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Grasping Your Own Feelings

Towards Bogor, where Belva is headed now is the green Jonggol area and so beautiful with the background of Mount Gede Pangrango from a distance. The car that Belva was driving stopped at a rest area like a green hill, the man then opened the door for Sara.

“Come, come down,” says Belva.

Sara got out of the car and followed Belva's footsteps. In front of him right now was a hill and they were in quite a high territory. What Belva is really thinking now.

The man then chose to sit down with green grass, Belva pulled Sara's hand and made the woman sit beside him. Letting the cool air of the city of Bogor greet the two, the horizon above seemed to be a shady background for both.

“If there is no me, how will you defend yourself?” ask Belva now.

Yes, actually Belva's heart felt rumbling first after listening to Anthony's words that were not about Sara. So, at this time the man chose to drive his car away for a moment from the bustle of the Capital. Refreshed himself and his currently chaotic mind.

“I'm used to being humbled by it,” says Sara.

Yes, since working at the bar and meeting Anthony presumably Sara has been used to being humbled by the man. Even a few times Anthony was rude to him, it was fortunate that Sara could take care of him. Even though the corners of her lips were bleeding, even almost raped by Anthony, but to Belva alone Sara took off her crown.

Actually the relationship with Belva is not just a rental-womb transaction, but the man who got the crown of Sara.

“I don't like to hear you denigrated like that, Sara,” I'm Belva honestly.

Yes, hearing Sara who was humbled it was like Belva so quickly rose in blood. As if her ears were getting hot, her blood was boiling, and Belva became so emotional.

While Sara herself, indeed she knows that Belva is currently angry after meeting Anthony. However, what does anger mean if the relationship is still hanging like this. What would anger mean if Belva never expressed how she felt to Sara. Was this time just a caring feeling?

“It's okay Mr. Belva, I can take it. I knew I was a waitress at the bar, but I could take good care of myself. Even though my body was bruised because of Anthony's actions, but I can take care of myself,” said Sara.

Yes, it used to be a few times Sara came home from the bar with a cut on the corner of her lips. Blisters in the area of his wrists, arms, to scratches on his neck. However, Sara managed to retain her crown.

“Stop Sara! Please, don't be like that. I don't like,” Belva said quickly.

Then Sara chose silence, she just sat down and reluctantly engaged in a chat together with Belva. Until almost half an hour passed, then Sara returned to voice.

“Come Mr. Belva we go home, Evan is waiting for us,” take Sara this time.

Feeling that Belva was not budging, Sara chose to move on from her seat. He had to get to the car first because he felt the source of his ASI was now full and had to be pumped first.

“I go to the car first Sir, stay here first, I want to pump,” said Sara.

The woman walked up and left Belva, entered the car and sat in the back seat. Observing the situation outside that was quiet because there was only one car in that place and it was Belva's car, then Sara started to unbutton her shirt three times, intending to do the pumping first. However, just now Sara will put a cloth cover chest area, Belva has entered the car. Turning on her car engine and her AC, Belva sat in the back with Sara.

Without excuse, Belva scraped her face and grabbed Sara by the nape. Kissing Sara's lips with a kiss so deep. An impulsive action that made Sara throw both eyes away.

“Do not like this Mr. Belva,” reject Sara firmly this time.

If looking at Sara's position as a wife, of course she was very sinful because she rejected her husband. However, Sara does not want to fall too deep because of her feelings for Belva. Feeling your own love is painful. For that, Sara chose to reject Belva firmly.

Hearing Sara's rejection, Belva then snorted and leaned her back to the chair, while Sara chose to turn her back on the man and immediately pumped because the source of her ASI was completely full. Until 15 minutes passed, Sara was relieved because she could store three bags of ASIP and immediately store it in an ice cooler in her bag. After that Sara buttoned the shirt and tidied up her appearance again.

Finished with everything, Sara intends to move into the front seat, but Belva holds Sara's wrist. Without excuse, Belva grabbed Sara's body so tightly. Even the man closed his eyes as if inhaling the smell of Pomello Oranges coming out of Sara's body.

“Self, Sara .. against Anthony or anyone who tries to harass you. I really don't like it when people look down on you. Because, I know who you are,” said Belva this time.

Sara's hands felt weak and refused to embrace Belva back.

“Thank you for worrying about me, Sir,” Sara said.

Belva then broke her arms, and looked at Sara's face so closely, “I'm sure I'll worry about you because I care about you so much, Sara. You remember what I said, not that I care about you?” ask Belva this time.

Sara then nodded, “Iya .. I remembered her. Thank you for caring for me,” says Sara.

It felt so good to have someone to care about, but unfortunately Sara wanted more than that. Sara wants that sense of caring to turn into feelings of affection or love for her. Almost a year passed, Sara seemed to be someone who grasped her own feelings. An unrequited feeling because Sara knows that Belva loves and needs only Anin. Yeah, just Anin, and not her.

So painful indeed, but Sara will really suppress her feelings. No one endures a man who only cares about him and often acts impulsively. For Sara, physical contact will be meaningless if it is not based on feelings of love. Grasping her own love, Sara will do as long as Belva no longer channels her passion to her. Yeah, that's Sara's determination. Let her be a sinful wife, but at least her heart will not hurt too much if all she receives in the end is just a thank you.