
"Non Rachel why are you crying?."
Rachel pranks, "No Bi, no papa. Thank you yes. I ordered the food. Oh well Bi, I was cooking fried rice but suddenly I had no appetite. If Auntie doesn't mind, auntie won't finish her fried rice?."
"Oh that's on that table, isn't it?."
"Yes Bi."
"I want to finish Non Rachel's fried rice. You see the fried rice made by Non the most champion."
Rachel smiled. "Thank you Bi."
"Together, Non Beautiful."
"Oh yeah, Bi. If Aunt had heard my quarrel with Papa earlier. Please don't tell Mama yes, I don't want you to worry and be sad."
"Yes, No."
"Yes, I went inside first, Bi. Thank you." Thank you."
"Bi Siwi nodded and passed. Rachel went into the room and locked it again."
"I want the tomb to saturate and fall asleep."
Rachel took out the dimsum and fried chicken, then ate it voraciously with teary eyes.
Rachel doesn't know why Farel sent this food. But Tachel thanked her, with this food at least Rachel could vent her heart's sorrow without physically hurting.
***
Morning time.
"Mama."
"Hsi Sweetheart. Very quiet sleep, tumben clock just woke up. Or last night stay up to watch drakor continue to cry until your tata is so kayak that."
Ayuma who was sitting in the dining chair smiled at her daughter, gently rubbed her arm and pulled up to sit on the side chair.
"Yes Ma. I stayed up last night."
Before coming out of the room, Rachel had washed her face in the bathroom sink hoping that her puffy eyes from crying last night could be slightly reduced. But it turns out her Mama is still aware of it but thankfully her Mama thinks this cry because of the drakor marathon.
"Oh well Mama already knew Opa was here? last night Opa's sudden relapsing heart disease kept Papa taking her to his room to rest."
"Mama already knows. Ms. Siwi told Mama. Just yesterday Opa said he went home to pick up his personal nurse. Mama also wants to take you home but Opa you forbid. You know for yourself how mandiringa Opa you are. He never wanted to trouble others."
Rachel cursed to herself for waking up. Waking up early would have met Opa.
"Ga papa later we go to Opa's house, afternoon or evening as usual also if Opa you are sick definitely do not want to be directly in the nose at least until the condition is better."
"Yes, Ma."
Ayuma rubbed her daughter's hair with affection.
"Well, we have breakfast now. Bread is jam, but if you want fried rice or a sandwich you'll make."
"Ngga, Mom. It's aja. Oh well papa didn't come to breakfast with us?."
"As usual, Papa you've left for the office." Ayuma smiled but behind that smile there must be a lot of wounds stored up.
Therefore Rachel did not want to add to her Mama's burden. This is the life of Rachel the Conglomerate child whose life is coveted by many people. They think Rachel's life is very happy, whatever she wants she can get, but no one knows almost every night Rachel cries, cries her family does not get along.
Rachel tried to be grateful and take the positive side of her life.
"It." Ayuma put the bread that had been smeared with nutella jam on her daughter's plate
"Thank you, Ma."
Ayuma nodded and continued eating again.
"Oh yeah, about Farel and Luna are they really made?."
The movement of Rachel's hand that aimed the bread at her mouth was held back for a moment, then bit and chewed and swallowed. At least a bite of this bread can give a little energy to answer her questions and pretend happy.
"Yes, Ma. They just got together yesterday."
Ayuma turned her head and looked at her daughter from the side. Observing the look on his face tang looked sad.
Ayuma knows how much Rachel loves Farel. Starting from the love of monkeys from the days of children to adulthood now. After school, Rachel always told me everything about Farel. What Farel did, what Farel ate, Farel's ignorance and everything about Farel.
His love is so great and incomplete by time. But it's a pity that his love has to clap one hand.
In retrospect, his daughter's love story is like his love story. Loving sincerely, sacrificing a lot of time and a lot of things, but in the end the man just chooses another woman.
Ayuma was so devastated that she didn't want to know the other men in her life. But Ayuma prayed that Rachel would not be destroyed as much as she was and still open her heart to other men.
Ayuma hopes that one day Rachel meets a man who loves her sincerely and always makes it a priority.
"Don't look at me like that, Ma. Like I look so pathetic. I just broke a day notywrkena chronic disease that tomorrow I'm sentenced to death. I can still breathe oxygen, still eat well I can still talk to Mama. So I'll always be okay."
Rachel hates looking pathetic in front of others. Rachel does not like to share her grief and make others sad. Despite the state of her heart being so chaotic, Rachel wanted her presence to bring happiness.
"Yes, Mama knows Mama's daughter is great."
Ayuma put a hand on the back of her daughter's hand and squeezed her gently.
"Let's eat again."
"Yes Ma."
***
At 13:20 Rachel finished her lecture. There is no more college schedule. Rachel decided to go back to the apartment closer.
Mama has informed me at about 16:00, they will visit Opa. Because it was still a long time, Rachel took the time to take a nap. Now he's really drowsy, probably the effect of staying up last night. Especially after breakfast Rachel went straight to college at 08.00 until this afternoon.
Now that Rachel is on the campus page, swiping the screen of the phone wants to order a gojek. Because this morning she was not in the mood to drive a car, Rachel decided to use the services of a gojek. Rachel is back in an online vehicle again.
"Rachel."
"Eh. Brandon's."
This tall and handsome young man with a smile. The presence of the captain of the basketball campus next door immediately attracted the attention of some students who were on the campus page Rachel. Steal a glance and ask what is being done here. So did Rachel who was wondering why Brandon was here.
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