Rachel Love Farel's

The Part 144

Luna carried her cell phone and sat down beside her son.

"Son, it looks like papa has a sudden job and can't go home fast."

"Dad Mah, daddy Kevin ain't hungry yet."

Kruyuk.

The little guy's stomach can't lie, Kevin holds his stomach while grimacing at his Mama.

"That's the sound of a chicken, Mah. Not Kevin's stomach."

Luna smiled as she held back the tears that broke from the eyes.

"Kevin eats first well, later if papa comes home Kevin eats again. Come on Mama's bribe."

But the little guy shook his head, "Kevin wants to wait for papa to come home, Papa promises to have dinner with us. Kevin wants to bribe papa."

"One bribe! later if papa comes home Kevin in papa's bribe."

Again Kevin shook his head, "Papa has promised Mah. Wait papa for a second. Kevin wants to eat both of you."

Kevin closed his mouth. Seeing her son was expecting her papa, but her papa never came home, making Luna unable to hold back tears. Her tears just fell. Hurriedly Luna turned her face away and wiped away her tears. Inwardly cursed for crying in front of his son.

"Mama, mama's crying?." Kevin reached out and touched her Mama's arm, "Mama.." her round eyes were glazed over.

"Mama crying because Kevin does not want to eat? Yeah Kevin's eating now, Mama don't cry." Kevin flicked his lips down and his eyes grew watery.

Luna shook her head and looked at her son wanting to say something but was unable to. Her chest was so tight that it was hard to speak. Her tears could not stop. The more he rubbed the more swift as well.

"Mama," Kevin climbed up onto the chair and hugged his mama from the side. "Sorry Kevin, Mah. Kevin's gonna eat a lot, let's bribe Kevin, but Mama don't cry."

Luna grabbed onto his son's body and hugged him tightly, "It's not dear, it's not Kevin's fault. Forgive Mama."

[Sorry my mom hasn't been able to make you happy. I'm sorry you gave birth to you, but it always makes you sad.]

In a cry Luna tightened her arms and kissed the side of her son's hair. So did Kevin who tightened his little arms around Luna's neck. Luna closed her eyes, took a deep breath and took it out slowly to calm herself down.

Luna immediately wiped away the tears and pulled the corners of the lips upwards forming a sweet smile. Even though her heart was in excruciating pain, she had to smile in order for her son to be happy.

"Darling," Luna let go of a hug and wiped away the tears on her son's cheeks that were soaked by tears. Luna was very sorry to have cried in front of Kevin. So that her son would cry like this.

"Mama nangis not because Kevin does not want to eat, mama cry because mama's eyes to input something. I think a mosquito got into my mom's eye."

"Mosquitoes?."

"Yes." Yeah."

Kevin approached and touched Luna's eyes with his tiny finger, "No mama. Where are the bad mosquitoes that have made mama cry. Want Kevin to die."

Luna smiled and peeked at her son's cheek.

"Mama's mosquito has thrown it away."

"But your eyes still hurt? if Kecin's sick mama likes to niup Kevin, here Kevin every so mama does not hurt anymore."

Luna smiled, "Oh this is Doctor Kevin's story again in action. Okay, Doctor Kevin's mom is sick. Please heal."

"You're cured, Doctor Kevin is great. Thank you!." Luna pulled her son in a hug and kissed Kevin with anxiety, Kevin laughed and kissed Luna on the cheek as well.

5 Years ago Luna fell and repeatedly tried to kill herself. Luna felt worthless and no one wanted in this world. Luna also had no one else, her mother went out of nowhere.

Brandon accompanied and strengthened him. At that time, Brandon also admitted that he raped Luna. They were both drunk, Luna did not care anymore and still wanted to end her life, she was already completely tired and wanted to seek calm.

But three weeks later, Luna continued to vomit and felt her stomach ache. Luna thinks she's got an illness and she's unexpectedly pregnant. Luna is getting worse. But for the sake of her unmistakable baby, Luna survives.

Brondon is willing to marry her but their marriage is secret and should not be known by anyone. Brandon also continued his studies and remained in the national basketball team while Luna at home took care of Kevin.

If thought is very heavy but thanks to little Kevin all feels light, Luna does not know what will happen to her life without Kevin.

"Okay now Kevin's eating ya, mama's bribe."

"Okay mom."

"Mama's smart son." Luna smiled and rubbed her son's hair.

Patently and patiently Luna fed her son. Kevin never fussed since childhood he always obeyed anything Luna said Kevin was the most beautiful gift he had.

"Mom ate too, this is Kevin's mama's bribe."

Kevin took the spoon in Luna's hand with distress and a little straw, Kevin scooped up the rice and chicken milk and pointed it at Luna's mouth.

"The helicopter wants to wait, aaaa." Kevin demonstrates what Luna usually says when bribing her.

Luna laughed then opened her mouth and saw her son's mouthful.

After eating Luna took her son to play for a while in the living room and then to the room. Luna fell asleep leaning 3 pillows while Kevin slept on her arm, as usual before going to bed Luna recited a fairy tale while rubbing her son's hair.

The fairy tale is not finished but Kevin is asleep, carefully Luna closed the fairy tale book and lay her son on a pillow.

"Health is always the whiz of mama, the coolest and most precious mama's boy. You're a booster Mama, Mama loves you very much," Luna lowered her head and kissed her son's forehead.

Then a faint sound of a car. It was her husband's car. Carefully Luna got out of bed justifying the location of her son's blanket to the neck and rushed to leave Luna's room to welcome her husband home.

"Where's Kevin?" asked Brandon as soon as he got home. Without guilt enveloping his heart when glancing at the wall clock turned out to have shown at 21:00.

"He's asleep." Luna took the office bag from her husband's hand.

"I completely forgot, I'm busy taking care of my first new project."

Luna smiled even though she was so broken in heart.

"I told you Kevin, you still have a job and you can't go home soon."

"Keep Kevin how? she sad?"

"Sad for sure, but I've calmed it down."

Luna could only smile. He is incapable of anger and has no right to be angry either.

"You're angry I came home late?."

"I'm not angry, I know you're busy. I don't want to demand much from you either. You want to marry me and just be a father to Kevin I'm so grateful. But may I ask for one thing. Please don't promise if you feel you can't keep up. I'm afraid Kevin's lost faith in you."