Evan …
A week after this, Mommy will really let you go, Evan …
Forgive Mother, but everything cannot be undone.
After saying with her own heart, Sara then put herself back on the bed and hoped that this time she could really sleep. Tomorrow morning he can go back to see Evan and bathe his 2-month-old son.
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The next morning, Sarah woke up. The woman immediately got out of bed and saw the baby box that was used to being by her bedside, looking at Evan, but the baby was not there. Sara remembers that Evan slept with Anin and Belva. Finally, Sara chose to pump her ASI first. Last night her ASI source wasn't taken by Evan at all, so this morning it felt so full.
After pumping, Sara chooses to clean herself up and after that maybe she can get out of the room and meet with Evan.
Just in time for breakfast, Sara sees Evan in Anin's arms.
“Morning Brother, last night Evan fussed no?” ask Sara to Anin.
“No, he's smart. Even his sleep was very good,” replied Anin.
Sara smiled, and the woman landed her kiss on Evan's cheek. “You were pules last night, son? Pinter really you,” said Sara. Just saying that Sara's eyes were already glazed over. Shown how later if he was completely separated from Evan.
“Come breakfast Sara,” invite Anin later. “You carrying Evan?” give the woman to Sara.
Sara quickly nodded and started holding her son. “Finally you come with Mommy again, Nak ..” murmured Sara softly while carrying Evan while going down the stairs.
After that, Belva also went down to the dining table. The man was ready to wear a maroon-colored shirt and smooth black pants, his hair neatly arranged, the man smiled and rubbed the top of Evan's head.
“For his son Papa ..” said.
Sara nodded her head in pias, “For Sir,”.
Hearing the reply from Sara, Anin actually laughed. “I'm surprised, it's been almost a year, why are you two still this strong anyway? Why are you two so cold?” ask Anin.
However, Sara and Belva were both silent. Not responding to Anin's words. Choosing to enjoy the breakfast that has been provided by Bibi Wati at the dining table.
While Anin sees her husband and Sara taking turns, “Can't you guys get closer and warmer?” asked Anen suddenly.
At first glance Sara glanced at Belva with her face flat and impressed nothing happened. Therefore, Sara chose to bow. Not wanting to reply to Anin. It is better to be silent than to dissolve in the feeling that he holds alone.
“Darling, please don't get too cold. She is also your wife,” Anin said.
It was as if Anin was asking Belva to be more warm to Sara. Also this time Anin recalls the relationship between Belva and Sara who is a husband and wife. So, Anin asked her husband not to be too cold.
As for Sara herself, it may be the coldness of Belva because she herself has drawn the line between herself and Belva. Don't want to fall into a feeling like you've never been together. For that, Sara seemed to prefer to build a high castle for him.
“Breakfast only, Anin .. It is still morning,” Belva said at last.
Hearing Belva's reply, Anin snorted in annoyance. “Ishhhs, you have always been. Always be cold to others. Evan, look at your Papa, hopefully later you can be a person warmer than your Papa,” said Anin now.
Of course Evan had no idea what his parents were talking about at the dinner table.
“Sara, you too .. Why do you seem so cold to your husband?” ask Anin who suddenly asked Sara.
“Eh, me, Brother? I'm not why-why, just plain,” said Sara.
The answer is just an alibi. Actually with Belva, Sara can't be mediocre. However, because Belva gave her absolutely no certainty, Sara chose to make a distance between herself and her husband.
“No, I think you are so cold with Belva,” replied Anin.
Yes, in Anin's eyes, Sara was so cold to Belva. Even the woman rarely talked about Belva. The cold attitude of the two seemed to trigger Anin to find out exactly what happened between her husband and Sara.
However, everything was in vain because even at the dinner table this time, Anin and Belva both did not admit their cold attitude. Choosing to focus on the food in front of them, and reluctant to answer any questions Anin.
“Why do I feel that you two are similar, equally cold, equally unpredictable,” Sara said in the end.
The woman eventually comes to the conclusion that Belva and Sara are cold and unpredictable people. A calm face as if there was no expression, as well as the two as if they could not be warm to each other.
“Have eaten your breakfast, this abis I want to go to the office,” interrupted Belva who asked Anin to spend her breakfast because soon she will go to the office.
Sara herself chose silence, just counting the days she was here, so Sara chose to observe the behavior of the couple. Everything that was recorded by her eyes, would be a memory that Sara would never forget one day.