Rachel Love Farel's

The Part 21

"Because we shouldn't be doing this. And what's wrong with you? why is it suddenly so aggressive after coming home from abroad."

"Almost a month I was abroad and didn't see you. I thought you'd miss me. Then when you came home you greeted me with a friendly hug. But what happened was that you slapped me. Don't you love me anymore, Dilara?."

"I love me Mas Hendrawan. I love you so much. But how many times have I told you we can't be together!."

"Why can't it? If you want me to divorce Ayuma . I am divorcing right now! I left everything for you. Tell me what you want, Dilara? don't torture me like this. Miss you. Please I want to hug you."

"Never try to divorce Ayuma!."

"Why do you forbid me to divorce Ayuma while I don't love her. You also said you loved me but why can't we be together?. What's up Dilara? What are you hiding from me?. Tell me what really happened in the past!. Why did you leave me when you were pregnant with Luna?."

"Dilara please tell me exactly what happened? Let's get through it together. Whatever our problems when we're together will all be fine.!"

Dilara could not hold back the crying. Then one by one the shadows of the past appeared in his mind.

At that time Dilara and Hendrawan were dating, but Hendrawan was in a match with Ayuma. Hendrawan refused but because of the threat of his papa, Hendrawan eventually married Ayuma. Hendrawan had a way for Ayuma to leave him first, so Hendrawan did not submit his Papah.

But one night, his Mamah Hendrawan who at that time also supported the marriage of Hendrawan and Ayuma. Secretly without the knowledge of people giving stimulant drugs to Hendrawan. So that Hendrawan could not restrain himself and related int*m with Ayuma until Ayuma became pregnant.

Ayuma's pregnancy did not change Hendrawan's feelings secretly without everyone's knowledge. Hendrawan met Dilara, Dilara continued to refuse but Hendrawan kept coming.

Until one day Dilara was at a down point. And Hendrawan was always there for her, and then they hugged, kissed, held each other close and finally did what they were supposed to do.

They do that right when Ayuma gives birth to Rachel. Hendrawan is not in the hospital and struggles with Dilara.

The relationship between Hendrawan and Dilara was hampered by Vishnu Byantara Tanoepramudya. Tara immediately tells Dilara to stay away from Hendrawan or he will kill Dilara. Dilara was willing to die that day because Dilara had no one but Hendrawan. But because Dilara was pregnant, she chose to leave to keep her child. Dilar went without saying goodbye to Hendrawan and without telling him she was pregnant.

Dilara barely fainted in the middle of the road, but thank God she met someone kind. After giving birth and leaving Luna to the orphanage, Dilara goes to work, raising a lot of money to support her and her daughter.

But Dilara has not told the past to Hendrawan for fear that Hendrawan will be angry at Tara. More precisely Dilara is afraid Tara knows all this and will kill her and Luna for thinking of being a bully of Ayuma and Rachel's relationship. Tara loved her daughter-in-law and grandchild.

"Dilara!," Hendrawan approached and clasped Dilara's hand. " Please explain what happened!."

"There's nothing to explain, Mas Hendrawan. It's all clear. I'm just past you and Ayuma is your legal wife. Now go home!, during this one month Rachel and Ayuma must have missed you."

"I don't want to go home to Dilara. I want to be with you and Luna."

"Please understand, Ayuma is your legal wife and Rachel is your biological child. They need you too."

"But I need you, Dilara. You're all I want."

"Mas please!, don't be stubborn. Go home now ! or you won't let me meet Luna." threatening Dilara with a warning look.

Hendrawan melos, his heart seemed to stop beating when he heard the threat Dilara forbid to meet with Luna.

"Please go home."

"I'm home now! But tomorrow the day after tomorrow or whenever I will definitely return!. Karen you guys are the family I want the most."

Without hearing Dilara's reply, Hendrawan left home. At that time Dilara's body slumped and cried bitterly. Weeping over her tragic and miserable life.

Dilara also loves Hendrawan from the past until now her love will not change. But he's self-aware this can't have Hendrawan right now. Hendrawan is now someone else's husband and has another daughter.

On the other hand, Hendrawan had entered the car and drove the car at high speed to the house. Along the way, Hendrawan unceasingly hit the steering wheel and shouted in anger.

Now he has found the woman he loves and his beloved baby but Hendrawan cannot be with them. Hendrawan really felt tormented.

"Why is it always like this? Why can't I be with my choices?. It really hurts!."

Perhaps others would say that he was a selfish, cowardly and traitor, it was because they could not be in the position of Hendrawan who was so tormented. Loss of loved ones and women. Forced to marry the woman he doesn't love, then now that he finds the woman he loves but she can't be with him.

"WOWG!." Hendrawan hit the steering wheel hard. Not just the steering wheel but it felt like he wanted to melt down whatever was in front of him to attach his anger now.

***

At 22:00, Hendrawan arrived home.

Hendrawan did not immediately go down but remained silent while clutching his hair. His head was dizzy until it felt throbbing pain.

From eight o'clock, Hendrawan went around the streets to relieve his anger, but as soon as he saw the house that felt like hell to him, his anger became more and more intense.

"Dilara, Luna." he muttered longingly.

Then with a step gontai Hendrawan get off the car, and walk towards the terrace of the house.

"FATHER!."

Hendrawan looked up and saw Rachel was in the doorway.

Rachel smiling cheerfully ran towards her Papa and threw herself into her arms.

"Father, Rachel miss Papa."

Rachel tightened her embrace.

"Rachel doesn't think Papa's coming home now. Rachel thinks Papa's been home a long time. Why don't you tell me Papa wants to go home. Oh well I know Papa would want to surprise me well?, or Papa came home when I sent the message I missed Papa? Papa So sweet. I love Papa!."

"Papa cape Rachel, Papa wants a break."

"If Papa cape, Rachel hugged Papa not cape."

"Let's Rachel!."

Rachel tightened her embrace and wished her Papa felt calmer and relaxed. Just like her Mom felt when Rachel hugged her. Ayuma said Rachel's hug was the most comfortable and warmest hug in the world. And Rachel hopes her Papa feels that way too.

But what happened is.....

"PAPA SAYS FREELANCE! YOUR EARS ARE STILL WORKING FINE, RIGHT?." Touch Hendrawan while pushing Rachel away.

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