
"How can you love Brandon?."
Rachel stared fixedly at Farel's eyes, a gaze as Rachel silently looked at Rachel from a distance.
"Everywhere near her my heart is pounding, every look with her I get nervous. Every time I am far away I miss. Every night, he wants to see each other soon. Her smile is my happiness, her laughter is my spirit, seeing her hurt I am in pain. Seeing her fall I was ruined. Everything about her is my universe, Farel."
The sentence was for Brandon, but Farel felt the phrase was for him. Rachel's heart told him? or Farel the kegeeran?.
Farel gripped the blanket getting stronger, the same thing with Rachel who secretly gripped the rope sling bag her so strong.
"But you just got to know Brandon, how do you say he's your universe? it's too fast Rachel!."
Farel had just wanted to recognize his feelings, but Rachel had already made Brandon her universe.
"Love knows no time, love can come at any time, Farel."
Farel smiled bitterly, "Right, that's right. So I'm late to congratulate you, right? congratulations lo. lo. you've found your universe."
"Yes thank you."
"But it can still be as close as a friend, right?."
"Hm, we're still friends. You remember our dreams the other day, dreams when we grow up and marry our respective partners then we will match our children."
Farel smiled faintly, "Yes I want to, we talked about it a few times during the night at the roftoof of Dad's company building while staring at the sky. That night was very fun and it made us feel good too. Don't they?."
"It was so fun."
They both throw a smile with the mind both crying.
Sarah silently heard their conversation, unable to hold back tears.even she had to press her chest that felt tight. Sarah believes they love each other, but the complicated situation makes them unable to unite.
***
After visiting Farel, Sarah and Anthony offer Rachel a dinner, but Rachel refuses because she wants to have dinner with her mother.
"I say goodbye, Om, Auntie. Sorry can't take long."
Anthony m3ngabgyk then turned his gaze to Brandon, "Remember my words earlier. Just a little scuff, I cut your throat "
Brandon smiled, "Yes, Om."
Brandon and Rachel leave. While Sarah and Anthony were still quiet in place even until Brandon's car left the yard.
Sarah's tears flowed back.
"Why cry?." Anthony panicked to see his wife crying.
"Rachel... Can't be our family, Mommy."
"Yes my. Dear. I guess why. Yeah, I told Reza to take Rachel from Brandon."
Sarah laughed in her tears. "Well, Reza is a kid."
"Well, how do you keep going? Farel also did not want to break up with Luna. I also don't want to be a selfish parent to have Farel go out with Rachel. After all they were young, their future was still long. It is too early to think about the issue of love destiny. Who knows, in the future Farel will be with Rachel together, like we used to. Many of your friends are the same Vincent, Victor and even Arsen. But I'm the lucky man who has your heart."
Sarah screeched and punched her husband's arm.
"But this is different, Mom. I feel Brandon is too strong. Rachel's afraid to move heart."
"Yes means not a soul mate. Do not have to be thought of. Let that be their business. Now we take care of our business, the weather's cloudy, it's good if we..."
Sarah walked quickly into the house. While Anthony was laughing.
***
Having no news at all, Luna decides to come to Farel's house. Once there, how surprised Luna when she knew Farel's condition dropped.
When I got here, Luna only met with Sarah, while Anthony and Farel sisters went nowhere. Sarah said they were playing behind the house. Then Sarah told him to go upstairs to Farel's room. Luna wanted to apologize for yesterday's mess.
The more he gets here, Luna feels that Farel's parents don't like her. But Luna immediately dismissed that thought.
"Why don't you say that your condition is getting dropped like this?."
Luna feeds the apple, but Farel grabs Luna's wrist and lowers her down.
"I want to talk to you."
Luna's heart pounded, "Speak what?."
"I don't think I can continue this relationship anymore."
Luna froze for a moment so surprised by Farel's statement
"I-I mean you want us to break up? wh why? what was the problem yesterday? I misunderstood, Farel. Mama and Papa lied to me because they didn't want me to be sad because I was an out-of-wedlock child. I'm trying to apologize to Rachel, too, but Rachel doesn't want to see me. I'm confused what to do now. But please don't break me!. I love you so much, Farel."
Luna clasped Farel's hand but Farel brushed off his hand.
"Farel, please. Wh why? why did you suddenly break up with me? are you ashamed of having a girlfriend out of wedlock? I'm ashamed too, Farel. But what can I do too? I didn't ask to be born out of wedlock. It's all out of my control."
"It's not so, Luna."
"Continue what? or maybe you fell in love with Rachel?."
"This has nothing to do with Rachel. Why are you suddenly taking Rachel with you."
"Yes because during this time you were close to Rachel. Even yesterday you prioritized Rachel over me. I was there like Rachel too. Rachel does not get affection from Papa Hendrawan, but Rachel gets affection from everyone. Your family, Grandpa Vishnu's family, Dypta, Rendy, are all on Rachel's side. While me? I don't have anybody. I was also very disappointed with Papa and Mama who had lied to me. I need you Farel but you're killing me."
Luna's tears were unstoppable.
"I'm down and broken, Farel. I'll be even more broken if you kill me. Please don't do this. Please tell me what my cage is? I'll fix it but don't break me."
"Our opening is only a few anniversaries, even a week does not yet exist. Our relationship was only corn-sized. Why don't we try to do this for at least a month. It's too early for us to break up, Farel."
Luna clasped Farel's hand tightly and looked into his fixed eyes. After yesterday's incident Luna had guessed Farel would decide. Yet it was only a guess and deep in his heart he did not want it to happen. But apparently Farel really asked to break up.
Luna has also announced their relationship on social media. Everyone knows they're dating. If it were suddenly a princess now, what would people say?. Super julid netizens will blaspheme him and increasingly look for his mistakes. Though lately the evil netizens began to admire because they managed to get Farel.
And had everyone known, Farel decided it was because he was an extramarital child, people would have blasphemed him even more - maybe Luna would have lost some jobs thinking she was problematic.
"Farel, please. Let's try it first. Just one month. I'll do whatever you want. Just tell me what my shortcomings are and I will definitely change them. We were together from small. We understand each other. You also admire me as Mama Sarah, right? so why is it that after you managed to get me, you dumped me like this? You hurt me the same way you hurt Aunt Sarah, Farel. Because Aunt Sarah's figure is in me."
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