
Rachel froze and was shocked for a moment by her Papa.
"Can't! you stop bothering Papa. You're not a kid anymore who can bother Papa. Papa just got home from work and tired. But you're spoiled, whining and hugging like a child."
"Sorry Pa, I just miss Papa. I just want to let go of the miss. I didn't mean to bother Papa." Rachel squeezed the side of her shirt to endure the pain.
Chat was not reply, the phone was not picked up, ignored, in cuekin it was common for Rachel. But Papa snapped at him like this. In the face with eyes of anger and talking with a shrill tone, making Rachel's heart many times more hurt as usual.
Rachel was confused by her Papa's attitude to the point of wanting to cry even Rachel was afraid. Afraid her father was getting uncomfortable being around her.
"MAS HENDRAWAN!".
Hendrawan and Rachel turned to the source of the voice. Ayuma walked over with angry eyes.
"What the fuck. Why are you yelling at Rachel?."
"If you don't want me to yell at Rachel, then tell your son not to bother someone who's tired."
"Rachel is your biological daughter, Mas. Your real daughter. Why are you talking like Rachel's not your real child! And yabg.... Rachel just wanted to hug her Papa for a second. For a month Rachel missed her Papa so much. Every day waiting for your return. As soon as I saw you coming home, of course Rachel was happy. He just wants to let go of longing, let go of longing. Hendrawan. He asks for nothing but to hug you, but instead, you yell at him. Don't you miss your daughter?."
Hendrawan piqued, slowly looking at his daughter who was silent squeezing the side of his shirt. Hendrawan had no intention of yelling at Rachel , a chaotic thought made him unable to control his emotions.
"Mas Hendrawan why be kayak gini, Mas?. You're..."
"I want to be alone." he walked into the house.
"Mas, wait! I'm not done talking!."
Ayuma chased after Hendrawan while Rachel was still silent in the courtyard of the house with watery eyelids.
Pa.an Sam who had been watching was approaching Rachel.
"Rachel!." Uncle Sam touched Rachel's shoulder "Look son, it's cold!."
Rachel looked at Uncle Sam.
"Uncle, Rachel wants something!."
"Ask what?."
"Are 20-year-olds not allowed to hug Papa anymore.
Uncle Sam sneered at the question from Rachel instantly pulled him in his arms.
"No, son, it's not that. You are free to embrace your Papa. Maybe your Papa is tired of receiving your embrace. But tomorrow Uncle believes Papa you will come to you and hug you. Don't be sad, Dad."
"O Uncle, I'm not sad. I-I understand. I-i..." Rachel couldn't continue her sentence and cried nature's embrace of Uncle Sam.
Uncle Sam looked up so that his eyes would not drip upon hearing Rachel's heart-wrenching cry. It was like Uncle Sam heard the cry of his own biological daughter.
"It's already, son. Now go inside and sleep. It's so cold outside."
Uncle Sam took off his embrace and wiped Rachel's tears.
"Dad Uncle" Rachel tried to smile. "Uncle is also not outside and then Uncle catch a cold. Later if the wind comes in, Uncle's stomach so ballooned big."
Uncle Sam laughed softly. " Dad Uncle went into Uncle's room."
Rachel smiled a glance at Uncle Sam then went inside, Rachel vaguely heard the quarrel of Mama and her Papah inside the 1st floor room. Rachel stopped petting want to go there or not.
"I don't care if you ignore me, Mom.
But Rachel?, can you be gentle with her!, can't you take the time for her, is it hard to take 15 minutes to accompany your daughter?. It doesn't take 15 minutes, 5 minutes to make Rachel happy."
"I told you, I'm tired. I want to rest first. There's still days tomorrow, right?."
"I'm not just talking about today, Mom. But the days before that too. You've always ignored Rachel. Actually what are you looking for until you work day and night and forget about your own family. There is me and your son who are always waiting for your return. But you think of us as nothing. Or maybe you have a stash?."
"Don't talk to you! I don't have a mistress. You ask me why I work day and night, right?, because I want to be the richest man in the world. Is satisfied, right? then shut up!, I'm so tired and want to rest."
And their debate continues.
Rachel finally decided to walk up to the stairs.
Spreading his body on the bed, lying on his back and staring at the ceiling of his room. Rachel will assume this stifling night never happened and tomorrow will be back as usual.
But the more calm his tears the more swift.
"Farel."
That name first appeared in Rachel's head. Rachel needs Farel to accompany this difficult night. No need to meet, just a phone call is enough.
Rachel grabs the phone on the nightstand and calls Farel. Three times it rings and the call is picked up.
"Farel."
"Hello Rachel."
At that moment, Rachel was silent when she heard the familiar voice of a woman.
"Luna?."
"Dad Baby, I'm Luna."
"Where are you ? how noisy is that?."
"I have a job at the wedding reception, the food is crowded. Farel. But this is Farel again in the toilet, and I'm picking up the phone from you. What's the matter Rachel?, tell me, I'll tell Farel."
"No, there's nothing."
"Seriously?."
"Fuck it to the press."
"Oh Okay. But really it's okay? if there's anything we can tell the same to me."
"There's nothing serious. It was really a squeeze. I was going to sleep first. You spirit well his singing not too late home. Then later if Farel tries to glance at the lyrics of other girls. Just get his head."
Luna laughs.
"Dad I hit him if he's naughty. Yes, if you sleep. Bobo, Rachel's good night."
"My Good Night Luna."
"Wait first. Muaaacchhh that's a kiss dear to me. I want a kiss too!." The one Luna always liked.
Rachel smiled with teary eyes. "Muach." Then gave a distant kiss to Luna and heard the laughter of the pole from Luna.
"Udah was yah."
"Jerica's dad."
Rachel ended the call and just then her cries broke. Grabbing a pillow and covering her face. Rachel closed firmly to quell the crying.
"Ga papa Rachel is not papa. Don't cry on"
At a time like this, Rachel needs Farel. But Farel was not on his side. I can't be angry because Farel isn't hers. And Farel also did not love him and would never prioritize.
It took Rachel five minutes to ease her cries, but the stuffing was still there.
Rachel removed the pillow from her face then took a slow breath and let out her.
"I'd better get some sleep."
Rachel closed her eyes and tried to sleep but couldn't. But the shadows Papa snapped and the quarrel of his parents continued to appear in his mind and ended up Rachel crying again.
"I can't sleep."
Rachel grabs a cell phone and calls Bastian.
"Hello Beb!, kangen well gini nights call?."
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