
Like now... Luna had no idea what Brandon was thinking.
"Close," His commandment.
Luna was confused as to why Brandon had told her to approach but still followed her husband's desire to get closer. Luna always tries to be a good wife by following whatever Brandon wants.
Luna shifted her sleeping position as well as her body wrapped in a thin sleeping cloth spaced close to Brandon's bare chest body. It's been a habit of Brandon sleeping without a boss he prefers to be shirtless.
"What do you want?."
"Kiss you."
Not yet had the brain not digested properly the word a kiss had landed on her lips, her slender waist in a firm, close and warm embrace.
Until this moment Luna still does not know how Brandon feels about her but like a husband and wife in general they also make love, kiss and sometimes cuddle.
During this time Brandon who always asks first is not not unwilling to invite first, but Luna is afraid to look aggression if she invites Brandon to have sex first. Luna was afraid of Brandon ilfil and stayed away from him.
"You want more?." asked Luna on the sidelines ******they were. Last night they just had sex, maybe Brandon wants more.
"Sorry," Luna approached and gave a glimpse of Brandon's lower lip.
Brandon grinned, "Why apologize?."
"Fear you're angry and go."
"If I go, what will you do?." Brandon reached out and rubbed his wife's cheek.
"Why silence, hm?."
"I don't know. I don't know what to do if you leave. Maybe I'll find a job and raise Kevin."
Luna stared fixedly at Brandon's eyes, "Mama said she wanted to match you up with Agnes and take Kevin away from me. You know about that?."
"Mama said that? I don't know about my plea with Agnes. I don't care about Agnes or any woman. I'm waiting for Rachel. I'm waiting for her return."
Luna knew Brandon was still expecting Rachel. In the early days of marriage, Luna had seen Brandon drunk and mentioned Rachel by name. Even several times they had sex Brandon breathed Rachel's name.
Brandon and Rachel's relationship is only intertwined for a while but like her very imprint in her heart and mind. Even her subconscious was always thinking of Rachel.
Luna was not surprised, Rachel was indeed that great. Not only did Brandon miss Rachel, but Luna as well. The last time Luna got the information from Brandon, Rachel had an accident because Dilara said Farel raped her. Then Rachel and Ayuma disappeared.
"You still love him?."
"Hm, I still love her very much. She was my first love. I loved him that deep. For 20 years I was single and never interested in women, but when I saw Rachel, smiling and laughing cheerfully, for the first time my heart was pounding. She's the first woman to get me excited about life after my mom's departure. We promised to never leave each other. I don't want to break my promise. I will always wait for Rachel's return. I am still searching for her existence as well. I'm sure one day Rachel will come home and come back to me."
Luna reached out and rubbed Brandon's cheek.
"If Rachel comes home you'll divorce me?."
Brandon was silent with a fixed gaze looking into Luna's eyes, his hands still on Luna's back and rubbing her back skin.
"If that's what you want. I'll accept her. You deserve to be happy with the woman of your choice. All this time you must have been tormented living with me. But you still carry out your duties as a husband well. I'm so grateful."
"Rachel, she's a really great girl. I'm the only one who's a woman so comfortable around her. That's why I understand why it's so hard for you to move on from Rachel. I'm more supportive of you with Rachel than Agnes."
Brandon smiled, "You have no problem seeing your husband go with another woman? don't you feel sad and lost?."
"I am obviously sad and lost. I'm not willing to either. But if it makes you happy, then go, pick up the lover of your dreams. But please don't bring Kevin. Let me take care of Kevin."
Without being able to prevent tears from flowing from the corner of the eye.
"Sorry," Luna turned around, turning her back to Brandon with Brandon's hand still coiled around her waist. Luna was embarrassed to cry in front of her husband.
Brandon crumpled his body to the back of Luna's body, "I'm sorry, I used to make you cry."
"No, I'm not crying. It's flickering. Please don't feel guilty."
Luna wiped her tears quickly.
"I went to Kevin's room first yeah, Kevin must have woken up."
Luna removed Brandon's hand from her stomach, then lowered her leg from the bed, but Brandon restrained her waist. Luna turned her head, until their eyes met and looked at each other.
Luna wondered what Brandon was thinking right now, what his heart had once been pounding at a glance like this. Brandon once felt proud to have a wife like himself. When they kissed, Brandon enjoyed it or just channeled lust.
Without taking a look, Brandon raised his hand and rubbed the white and smooth neck of Luna's level. Then pull the back of Luna's neck until their faces approach each other.
"I want more" Brandon touched their lips.
Luna understood, Brandon wanted to make love again. Ah like yes not suitable if in the name of making love or making love, this relationship is more suitable to be called with his heart ****, **** just venting lust.
Luna felt Brandon was only using her as her personal prostitute*r.
Brandon only wants to linger with him when they have sex. But Luna couldn't leave either... Kevin still needs Brandon's affection. So does Luna, Luna needs Brandon Luna to be afraid of herself, in vain to have no one else but Brandon and Kevin.
***
Jakarta, Soekarno Hatta Airport, at 11:00.
Rachel really did not expect to finally be able to set foot in Indonesia. for five years she harbored a longing for her homeland without daring to say to her mother must feel sad.
"No, Rachel wasn't mad at her Mama. Maybe her mama has bad memories here, so maybe reluctant to discuss the past. But for Rachel the money is lost in memory and curious how her past life. Rachel was very excited to go home.
It could be that Rachel had bad memories in the past. Maybe when his memory returns it will be a nightmare for him. But Rachel is ready to accept all the consequences by recalling her past.
"What do you feel?." asked Farel because Rachel had been quiet since then and was loosening her gaze around the airport.
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