Rachel Love Farel's

Rachel Love Farel's
The Part 188



Rachel took a long breath.


"I want to look around this house. Ever since I was a kid I lived in this house, maybe the places in this house would make me remember something."


"Yes, Son. Please enter. Papa's glad you're willing to come here."


Hendrawan touches Rachel's back and takes her in. Rachel turned to Farel and Farel clasped her hands. Hendrawan is sad that Rachel seems more comfortable with Farel than with him.


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At 08:00


After returning from Hendrawan's house, Luna did not go straight home, but went to her house first, Dilara's house. Luna deliberately did not sell this house because once in a while if she missed Dilara then she would come here.


Luna cleaned all parts of the house until she was exhausted and fell asleep. Then get up around 12 p.m. Luna was confused as to what to do, just sleeping in the living room while watching television. Want to go home no one at home, because it turns out Brandon also went with Ardito and Amora vacation with Kevin. Not only that Agnes also turned out to be coming. Because Agnes sent Brandon's photo to wa Luna.


Luna in living alone, quiet and quiet.


"Ma."


In the position of tilted sleep facing the television screen. Luna called her mom.


"Where's mom?."


"What is your mom doing now?."


"Mama's eating?."


"Is there where Mama sleeps comfortably?."


"Is Mama okay?."


"W-Is Mama still alive?."


In the middle of his daydream, a cell phone rang, a sign of a message coming in.


Luna reached out and picked up the phone on the table. It was a message from Brandon. Luna refused to read the message. But maybe that message has a message about Kevin.


Brandon: Did Kevin and I get home? You where? Kevin is crying and looking for you.


Brandon: Why did you leave without my permission? you don't think of me as a husband anymore?.


Luna: I'm going home. Tell Kevin I'm on my way home.


Luna: Did you permit me when you went along with mom and dad? you didn't even bring me. Then... Do you also consider me a wife? which husband would leave his wife alone at home and seek her own pleasure.


Brandon: Go home now! we'll talk at home. I am lazy to type.


Luna took a long breath. After putting the phone in the bag. Then get out of the house and get in the car. The driver drove the car out of the yard.


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Arriving at home, Luna greeted Brandon who was sitting on the sofa while crossing his legs. Highlight his eyes were sharp, a clear look of anger on his face. Though in hindsight, in the present situation. The one who deserves to be angry is Luna. But as usual, Luna was not allowed to protest and received ill treatment from him.


"Say where?."


"Where's kevin?."


Luna breathed a rough sigh and sat down on the sofa as loud as Brandon.


"I'm out of Hendrawan's house. You know, I was a nurse there. Instead of me doing nothing, I went to Om Hendrawan's house. Are you satisfied with my answer? now where's Kevin? Where?."


"He was sleeping. He was tired of crying because you didn't come home. You should be home. Then when Kevin comes home, he can meet you right away and not cry like before."


"If you don't want Kevin to cry, you should have let me come with you. I'm sure all the way Kevin was crying too, right?."


"I just went with them after work. It was because I wanted to pick up Kevin and bring him home. I don't want Kevin staying at Mama's and Papa's house either. I know Mom and Dad love Kevin very much. But I can't trust Kevin to them. What the hell are you thinking? You think I left jamu alone? Is it in your eyes that I'm that bad?."


Luna rubbed her face violently. Whether she should trust Brandon or not, Luna did not know. Luna was too tired of hoping for something impossible to side with her. Brandon will never be by his side.


Especially now that Rachel's back. As Brandon said the other day, if Rachel had returned Brandon would have left her and gone to Rachel.


"I'm..." Luna squeezed her own fingers. "Seeing Rachel at Om Hendrawan's house. Rachel's home."


"I know."


"You know when? Have you ever met? why didn't you tell me? you know I miss Rachel a lot too."


"I met Rachel two days ago. Just a light conversation. After that, we never met again. Rachel said she'd call me if she was ready to see me."


Luna looked at Brandon, "Then aoa your decision now? are you going after Rachel again? are you going to leave me and Kevjn?."


"Of course I'm going after Rachel again. Kevin will come with me no matter what happens between us."


"Kevin my son."


"Kevin is also my son Luna."


Luna and Brandon looked at each other fiercely. If it was usually just silence and accepting all Brandon's orders, now Luna would try to fight for her rights. Especially if it's Kevin. Luna will not remain silent.


Luna also did not mean to be a disobedient wife. Luna just wants Brandon to appreciate it like a wife.


"Now you have begun to dare to argue."


"Disput how? I voiced my heart. Can't I make a sound? Can't I fight for her rights? I have feelings too. I can be hurt, I can be sad, I can be hurt too. But all this time I've been quiet."


"I feel unworthy to speak anything, because consciously, I'm no one to you. I'm just a woman who gave birth to your child. Not not more. I'm sober. That's why I never demanded anything. But... until when do I have to be like this? Do I not deserve to be happy? do I have to continue to suffer?."


Luna's tears just flowed. Not wanting to look pitiful, Luna immediately wiped her tears violently. His eyes were fixed on Brandon's eyeballs.


"If you want to go back to Rachel or marry any woman. Please! please do whatever you want. But. Please let Kevin be with me. You can still get married again and have children. As for me... With all my past, who would accept?. Nothing, just Kevin who sincerely loves me unconditionally."


Luna's chest rose and fell, her breathing was irregular and her tears did not stop flowing. Brandon, too, was silent. A few seconds ago there were a lot of things Brandon wanted to say to Luna. Suddenly forgot. The feeling became empty just like that when Luna expressed her heart.


"But rather than separate, why don't we try to keep our marriage. Why don't you try to love me? I've said many times, tell me what I have to do to make you love me? I'll do that for you. And Kevin too. Kevin will be happy if his Dad and Mom are together."


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