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Sara's Final Decision

Entering the room with a bad feeling that is what Sara is experiencing now. On the one hand Anin's offer seemed to give him hope to see the growth and development of Evan, but Anin's speech did not fully appease Sara's heart. Because, if only accompany the growth and development of Evan, he can just be a nanny for his own son.

What about his heart? Which almost every day hurts because his feelings are actually growing for a man who initially only rented his uterus. The feeling that was thought to be just cooperation, had actually changed in Sara's heart. Should Sara be able to see Evan's growth and constantly suppress his feelings.

What should I do, God?

If I decide on one thing from another is it okay?

In my whole life, honestly, the Belva and Anin family are very good …

However, my existence is no doubt just like the third person among the married couple.

When this heart already has the name of its owner, unfortunately all will not be able to materialize just like that. 

May my heart choose the right one Lord …

Hopefully whatever the decision, let Evan grow up healthy together with his parents.

Sara then laid herself on her bed, the woman began to try to close her eyes even though it was so difficult. Until it was not felt, the night passed so quickly. Surya mornings greet again through the sidelines of the curtains of his room.

Sara got up and pumped first. After emptying her ASI source, Sara then prepares warm water to bathe Evan. The woman smiled as she looked at the face of her sleeping son so peacefully.

“Son, if you have to leave here later, promise you will grow healthy and happy yes Son .. forever Mother will always love you,” said Sara.

Just a moment Sara looked at her son, apparently Evan was awake. The 2-month-old baby opened her eyelids slowly and smilingly looked at Sara's face.

Sara's tears fell instantly, a scene like this might soon pass by two more days. Her heart felt claustrophobic, but how Sara had to defend something and let go of something.

Sara slowly begins to release the baby sleepsuit that Evan is wearing and immediately bathes her son. The morning activity that Sara always liked was when bathing Evan like this, while humming, then Sara would rinse Evan's body and start wearing baby clothes for Evan. The activity continues by giving breast milk to the baby.

“Sara, you are inside?” anin's voice came from outside Sara's room.

“Yes Brother, I'm inside. Just come in,” reply Sara.

Anin then enters Sara's room and smiles to see Evan who is getting his first source of life from Sara. “Hei ... His son Mama just drank ASI yah? You really drink it, Van .... slowly drink it,” said Anin while rubbing the top of Evan's head.

After that, Anin looked at Sara's face.

“Have made a decision?” ask Anin.

Sara was just silent, confused as to what exactly to answer. He has his own considerations at the moment.

“Later tonight we can talk again, Brother.” This time it was Sara who first said to Anin to invite them back to talk.

Anin nodded her head, “Oke .. alright. Later at night come down if Evan is asleep,” said Anin.

***

At about 20:00, Sara came back down from her room and headed for the family room. The expected night arrived. Tonight will be the night Sara will make her decision. Sara had thought everything through carefully, therefore this time she was only encouraging enough to be able to live her decision with chesty airiness and without any regrets later on.

“Sign in and sit down Sara,” said Anin when she saw the arrival of Sara.

Again in front of the table there is a blue Map, and this time there is a savings book and an ATM card. Sara only saw it and did not intend to ask further.

Sara sat down, sighed slowly, arranged every word order in her brain and began to stare at the faces of Anin and Belva before her.

“Kak Anin and Pak Belva, there is something I want to convey,” said Sara.

Of course this speech was the opening sentence of a series of sentences that Sara would say to the two of them. Anin's face seemed to be smiling, while Belva just stared at Sara so intently.

“How's Sara?” anin's response later.

“Before, I want to thank you for the kindness of Brother Anin and Mr. Belva to me in the space of 12 months. I think I have decided what I choose. Whatever my decision, I hope that Anin and Mr. Belva will accept it,” Sara said.

The woman paused for a moment and closed her eyes slowly. His originally lowered face was now slowly raised and staring at Anin and Belva before him.

“Sorry Brother Anin, I chose to go from here.”

Sara's decision seemed to make Anin so shocked. The woman who was smiling was now seen looking at Sara with eyes full of pain. While Belva seemed to sigh after hearing Sara's words.

“Why Sara? Can't we raise Evan together?” ask Anin.

Sara tried to smile, even though she knew that it was a bitter smile. “Sorry Kak... It's just that, I'm sure that Evan will get good parents. You and Mr. Belva will be parents figures for Evan. Even if I gave birth to her, I'd be willing to let Evan go for the both of you. Life has to go on, brother, I will continue my life out there,” obviously there.

It's not that Sara is selfish because she is concerned with her own feelings, but Sara is sure that Anin and Belva can already be a matching and balanced parent figure for Evan. Without it, Evan would have grown up healthy and happy. Let Sara sacrifice this time. Giving her baby to give happiness in the household of Anin and Belva as the journey she has signed with Belva.

“But, Sara .. do you not pity Evan?” ask Anin.

Sara began to tear up. Talking about Evan always made her heart and self weak. “Of course I pity because I gave birth to him Kak .. but, without me you can raise Evan. Give love and affection to both of you to Evan. For ASI do not worry, sister, every week I will send ASIP to Evan until he is 2 years old. So that Evan can still get exclusive ASI,” reply Sara.

“You are sure of your decision?” ask Anin again.

Sara nodded, “Iya Kak .. I'm sure,” replied.

“Why Sara? Though we can work together to be a solid team to raise Evan,” said Anin again.

Yes, as if Anin was not willing if Sara had to go and end the agreement she had signed with Belva. In Anin's eyes, Sara could be a complement in her household, they could raise Evan together.

Anin then handed over a savings book and an account to Sara. “Sara, I didn't mean to do anything wrong. However, accept this .. in it there are savings of around 5 Billion Rupiah again. Wear it and use it for your life in the future,” he said.

However, Sara quickly shook her head, “No Kak. Thank ye. I had already received my payment at the beginning, I did not want to take the money and it was as if making me sell my own son. No, Anin, thank you very much. I'm leaving tomorrow,” reply Sara.

Not waiting for a long time, Sara then stood up and she said goodbye to Anin and Belva. He would immediately pack his belongings and the next day, he had already rounded his heart to leave the Belva Agastya residence.