
Gts .... Geck... Tok
Rachel pranks, closes the diary and puts it in the drawer. Then she wiped her tears quickly.
"Dad ma."
"Mama just came home from the mall, and then aunt said you came home. Tumben is not a wekeend gini you go home. What's up, honey? Mama can come in?."
Rachel took a breath and took it out slowly then pulled her lips forming a sweet smile. Whatever the case, as sad as her heart was, Rachel never showed it to her mother. Rachel doesn't want her to worry.
"Darling?" call Ayuma, mamahnya once again.
"Dad, Ma. Just come in, not in the key. Here I am again watching the marathon drakor so ga mamah voice mengedengeran."
Rachel immediately pulled out her phone and earphone, then looked for the Korean drama that she had downloaded. As Rachel looked down at the phone screen, the door opened.
"Dear." Ayuma sat on the edge of the mattress rubbing her daughter's back, Rachel remained down, her eyes starting to blur. Repeatedly in his heart he tried not to cry. But for some reason it feels so tight, it feels like Rachel wants to share this pain with her mom.
"Honey, you're okay, right?"
Just then his shoulders were shaken, shaking and drop by drop wetting the phone.
Ayuma sneered to see her daughter crying.
"Darling, what's wrong? "
"Mama, hiks" Rachel looked up, glancing at her mama. Every day Rachel was always cheerful, as if she was a happy human being and there were no burdens. But seeing her daughter like this, Ayuma became worried. But on the other hand, Ayuma is glad Rachel meu showed her her grief. Because usually when Ayuma asks, Rachel always answers it's okay with a smile.
A few minutes Ayuma just quietly hugged her daughter, gently patting her daughter's back to calm her down. After her daughter felt calmer and her cries began to subside. Ayuma asked him to speak again.
"I'm tired of mah."
"Capek why ? Tired of college?."
"Not Mah,"
"What does it matter, dear?"
Rachel let go of her embrace and looked at her mama.
"I don't want to move campuses, I'm comfortable here. It's just..."
Geck... Geck...
Rachel was just about to tell a story, but suddenly the door to her room was knocked.
"Yes? said Ayuma.
"Sorry mom, There's Den Faren with Non Luna. Said he wanted to meet Non Rachel."
"I don't want to see them."
Rachel climbed onto the bed and pulled the blanket over her head. Rachel did not want to meet them, with her puffy eyes and this kind of wry face.
His heart was still angry and disappointed, his emotions were also unstable. Talking now will make the situation more complicated. Rachel is afraid to say something wrong and negatively affect the future of all of them.
It's about friendship. Rachel doesn't want her friendship ruined just because of this.
"Please ma, tell me Farel and Luna, I'm tired and asleep and don't let them in my room."
Now Ayuma understood the core problem of her daughter. It wasn't about college but about friendship. Unlike usual Rachel refuses to meet with Farel and Luna, usually Racel is most excited to meet Farel.
"Yes, you rest and calm yourself first yeah."
Ayuma lowered her head and kissed the blanket on her daughter's head.
Rachel was lucky to get so much affection from her mamah. His mother was always there when he needed her. Papah is also always good, but unfortunately often out of town or out of the country take care of business so rarely go home.
"Mama loves you."
"I love my mom too. Thank you mah"
"Same - same darling."
"Auntie." Sapa Farel realizes Ayuma's arrival.
"Farel, Luna" Ayuma said with a friendly smile. Luna replied with a friendly smile.
"Rachel's at home, isn't she Aunt? I'm meeting Rachel!" farel.
"Yes, Rachel's in her room. But he's sleeping he said he's tired."
Just then Farel's shoulder slumped, guilt regained its entire heart. So does Luna who looks sad and feels guilty.
"Yes Aunty, I will wait for Rachel to wake up here" Farel said determinedly.
Farel didn't want the matter to slip and Rachel stayed away from him. Especially before Rachel never sulked, for the first time Rachel left without saying goodbye. This incident must have hurt Rachel.
It felt like Farel wanted to punch himself in retaliation for his lack of power.
"I'll be waiting here too, Auntie" said Luna.
"Actually what happened?, I want to know!". asked Ayuma.
Farel mwnghela breathed heavily and told her what happened earlier.
"I'm actually guilty here. I was too happy to question the win with Luna and the basketball team to forget Rachel. I really wanted to meet Rachel and apologize. Really I didn't mean to leave Rachel, I completely forgot."
Ayuma. It deserves his daughter to be disappointed, it's not about her feelings but about the disappointment of someone that no other friend would consider.
But Ayuma could not completely blame Farel and Luna. They are a couple of young people in love. It was like the world belonged to both.
The only way for Rachel to be no longer hurt, was not to have Farel and Luna split up but Rachel to stay away.
"Tante." call Farel because he sees Ayuma is silent.
"You should just go home, give Rachel some time alone."
"But I don't want to go home, I want to talk to Rachel first. I want to apologize."
"Tomorrow there's still Farel's day, apologize tomorrow. Now Rachel wants to be alone first. Understand and do not force your own will. Now that Rachel was still sad, it was natural because who was not hurt was not considered by her own friend. But do you know what kind of nature Rachel is?, she is not a vengeful person and also never protracted in trouble. Tomorrow or the day after you meet Rachel, she will definitely smile cheerfully usually. So now go home and celebrate the victory of your basketball team with Luna and your friends, Farel. Be happy, Rachel will be happy to see you and Luna happy."
Farel sneered, Ayuma's speech was like a sharp innuendo piercing his heart.
"Yes Aunty, but I .."
"Farel." Luna patted Farel's shoulder softly, "Already, we better go home first, let Rachel alone first, tomorrow we meet Rachel again."
"No way, I don't want to go. It doesn't matter that Rachel doesn't want to see me, but I'll stay here. At least he knows I never left him."
Luna was silent and she looked closely at Farel's face. From her sad face and the look of Farel's worried eyes, it was as if she was afraid Rachel would stay away from him.
Luna was also afraid that Rachel might stay away, but Luna was still ordinary. As for Farel, Farel seemed to be afraid of losing Rachel as if she was afraid of losing her universe.
At one point, Luna felt that Farel loved Rachel. But every time Farel asked him to stay away he just assumed Rachel was a friend. The only woman Farel loves is herself.
Maybe because she was too close to Rachel because that was why Farel was dependent on Rachel.
"Farel please leave, if you don't want to leave right now. I'll never let you meet my daughter again."
"Farel, let's go home!" Luna gently gripped Farel's arm and pulled him.
"Good aunt, I'm going home. But tomorrow I'll be back again."
With a heavy heart Farel followed Luna out of Rachel's house.
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