PREMARITAL

Bima Honesty

"Mas go first, you do not do a lot of heavy activities. Don't do anything alone, wait for Mas to come home."

Sakha warned Shara not to do household chores, he also forbade his wife to clean up the items that will be brought when moving later.

"Yes, God willing" Shara replied.

"Yes, I'm leaving. Assalamallaikum," said Sakha as she gently kissed his wife's forehead.

"Wa'allaikumussalam" replied Shara.

Shara looked at Sakha's motorbike which had now passed away from the yard, after not being seen she returned to the house.

Both of Shara's parents are not at home, he feels bored if he just lies down. Shara decided to take care of the items that would be moved later, she did it very carefully.

"Just a light job, after all I'm bored if I just keep quiet." Shara mutters. His hands nimbly insert one by one items that can be put into a container that has been provided before.

For a moment Shara circulated her gaze, looking back at the entire room she had occupied for decades.

He recalled the first time his parents made a room for him, he also remembered the little friends who used to stay in his room.

"A very fast time passed, I didn't expect to get married so soon. My husband is a good man, and I want to improve myself to deserve to be with him. Thank God, you are so good at bringing happiness into my little family."

Shara stroked her stomach, she felt grateful for what she had right now.

***

Elsewhere, Sakha again struggles with her work. He works with focus, he also feels bad for Bima because these few days have troubled him.

"Don't work too hard, just relax." Bima patted his best friend's shoulder.

Sakha glanced at a glance, and resumed her work.

"Some days there's a lot of clients asking for quick results, sorry to bother you."

Bima smiled thinly, "alhamdulillah, our efforts are more and more fans. I also have good news for you," said Bima.

"What good news?" sakha asked curiously.

"There is a Wedding Organizer who entrusts us to be their photographer" said Bima.

"really? Why did they choose us?" ask Sakha.

"Somehow, surely our income will increase later."

"Aamiin" said Sakha.

At least he feels grateful, because his work is still able to support his wife.

"Oh yeah, when did you move?" ask Bima.

"Later tonight, why?" ask Sakha.

"No, I just want to help as much as I can." Bima.

Sakha smiled, "thank you always for helping me."

"It's okay, at least I'm useful enough to be a friend." Bima is proud.

Sakha gave a small laugh, in her heart she felt grateful for having a friend like Bima.

Bima suddenly remembered Airin, for some reason she felt sorry for him.

"You why?" ask Sakha.

"Kha, do you often think of Airin?" ask Bima.

"You're the one who's right, where I might think of another woman, except Shara." Sakha answered.

Bima sighed softly, he remembered the moment a few days ago accidentally seeing Airin.

"Two days ago I accidentally saw Airin, he was different."

Sakha stopped her activities, she was digesting the words of her best friend.

"Different how do you mean?" ask Sakha.

"She changed the type of hijab, and now she's back wearing body-size clothes." Bima explained.

Sakha was speechless, she also saw Airin the other day in clothes similar to what Bima saw.

"That's her choice, Bim. If the intention is not from the heart, yes." Sakha with her disappointed tone.

Bima looked at her best friend, a question she wanted to ask Sakha.

"Don't you think Airin changed just to get your attention?" ask Bima.

Sakha fell silent again, as she was reluctant to think about such a thing.

"Kha, can I be honest?" bima asked with a worried look.

"About what?" ask Sakha.

"About you, Shara, and Airin."

Sakha nodded, allowing Bima to say what had been stuck in her heart.

"To be honest, I feel sorry for Airin." Bima started his words.

Sakha looked into her best friend's eyes, "about what?" said it.

Bima took a deep breath, then resumed her words.

"If I were in Airin's position, maybe I'd assume that I'd been betrayed. And naturally, if I hate any of you. Just imagine, three years together and lost without news. When you find out, his heart is no longer with you. When you wait for someone to be ready, and when he is ready, he anchors his heart not to you. How you feeling?" ask Bima.

Sakha did not immediately answer Bima's question, he pondered what had happened between them lately.

"I cannot guarantee to whom my heart will be anchored, nor do I intend to betray Airin. The fate of God that brought me to Shara, the woman who somehow made me want to be her companion. It is God who has turned the hearts of men, and one of them has happened to me.

Regarding Airin's change, I don't know what the intention is in his heart. Some time ago Airin met with Shara, even openly he asked my wife to share a husband with him. A very stupid act in my opinion. Bim, everything we have to choose with confidence. Because the hardest thing is not choosing. Except to stand by the choice. Now, my life I've convinced you to stick to my choice."

Sakha's chest rumbled, she felt claustrophobic when she spoke words that made her heart and mind messed up.

"You also know how I was with Airin, right?" sakha.

Bima recalled how Sakha had a relationship with Airin. They were such a simple couple, far from richly luxurious.

Sakha treats Airin very well, even she also keeps Airin's honor as a woman. It is impossible if Sakha willfully betrays Airin, all of which God has outlined.

"I'm sorry, it made you think back to the past. I just want to express what is in my mind," said Bima.

"What's wrong, I also don't want you to misunderstand or even prejudge me about my relationship with Shara. She's a fine woman, even I've had a rejection of her." Sakha explained.

"Then what if Airin can't accept the reality? What if Airin had the intention to get you back with him?" bima asked, he was worried about Airin's change. One more thing that Bima did not say to Sakha, he had caught Airin out of the house without closing his aura.

"I make sure it won't happen, don't be so bad to her. As long as he doesn't hurt Shara, I'll try to be nice to him." Sakha said with great pressure.

Bima nodded in understanding, his mind was now thinking about Airin. I don't know why, he was always worried about her.