
Bruaks, bruaks,
Pyaars.
Ayuma threw away and threw anything to vent her anger. But instead of easing his anger just become so. His entire body was like flowing melts of larvae that were ready to explode.
Ayuma's body collapses and accidentally hits a broken glass vase photo until her palm bleeds.
Ayuma took the photo and looked at the family photos of her, Hendrawan and Rachel. His eyes blurred because his tears were not stopping.
"Until a few minutes ago, I was still hoping that your affair and Dilara never happened, Mas Hendrawan."
"Even though you're busy and there's no time for me and Rachel. I can still forgive you. I am so patiently waiting for your return and warmly welcome you. I try to be a good wife. But why is his reply as painful as this?."
"After Arumi died, I patiently accompanied you. I never left you, I was so swept up in fairy tales before bed that I could make you fall in love with the care and sincerity of my love."
"But for years I still couldn't make you fall in love with me. While Dilara... You even met her not too long ago, but why can you act so sweet? even you're willing to leave me and Rachel for that woman."
AARRRGG...
Ayuma screamed and closed her ears.
"Mas Hendrawan, take off my shirt!, kiss me!."
"Yes, Honey. I'll kiss you, hug you. You are the greatest woman in the world. I love you so much."
"I love you too."
Ayuma shook her head while trying to get rid of the banyangs.
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Tok.dok...
"Ayuma, I'm allowed to enter."
Not getting an answer, Samuel went in. How shocked he was when he saw Ayuma's study room was a mess, many things broke and scattered. Ayuma nodded while covering her ears.
"Yum." Samuel approached Ayuma and knelt beside him. "What's wrong?. Why are you like this?."
Ayuma opened her eyes and gripped Samuel's arms.
"They betrayed me. They stabbed me in the back. Sam's. They're criminals."
Ayuma cried even tighter as she continued to clutch Samuel's arm to hold on. Samuel froze in place with a wry look of his eyes staring at Ayuma.
The tough, steel-hearted woman who never showed her grief now looks fragile.
Samuel remained in his position, kneeling beside Ayuma. Not saying anything and just listening to Ayuma's cry. The cry that was so stifling was the same as when Rachel was ignored by her Papa.
A few minutes later Ayuma's cries began to subside.
"Let's sit on the couch first."
Samuel embraced Ayuma's arm and carried her sitting on the sofa.
Rachel has grown up and no longer needs a bodyguard. Samuel resigned, but because of his good performance, Ayuma finally hired Samuel as an office employee. Counted already 3 years Samuel helped take care of the company. It turned out that Samuel was quite smart and proficient in taking care of business. Sometimes Samuel also becomes the personal driver of Rachel and herself, Samuel like immortalizing his life for himself and Rachel.
"I want to show you something."
Ayuma got up and picked up the laptop he threw on the floor earlier. Fortunately, the laptop is sturdy and not damaged.
Sit on the couch and replay the recording of Dilara and Hendrawan earlier.
"See this!." Ayuma showed the tape to Samuel. As long as Ayuma keeps meetings and hides from everyone.
But Ayuma felt unable to bear everything on her own. He needs a listener. His choice was for Samuel, who had served him for 15 years.
"I want to expose the affair Dilara and Hendrawan, I really can't afford. I want to sue for divorce."
"Calm down, calm down." Samuel stood up and took out a bottle of cold water from the cooling machine in Ayuma's study room and sat down next to Ayuma and held out the water.
"Drink first, let your mind be calmer."
At Samuel's persuasion, Ayuma took the bottle and gulped down three gulps. The freshness of the water flowing down the throat to the internal organs and a little relief. Then slowly his feelings calmed down by themselves.
"Precision is the key to a clear mind. With a clear mind you will be able to make decisions that you will not regret later."
"I want a divorce and I won't regret my decision. That's the best decision. I'll also tell Papa and Sebastian's brother. If need be, everyone knows that Mas Hendrawan has betrayed me."
"Isn't Mr Vishnu sick? What do you think will happen if Mr. Vishnu hears of your divorce and Hendrawan.
Ayuma menggelos, true three days ago his condition had dropped and was rushed to the hospital. Now his Papa is home and his condition is starting to improve. Vishnu's condition worsened because of his problems with Hendrawan then now if Ayuma adds to this news, his Papa will drop even more.
"Oh my God." Ayuma demanded her hands on her knees and lowered her head and grabbed her own hair. "How am I this frivolous? Thank you Samuel for reminding."
Samuel snuggles.
"Sure, I agree you're divorced. Just gather as much evidence of their affair as possible for the court hearing later."
"I already have, I've got plenty of evidence about their affair. The Religious Court will definitely grant my divorce. But what about Papa, what if Papa finds out that I'm suing Mas Hendrawan for divorce? Papa must be in shock. I've lost my real Papa, I don't want to lose my father-in-law. I've considered him my real father, Samuel. I want her to live a long life and I can keep her company in her old age."
Samuel nodding.
"If discussed carefully, in a calm condition you and Hendrawan also agree to this divorce. Maybe Mr. Vishnu understands better and his surprise is not too big."
Ayuma let out a long breath.
"It is possible with such a solution, everything becomes more restrained."
Ayuma does not live alone, there is a family that accompanies. Although Hendrawan is very evil, but the Hendrawan family is very good to him. Ayuma should not be selfish and selfish of her own heart. Do not let her avenge her heartache. Ayuma hurts the people she cares about as well.
Silent for quite a while, Ayuma was busy with her own thoughts. While Samuel replay vidio Hendrawan and Dilara.
"I found a gaffe."
"What awkwardness?" asked Ayuma.
Samuel played the vidio song.
"*Until any time I won't accept you, Mas Hendrawan. Our relationship is past and now Ayuma is your future."
"I don't love Ayuma. You're the only one I love. What exactly were we afraid of until you kept rejecting me like this? Are you afraid of Papa? afraid Papa told us to leave again? you haven't told me the past until you leave me. Be honest and we go through it together. We've been like this for a long time now, Dilara. I know you're tormented*."
Ayuma bit her lower lip.
"From Hendrawan's words as if they had been in a relationship and Mr. Vishnu knew their relationship. Are they ex-lovers?."
"I don't know, Mas Hendrawan only has one ex-name Arumi. At that time Papa said they had broken up because that's why I married Mas Hendrawan. But now that Arumi is dead, it took Mas Hendrawan years to live without Arumi."
Suddenly Ayuma remembered Hendrawan's words that were very imprinted in his heart in the past.
"I've never loved anyone but Arumi. I would never believe Arumi was dead before I saw her body with my own head. I'm sure someday I'll meet with Arumi. If I fall in love then I will still fall in love with Arumi."
Ayuma sneered,
"Do you think Arumi might still be alive and now be Dilara?."
"Have you ever seen Arumi's face?."
Ayuma shook her head, "Not yet."
Ayuma bit her lower lip. "I'll find out."
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