
“Sorry Zaid .. I can't,” Sara said in the end.
Of course Sara gasped when she heard that the man said how he felt about Sara. Nevertheless, Sara has come to her decision, she must reject Zaid for a special reason known only to Sara.
“Why Sara? Can't we start everything from scratch?” ask Zaid slowly.
“Not Zaid .. sorry. I have a lot of considerations in life. Now, can you take me home?” sara asked the man.
Zaid nodded, he would not pressure Sara. Then Zaid began to step on the gas with his foot, and drove the steering wheel in his hand, sending Sara back home just as Sara had requested before.
Presumably the expression of Zaid's unrequited feelings made the atmosphere in the car feel so silent, awkwardness enveloped the two. Sara chose to turn her face towards the window glass. While Zaid himself focused on driving his car. Until fifteen minutes passed, Zaid's car had reached in front of Coffee Bay again.
“Thank you for delivering me, Zaid .. I said goodbye,” Sara said and the woman prepared to get out of the car.
But quickly Zaid held him back, “Listen to me for a moment Sara,” Zaid said.
Sara again abandoned her intention to open the car door and turned back to Zaid. “What's up?” tanyakanya.
“Sara, maybe you have various considerations in your life. Feel yourself a widow who is married contractually (mut’ah), and also has children. However, all that has no effect on me Sara .. because, I really like you,” Zaid said solemnly.
“Zai, thank you for understanding me. Accept all those flaws, but I can't, Zaid .. sorry,” Sara replied again.
Maybe in front of him this is really a man who does not mind his past as a woman who had undergone a marriage mut’ and also himself has had children. However, his own heart said that Sara could not, absolutely could not.
Sara then gets out of Zaid's car and says goodbye to the man.
“Alright, I'm home .. thanks Zaid,” reply.
Without looking back, Sara chose to keep walking away from Zaid's car. While in his car, Zaid could see Sara's back getting away from the rearview mirror of his car.
Why can't you accept me, Sara? I am serious and sincere with my words. I don't mind your status, I don't even have a problem with your baby. Because what is Sara? Because that feeling is how it is .. This feeling grows by itself. While you, choose to reject me directly.
Zaid muttered as he looked at Sara's back that was moving away. The man let out a breath that felt so heavy and leaned his forehead on the steering wheel. Not expecting the first time to express his feelings, Zaid was rejected and felt the pain of heartbreak.
In fact how Sara, if the first time I saw you first I was already interested in you …
These are all my feelings, Sara …
Feelings that arise by themselves in my heart …
***
First meeting at Coffee Lab some time ago …
There is Aceh Gayo Coffee that smells so sharp and does not give a bitter taste on the tongue after drinking it. There is also Lampung Coffee which has a smooth texture, but the taste is so strong. Toraja coffee has a very distinctive and fragrant aroma, which makes Toraja Coffee so preferred because of its low acidity, besides that there is a floral and fruity taste every time you taste this coffee. There is also Kopi Bali Kintamani which produces a fresh aroma such as citrus, the aroma is considered exotic and the color is so light. There is also Flores Bajawa Coffee which has a medium level of acidity and has the characteristics of sweet sensations and the taste of nuts and herbs in it.
The young man seemed to pay attention to the pregnant woman who recorded using her cellphone, and some smelled every scent of various typical coffee Nusantara. Until slowly, the young man gave himself to go to the pregnant woman.
“Hey, hello ... introduce, I'm Zaid.” Apparently there was a young man who also attended the training who came and invited Sara to get acquainted.
The pregnant woman who was none other than Sara also responded well to the young man. “I'm Sara,” the answer says her name.
“O ... Sara's yeah? You're pregnant, right? It looks so big your stomach is bloated, sure Pregnant Women follow classes like this?” ask Zaid.
Honestly, Zaid was so curious and wanted to know how a Pregnant Woman actually took training in concocting coffee-based drinks like this. In Zaid's eyes, Sara looked so unique at the moment.
Sara then nodded, "Yes, just looking for a busy time to spare" answered Sara.
In fact, he did take this class just to eliminate boredom. Not meant to be serious actually. Because, staying at home for a long time is sometimes also boring.
Zaid nodded, "Unik anyway, but pregnant women can not drink a lot of coffee," he said this time.
Hearing Zaid's words, in fact this time Sara actually remembered Belva. Because, Belva also warned him yesterday not to drink a lot of coffee.
"Yes, I know .. I came to learn how to make drinks anyway, not to drink coffee" Sara replied with a smile.
The man nodded, "Ah, yes. Hopefully we can be friends and learn a lot in this class well," he said.
Sara nodded, "Yes, the spirit of learning" he said.
"You too, I feel interested in you. Already pregnant still looking for activities concocting drinking," said Zaid again.
While Sara just smiled, not wanting to respond too much. Because, the goal of taking this class is to fill free time only. After all, for Sara, Pregnant Women can also follow the training that she wants and wants.
***
Now …
Zaid could only keep quiet and reminisce about how he met Sara for the first time. Starting from feeling interested because Sara looks unique, and some time running actually Zaid was curious and liked the woman.
It was not that Zaid did not realize that Sara was pregnant, but the feeling in her heart grew by itself. The feeling arises naturally, and he does not stop his feelings that are growing for the woman named Sara.
“Can't you accept me, Sara? I don't mind everything about you. No chance, even if only 0.001 % only?” Zayd spoke to himself. The man seems to still not be able to accept why Sara did not accept it, even though he did not mind Sara and her past at all.