
Hendrawan Massion, 21:00
"Mas, I'm cold." Dilara looked at Hendrawan with the eyes of plea. His face was already pale and his body was shivering ever since. I don't know how many hours, Hendrawan soaked her in the pool. Both hands are tied to a ballast device that is placed on the edge of the pool. While his body sank only to the chest.
The servants who saw also could not bear but also did not dare to reprimand.
Hendrawan did not respond, instead sucked deeply in his cigarette slowly. From his sitting position by the pool Hendrawan stared at Dilara.
Mas already. Enough, please stop!." lirih Dilara in a weak voice, barely even heard anymore. "I really didn't know Luna wasn't your real daughter, Mas. I really don't know."
"After everything you've done you wish I trusted you again. I'll never believe it again, Dilara! I should've trusted Papa a long time ago. When Papa said that Luna might not be my daughter, I had a DNA test. It should also be when I say I gave you one suitcase, I believe. But instead I accuse papa of lying and accuse papa of threatening to kill you."
"I'm not lying, Mom. I really didn't receive any money for one suitcase, Papa's secretary actually threatened to kill me. If I don't leave immediately."
"I CAN'T BELIEVE IT,"
Hendrawan clenched his strong hand with the look of his eyes reddened in anger.
"I'm not lying, I'm not lying to you. Please believe."
Dilara felt her body was very weak now, plus the breeze of the night made her body even more cold. Dilara was completely helpless even to move and rebel was already incapable. His body feels numb.
Dilara doesn't know how to explain to Hendrawan. Dilara really didn't lie about Luna and about the money.
"Mas help me, I'm cold. I can't take it anymore."
However, Hendrawan turned his ears and leaned his back on the chair and raised his head to look at the night sky. Tonight the sky was very bright, inversely proportional to his gray mood.
"Ayuma, Rachel." murmured Hendrawan still with eyes fixed on the sky.
Until this moment Hendrawan did not know their whereabouts. They are under the same sky as him. Are they looking up at the sky and looking up at the stars?.
This was what Hendrawan wanted Ayuma and Rachel to leave her life. But now that they had completely left, Hendrawan felt so lost, regret, hate, anger gnawing at his soul that Hendrawan could not feel anything until other than...
Empty, Hendrawan felt empty.
"Mas Hendrawan, help me, get me out of here. Why are you doing this to me, my. You asked me to come to this house, you said you loved me sincerely, and promised to protect me under any circumstances. But now you're treating me like this?."
Hendrawan ignored, his focus was not shifted from the night sky. Dilara cried to see Hendrawan's cold attitude.
"Mas help me, please!."
"Please answer my question, Have you ever loved me sincerely?."
Hendrawan straightened up and looked at Dilara.
"Loving you was the biggest mistake I ever made. I wish I'd never met you Dilara."
He should stand up, throw a cigarette at his feet and step on it. Countless how many tears flowed, Dilara's life had been difficult since long ago, but her tears were not as much as she had met Hendrawan. It was like crying every day after returning to Hendrawan.
It's cold, he's so cold right now.
"Am I going to catch up with Mom now?." Dilara smiled bitterly.
Not strong enough to resist dizziness and cold, Dilara closed her eyes again.
Slowly Dilara's consciousness was taken away and her eyes were tightly shut.
***
Arriving at Hendrawan's house, Sebastian immediately turned off the car engine. In accordance with the promise to his father, tonight Sebastian came to Hendrawan's house, checking the condition of his recalcitrant sister. Actually Sebastian intended to come this afternoon but because there is an important job in the office, inevitably postpone his arrival here.
"Good night, Mr. Sebastian" said Mr. Security.
"Night, is Hendrawan home?."
"There, Sir. She's anu."
Sebastian squinted, "Anu what? Zina, Ck the child really, should if you want to do it in the law first. Not just a pile of sins." Omel Sebastian, worried about his sister's behavior.
"Yes, I have just entered or what I call citizens to be raided." joked Sebastian.
Mr. Satpam glared in surprise, "Eh sir is not Zina, I don't know, but you can check yourself."
Sebastian rushes into the house, while Mr. Satpam seems to want to follow Sebastian or not. But in hindsight, it finally followed Sebastian but stayed a distance, maybe about 10 steps. Mr. Security guard just in case, who knows they will fight like that time so he can break up.
"Hendrawan where are you?." cried Sebastian while loosening his gaze and quite surprised to see the condition of the house Hendrawan looks lonely. Where are Dilara and Luna? Their relationship is okay, right? Did something happen that he didn't know.
Sebastian really doesn't care. Want his brother to flip over Sebastian doesn't care. But Sebastian has to bring the happy news at least the news Hendrawan is fine to his papa so that his papa is calm.
"HENDRAWAN."
Sebastian kept calling out his sister's name, so that the porch hall next to his step house came to a halt. In front of her were about ten steps Hendrawan walked towards her with gontai steps. The lights are not stated, there is only a rebulant sari light bias, but Sebastian can see his sister looks chaotic.
"Why are you?." Sebastian is approaching Hendrawan. Now they are facing each other.
"I'm ruined, bang."
Sebastian frowned, getting curious as to what was really going on until Hendrawan was like this.
"Destroyed why? You should be happy now, right? Finally you can be with the woman you love and the biological child you care about."
"Luna's not my real daughter, Bang. To lie."
"How lie?."
Hendrawan approached and grabbed Sebastian's arm with his head bowed and humped his weight on Sebastian. It feels like Hendrawan wants to collapse, not because of physical fatigue, but tired of the mind. Guilt, disappointment, anger at himself made Hendrawan so tormented.
"I've had a DNA test, Luna's not my real daughter. Dilara. Dilara sleeps with other men besides me. I did everything for her but she lied to me. Now I've lost everything, Bang. My life is completely ruined."
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