PREMARITAL

Reply From Airin

Sorry, without my consent I have borrowed your name to introduce you to the people of the sky.

🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

Sakha breaks her body on the bed, still not expecting that she has expressed her feelings for Shara.

Somehow that sentence was very easy to throw out of his mouth, as if God made it easier for his tongue to say those words.

Suddenly he felt troubled, his mind was now fixed on Airin. He reached into his cell phone, and without knowing that Airin had replied to the message he sent the other day.

[*Wa'allaikumussalam Sakha, Alhamdulillah you finally contacted me as well. Where are you now, I'm looking for you but Bima said you were on vacation. Sakha, why did you leave me without any clarity? Am I that bad in your eyes? Didn't you love me so much, is that feeling now gone so easily? On that matter, can we talk about everything well with a cold head. Really, I love you.]

~ Airin*.

Sakha's heart suddenly felt strange, after reading a message from Airin he was really upset made.

"What am I doing? Indirectly it has hurt two women at once" Sakha said as she massaged her forehead.

"Honestly, it still holds my love for her, but what about how I feel about Shara? Does it feel like it's because I'm feeling a bit of turmoil, suddenly without me wanting Shara to be present and make me feel comfortable?" Sakha ruffled her hair in frustration, she was completely confused at the moment.

Sakha intends to reply to a message from Airin, he does not want to make her more anxious.

[*Airin, sorry. My attitude is childish, I know that. Honestly, I love you too. I don't think long, but run away from this problem. I'm sorry, and now I'm in Bandung. I just wanted to take a vacation and calm down. Don't worry about me. I'll go home, and make things clear]

~ Sakha*.

The message had been sent, Sakha's hands were trembling. One of the sentences he sent to Airin, contrary to what Sakha was feeling at this time.

***

Shara spent her time in the room all day, her body still limp to activity more than usual.

His mind is now occupied with thinking about the words of Sakha, he does not know what to decide to respond to the words of Sakha.

"O Allah, what do you plan for me? When I say his name in my prayer, now You present a feeling I am unable to interpret."

Shara closed her eyes, eager to calm her heart and mind.

Before long his phone rang, he glanced at the screen of his phone that was lit with a familiar name there.

"Adam" said Shara.

"Assalamallaikum" he said.

"Wa'allaikumussalam, Ara are you still in Bandung?" ask Adam without a ba-bi-bu.

"When are you coming home? Your seminar is only a day, right? What are you doing there?" Adam threw the question without pause.

Shara sighed, a sense of annoyance had burst into her heart.

"I want to take a vacation" Shara replied.

"entertained? With who?" ask Adam.

"Self, why?" the annoyance that Shara was holding back started sticking to the surface.

"lik! Since when do you dare to vacation alone? You don't have a boyfriend there, do you?" adam asked again and now he began to guess.

"Since the day I began to feel my freedom was taken away! Even time for myself you don't give!" shara replied with a trembling tone, she was holding back her tears.

"Hey, how dare you speak in such a high tone in front of me? Who taught you that?" Adam started to get upset because Shara answered in a slightly high voice to him.

"It's your attitude that makes me like this!" shara.

"My attitude? Hey, did you forget? Your parents left you to me" said Adam now his voice sounded half-snaps.

"Just leave it, not to curb it!" shara exclaimed firmly, she immediately pressed the red button and ended the phone call with Adam.

Shara covered her face with both hands, throwing her cell phone on the edge of the bed.

"Astagfirulloh, I do not want to continue to be treated like this by him," Shara said as she sobbed.

He tried to stop her crying, wiping away the tears that soaked his face with the back of his hand.

"I will withdraw my return the day after tomorrow, maybe in two more days," Shara said in her heart.

***

Sakha felt bored, how many times he had paced back and forth in his room. Not seeing Shara all day, it felt like I hadn't seen her in a long time.

"The next day I have to go back, will I still be able to meet Shara?" murmured Sakha while staring blankly in any direction.

Sakha really can't think clearly now, she can only surrender to the God who is the guide.

***

I never waited for you. You never came intentionally. But we deliberately met God. Either to sit side by side or teach each other a lesson.Either to send each other wedding invitations, or sit together at the wedding.

~ Rohmatical Maskur