PREMARITAL

Pamite

*Bodies lean against each other

In the direction of the wind is different

You wait for the night to come

When I wait for dawn

Have tried various ways

So that we stay together

What remains of this story

Only you're afraid I'm telling you

Any discussion towards the word separation

Don't force your grasp

Let me go first

Which only changed

I no longer have you

You can still see me

You have to believe

'I am still your best friend

• 0. Tulus - Pamit* •

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Today Sakha intends to meet Airin, she wants to apologize while clarifying their relationship.

On a bench in the corner of the park, Sakha patiently waits for Airin.

After a few minutes, Airin finally arrived at the park. Sakha stood up to welcome her arrival, on the cheek of a faint smile at the corner of her lips.

"It's been a while?" Ask Airin, while sitting his body on a park bench.

"Not really." Sakha sat down beside him, but with a greater distance.

Airin realized that, he was not strange to find a change in Sakha's attitude.

"What's wrong?" Ask Airin directly at the point.

For a moment Sakha lowered her head, she sighed.

"Look, I wanted to apologize earlier" Sakha said.

Airin frowned, wondering what Sakha wanted to talk about. His heart felt that something was going to happen that he had been afraid of.

"I have to end our relationship." Sakha said with trembling.

Airin jerked, his tongue twisted. His heart seemed to stop beating, his eyes began to water. Airin sobbed, swallowing his saliva with great difficulty.

"Why?" He asked with a trembling voice.

Sakha could not bear to see Airin crying, but her determination was already unanimous. His parents' blessing is more important, if he cannot marry Airin then he must break his relationship as soon as possible.

"My parents don't approve of me dating, and I can't continue this." Sakha.

Airin fell silent, "your parents don't approve of us dating? Why don't we just get married?" Ask Airin again.

Sakha lowered her head, "me, can't marry you."

The tears of Tirin grew, her heart was so sick to hear Sakha's words.

"Why? Give me a clear reason!" Airin Seru.

"I-I'm not ready yet" said Sakha.

"There will never be anyone ready, if he doesn't start it" Airin said.

Sakha was silent again, she was completely at a loss for words. He also felt pain, because Airin had also been a woman he loved so much.

"I'm sorry, but I can't. Even to begin with," said Sakha.

"Is it because of Shara? Do you like your travel buddy? the girl you just met in a matter of days. A week, Kha!" Airin again questions Sakha's feelings for Shara.

Sakha did not answer, she closed her lips.

"We can still be good friends, Rin. Wouldn't a friendship be better for us?" Sakha.

"for us? for you, not me!" Airin turned her face away, wiping her hardened tears.

"I'm disappointed in you, I'm sorry." Airin passed leaving Sakha still pensive.

Sakha watched Airin who was now starting to move away from her face, she closed her eyes. A sense of tightness burst forth instantly in his chest cavity.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Sakha rubbed her face rough.

*No one is ready for a farewell, but in fact every meeting there must be a farewell.

When you have to be willing to separate, it does not mean that this heart is not broken. Not that this heart does not hurt, but only the resignation that now imitates me.

Not all feelings can be expressed in a word or sentence.

Tears can at least cleanse the heart of disease to hate and teach people to share suffering with those who are heartbroken

I have promised to be with you always but this time I quit. In fact, I have to go and be away from you.

Parting with a loved one is painful, but we must also understand that not everything we love should be owned.

There are no words worth saying, except good-bye and happy living a new story.

Thank you for giving me the color of my life. Goodbye, I hope you can quickly return to find the meaning of happiness*.

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After returning from the park, Sakha decides to meet her best friend, Bima. It's been a week they haven't met, it feels like Sakha misses her best friend's strange behavior.

They met in a photo studio that was pioneered by both, having friends with the same hobby is a happiness.

"Wes, the handsome one is back," seduced Bima when Sakha had just arrived at the studio. They embrace each other.

"How was your vacation? Pleasant?" Ask Bima.

"It's very fun, especially there are no bullies," said Sakha slightly quipped.

"Although I'm a bully, but you must miss me, right?" Reply Bima with a chuckle.

Sakha gave a small laugh, it is true what Bima said. He misses the small talk with his best friend.

"Oh yeah, Airin was looking for you at the time." Bima changed the look of the wave to be serious.

"I already know, he's following me to Bandung." Sakha answered flatly.

"really? Well, Airin is serious to you," said Bima.

"I broke up with Airin" said Sakha, leaving Bima agape for a moment.

"Good God, why could it? I thought after you met, your relationship would improve." Bima curious.

"I love other women." Sakha bluntly.

Bima was surprised, he sharpened his eyes. He did not expect that a Sakha who loved Airin so much could turn away easily.

"You kidding? No way, you're not a guy who falls in love easily." Bima still can't believe it.

Sakha took her breath, she also grabbed the camera and showed Bima a photo of someone.

"Who is he?" Ask Bima.

"His name is Shara, she was my travel companion in Bandung" said Sakha.

Bima fell silent, he again noticed Shara's photo.

"God, beautiful..." Bima praised.

"Hus, don't imagine it!" Sakha Seru.

"Yeah, I just praise him not imagining it. But it's only natural that you turn away, what a wonderful creation of God." Bima was back to praise.

"It's not because of his face, but he has good manners. Him, special."

Just this time Bima found her best friend so praised women, Airin alone who campus star never praised her beauty by Sakha.

"You're serious about him?" Bima.

Sakha nodded, "i want her to be my wife."

Bima sighed, he could not give any advice at this time. He can only wish his best for his best friend.

"Stupid, not going anywhere." Bima gives spirit. Sakha smiled and nodded her head.