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Disquiet Before Childbirth

After returning home from the Hospital, Sara was still silent. Considering the words of Dr. Indri, there is also anxiety when knowing that the position of the baby transverse with the birth canal closed to the placenta. Thus, Dr. Indri gave advice that Caesarean section should be done to give birth later.

Now in her room, Sara seemed to sit pensively and observe a photo of her baby ultrasound. His finger moved and rubbed the photo paper.

“Why Dear?” ask Belva who just finished taking a shower. The man immediately sat down beside his wife.

Belva knew that his wife was being squeezed out, after coming home from the Hospital much Sara thought. It is certain that Sara thinks about the condition of her fetus and also the advice given by Dr. Indri regarding Caesarean section. A Mother who had the belief that she could give birth normally, and then the Doctor sentenced Caesar, did make her mentally shaken. Moreover, hearing the word operation made people become more afraid.

“Not why-napa kok Mas .. just yeah kinda thought,” reply Sara.

“Fear of Caesarean section?” belva asked his wife.

“Hmm, yes ... pain no matter what? Giving birth to normal is very sick, how about surgery?” ask Sara this time to Belva.

Belva grabbed Sara's hand, placed it on her thigh, and one hand rubbed the back of the hand.

“No pain .. later we can ask Caesar who is not sick, and you can walk faster. I'll be back later,” said Belva.

Yes, Belva promises to accompany Sara during childbirth later. Just like when she accompanied Sara to give birth to Evan, this time Belva will accompany Sara to give birth to their son.

“The epidural druggies I read are making me sick, Mas,” Sara said.

Epidural anesthesia is a type of anesthesia injection for C-sections. This anesthesia does not make you fall asleep, but makes patients who want to give birth do not feel pain ranging from the navel area to the upper legs.

"Don't be afraid, dear .. There is now a Caesarean section with ERACS (Enhanced Recovery After Cesarean Surgery) method that has the advantage of minimal pain and the healing process is faster. You will wear ERACS only, well," replied Belva who told the method of C-section that is faster healing and also not too painful.

"That's very expensive, Mas .. which is usually done by the artists is Mas. My misfortune," answered Sara.

"For you and our baby, it doesn't matter ... won't spend your Coffee Bay earnings for a month right?" seductive Belva to his wife.

Slowly laughter rose from Sara's face.

"Mas, promise me. I'm afraid, '" Sara replied.

This time, Sara said honestly that she was afraid when she had to face the Caesarean section.

"Yes, I'm telling you .. Are you afraid of what?" ask Belva.

"Yes, no. .. used to feel the opening of one to ten. Continue to be happy if it can be normal again. It turns out that God is another. Yeah, that's what scares me" Sara replied.

“Makasih Mas .. So, it's okay if I'm Caesar?” ask Sara.

“Nothing .. I agree with Doctor Indri earlier if whatever the important method of giving birth you and our baby survived. That'sthat's all. I always pray for you and our baby will be the delivery process later smoothly, healthy Mama and baby, and perfect,” said Belva in earnest.

When she said all that, Belva realized .. four years ago, she could not strengthen Sara like this. She knew that Sara could not sleep well, at night sometimes Sara woke up, sat leaning on the head board and rubbed her stomach. At that time, Belva could only hug Sara, and clasped her hands. There were no warm words and motivations that he could speak like this. Given all that, Belva again felt guilty. If in the past, he became a more open man and could strengthen Sara like this surely Sara was not too afraid to face her childbirth.

Belva moved her hand and now hugged Sara so tightly. “Don't be afraid yes Dear .. I will accompany you. In the past, I have accompanied you to give birth normally, this time I will accompany you to give birth to Caesar. So, is it sincere that Caesar?” ask Belva again.

There is a breath of Sara, “Iya .. just the tin yes Mas .. I'm afraid,” reply.

“Iya-iya .. It is certain that I will accompany you. Here, I hug .. I will always be there for you. So when do you want Caesar?” belva asked his wife.

“Actually now you can. Only Indri Doctor obviously waited 39 weeks only. Waiting for all the organs in her baby sister's body is perfect, so yes another week,” Sara replied.

Medically, a 37-week-old baby in the womb can already be born caesarean. It's just that for a mature age, it is better to have a C-section done when the baby is 39 weeks old, where the organ system is perfect, and the baby can breathe with his nose. Thus, it will help the baby to adapt and also survive in the outside world.

“Ya already ... later three days before you Caesar, I will take care of my leave, I will start working from home. Focus on your labor preparation first well,” said Belva.

“After two days only, Mas .. right Caesar if ready to stay in the Hospital only. No need to wait for HPL date, right?” ask Sara.

“Nothing, interval of three days ... can accompany you to go for a walk and do whatever you want before giving birth and you can not go anywhere later,” reply Belva.

At least before the day of labor, Belva wants to realize Sara's wishes first. Besides relieving stress, Sara can also do what she wants before giving birth and start babysitting later.

“This time I will not part from my baby right Mas?” ask Sara.

Just asking questions like this, Sara's tears were already running. Recalling the moment where she had to part with Evan not long after giving birth. The memories were still stored in Sara's heart. There is a fear of having to go back to separate for her own son.

There's Belva's head bobble and the man's hug on Sara's body is also getting tighter, “No. Sorry well .. definitely in the past, you were mentally depressed. I'm sorry,” reply Belva.

“I only remember the past, Mas .. and I was suddenly scared. I was afraid I would have to part with my baby again. I used to suppress my feelings as much as I could, holding on by remembering Evan. This time, I can't anymore, Mom. I want to stay with my sons,” Sara replied.

Belva then wiped Sara's tears, cupped her face, “For ever we will be with Darling. Amen!”

Belva was together in earnest. No more marriage mut’ah, no more stories of the rented womb, which is Belva wants to be beside Sara, accompanying Sara until the end of age. Till jannah, that's Belva's prayer and hope.