
"I had absolutely no idea Yamato was torturing you. I leave you to him, hoping he changes you for the better. But it turned out to be far from my guess. Yamato is hurting you. If I had known from the beginning I would have taken you home. I'm not lying."
Dilara clenched her hands. Explanation after explanation Sebastian just make his heart more hurt.
"However, whatever the reason I sent you to Yamato I was still wrong. I shouldn't have given you that painful punishment. I shouldn't have separated you from Luna to that extent.I know the word sorry won't change your face as it was with all regret. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, Dilara."
A drop of Dilara's mara flows back, but he hastily wipes it out.
"It's not that easy you're sorry Sebastian. There are too many wounds and pains that you and your family have given me. Even if you and all of the descendants of Tanoepramudya bow down to me my pain will not go away. I'll only forgive you unless you die with me."
"How, Sebastian? you want to make up for your guilt, right? then die with me. We follow Hendrawan and Vishnu. If you refuse, it means you're not really sincerely sorry."
"Ma," Luna who had just been silent and crying finally made a sound.
"It's enough Ma. Enough to get here. I know that Sebastian is wrong. Om sebastian's way to avenge the crimes we once committed on them, is pretty outrageous. But let's position it if it's in the position of Om Sebastian. At that time my mother and I tried to destroy Om Hendrawan and Aunt Ayuma's household. Mama hurt Aunt Ayuma and Om Hendrawan, and I hurt Rachel. As their family, Om Sebastian definitely doesn't accept his family being hurt."
"Please mom remember. What we do to their families is also very evil."
Luna asked Brandon to push her closer, but Brandon shook his head.
"Don't. I beg you." Brandon doesn't want Luna to get hurt.
But Luna clasped Brandon's hand on the side of the wheelchair. "It's okay, Mom. Mama won't hurt me." Luna tried to convince Brandon.
Brandon finally complies with Luna's desire to get closer to Dilara.
About 10 steps from Dilara, Brandon stopped pushing Luna's wheelchair.
"Everyone makes mistakes, Ma. Me, Mama, Om Sebastian, we've all been wrong. But most importantly how the person realizes his mistake, apologizes sincerely and tries to correct his mistake. And now Sebastian has apologized. Om Sebastian also told me he would not imprison my mother for the murder of Papa Vishnu and Om Hendrawan, although he also felt angry and hurt. Because he realized his mistake and accepted the consequences."
"Just get here, Ma."
"Never be killed again, Ma. If mama keeps going like this, mama's gonna kill me slowly too."
"No," Dilara shook her head and stepped forward, "Mama will never hurt you."
"But everything you do hurts me. Mama did this revenge on my behalf as well. I was once so evil that I hurt my best friend. I don't want to go back evil. Evil will only lead us to misery, Ma. Now I feel guilty for everyone even though I didn't kill, but I still feel like a killer."
"You're not a killer. The mother killer. It has nothing to do with you. You don't have to feel guilty. Let mama bear all the sins and evils of mama."
"Then stop here. Let go of all that grudge and mama will be happy. Living with a grudge will only make you suffer. Let's live happily and quietly. I'll talk to my husband to let you stay with me. Mama can also play with Kevin, Mama's grandson. Kevin's a good boy. Kevin won't be afraid to see your mom's face."
"Kevin won't be afraid." Dilara turned to look at Kevin who still remained beside Brandon.
Hearing his name mentioned, Kevin approached Dilara. Kevin looked towards his mother.
"Is this Oma?" asked Kevin.
Kevin shook his head, then smiled then a step closer and hugged Dilara's leg. Dilara was moved by the hug that Kevin did. Then he crouched down and confirmed his embrace to Kevin. Dilara's eyes glazed over, her mind raging at that moment. He was also tired of living with revenge. Her only wish is to see Luna happy. Now Luna was happy, then what else Dilara was looking for.
"Ma," Luna kept trying to persuade Dilara, "Let go of your grudge and mom will be happy."
Dilara took off her hug with Kevin then stared fixedly at Luna, then looked at Sebastian and the others. They stared at him with ordinary eyes. Dilara does not feel judged or blamed even though everything he does is wrong.
"Ma, come on."
Finally after wrestling with his own thoughts. Dilara reached out and clasped Luna's hand. Luna immediately pulled Dilara and hugged her.
"Ma" Luna cried again. "I miss my mom very much."
Dilara fell silent and squeezed the side of her clothes. Then slowly raised his hand and hugged his daughter back. Diara's tears that had dried up now flowed again. The mother and son who have been separated for years now embrace each other tightly.
"Let's go home, Ma."
Dilara.
They also went home in their own cars. Dilara with Luna, Brandon and Kevin. Sebastian is with his son. And Sebastian's car was brought by Rendy and Dypta.
During the journey Luna and Dilara clasped each other tightly with their hands. Without many words they miss each other. Suddenly Dilara's words made everyone in the car shocked.
"Bring mom to Luna police station. Mama's gonna take responsibility for your mama's crime there." Dilara gave her decision.
"Well!." - Luna.
"It's okay Luna mom is sincere. As you said, then you will be happy after redeeming your sins and mistakes. Mama's happy you're happy, son." Once again the mother and son hugged again, Brandon who looked behind the rearview mirror could only smile full and see his wife and mother hugging.
"Son Brandon's taking Aunt to the police." Brandon glanced at Luna in the rearview mirror then in response to a nod by Luna.
Brandon's car turned toward the police station.
"Mom take it easy, I will always visit there. Mama take care of her health! after that we'll live together and be happy with my little family, Kevin and Mas Brandon."
Dilara nodded and smiled.
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