PREMARITAL

Let's Fight Together

After a few minutes, Shara finally regained her consciousness. Sakha, who was worried about him, was now able to breathe a little.

"Ara, Alhamdulillah." Sakha gave thanks.

Shara began to open her eyes slowly, trying to refocus her blurred vision.

"Akha, I'm sorry Ara's bothering you." Shara spoke in a voice that still sounded weak.

Sakha shook her head, "Ara don't say that, Akha was so worried earlier." Sakha.

Shara was stunned to see the look on Sakha's face which looked very worried about her, her heart touched instantly.

"Thank you" said Shara Lirih.

"No word of thanks for..." Sakha.

"For? Why not continue on for what?" shara asked curiously with Sakha's sentence suddenly cut off.

"No words of thanks for the love, Ara." Sakha can only say it in her heart.

"It's nothing, Ara's resting again. Akha said goodbye first, wanted to buy food for Ara," Sakha moved from her place, and passed away leaving Shara.

Shara looked at Sakha's slowly disappearing back, she sighed softly.

"It was you who made me fall in love, Sakha."

***

*I first knew you

I think something different

I want to get close to you

But I'm afraid you're getting away

The longer this feeling is hidden

The more I want to get closer to you

From a distance I saw you

I wish you felt too

Your faith and fear that melt, This feeling becomes love

The dream lover I expected

May this love be real

Ana uhibbuka

I love you because of God

If he's the best for me

Bring our hearts closer, O Allah*

Light Shaft - Ana Uhibbuka Fillah

***

Sakha was buying porridge for Shara, that morning all her plans were laid down. Intentions want to go around looking for the things he wants, but because of seeing the condition of Shara his desire disappeared immediately.

After everything she needs is met, Sakha rushes back to Shara's hotel room.

Upon arrival, Sakha hesitantly steps into Shara's room.

"Assalamallaikum, Ara." Sakha sat on the sofa inside Shara's room.

"Wa'allaikumussalam, sorry well Ara troublesome," he said slowly.

"No trouble, Akha sincerely guards Ara." Sakha prepared the porridge into the container and gave it to Shara.

"I eat by myself, right? Akha can't bribe Ara," asked Sakha.

"Well, thank you once again" Shara began to feed the porridge into her mouth.

"Akha says no word of thanks for," again the sentence is stuck.

"Continue Akha, don't be half-and-half!" exclaim Shara.

"For, love." Sakha answered quietly, but Shara's ears could hear the word clearly.

They fell silent, Shara chewed her food with a sense of unease. So did Sakha, her body shaking violently as she said those words. He had previously expressed love for women, Airin, but the feeling he felt today was very different.

"Oh my God, what the fuck am I? Why did that word escape my mouth?" he murmured in the heart.

"Oh my God, did I not hear wrong? What did Sakha's words mean? Astagfirulloh," Shara said in her heart.

The atmosphere between them now turned awkward, Shara swallowed the mouthful of porridge with great difficulty. Sakha was also only bowed and occasionally heard the words istigfar spoken from her lips.

"Akha, though,"

They call together, it certainly makes them more excited.

"Take it first," said Sakha.

"Umm, can Ara ask for help?" shara asked nervously.

"Sure, what does Ara need?" ask Sakha.

"Medicine Ara, there." Shara pointed towards the bag lying on the dressing table.

Sakha nodded, and moved from her place. He retrieves the medicine stored in Shara's bag, carefully unzipping the zipper and immediately reaching for the drug that Shara meant.

"This?" tanyanya while showing some medicine to Shara.

Shara nodded, "yes."

Sakha walks up to Shara, giving Shara medicine and a glass of water.

"Ara has magh?" sakha asked as she looked at the label on the medicine bottle.

"Yes, Ara has magh and it's bad enough" he replied as he was about to take the medicine.

"Innalilahi, since when?" ask Sakha.

"For quite a long time, Ara's high school honesty had been in the verdict of symptoms of kidney inflammation," said Shara.

"Astagfirulloh, then what now?" sakha asked with a worried look.

"It's fine, but if Ara eats too much spicy or late to eat, it will recur" said Shara.

Sakha was stunned, "yesterday Akha did not tell Ara to eat rice, this is all Akha's fault" Sakha said in a guilty tone.

"Don't blame yourself, it's not Akha's fault" Shara said.

Sakha sighed softly, she really felt guilty towards Shara.

"Akha," call Shara.

"Yes, why?" sakha answered while raising her face.

"What did those words mean?" shara asked nervously.

Sakha was speechless, she tried to answer Shara's question carefully.

"Bismillah, Akha likes Ara." Sakha lowered her face back.

Shara gasped, she swallowed her saliva. His heart was completely made unbecoming by Sakha.

"Yes, Ara knows. The proof, Akha wants to be friends with Ara." Shara tries to interpret Sakha's words.

"Akha doesn't want to be Ara's friend" Sakha said.

"meaning? Akha no longer wants to be friends with Ara? Wh why? Does Ara have any wrong? Say it!" exclaim Shara.

For a moment Sakha looked at Shara, she had already steadied her heart to reveal what she really felt.

"Bismillah, Ara. Akha wants Ara to be Akha's wife" said Sakha firmly but softly.

Shara was surprised, her heart seemed to stop beating. His body was squeezed, he still did not expect what Sakha said.

"Ara, why are you quiet?" ask Sakha.

Shara tries to refocus herself, trying to stay calm in response to Sakha's statement.

"Akha, don't mess with speech." Shara lowered her face.

"Akha is not playing games, not since when, but the sense of it getting bigger and bigger. Akha often asks Ara to God, because that is all that Akha can do right now." Sakha spoke with great emphasis.

"Didn't Ara have the same taste?" coined.

For a moment Shara fell silent, her eyes began to tear up. He did not think it turned out in Sakha prayer tucked in his name.

"Akha, Ara did not know what feelings were currently in Ara's heart. Every day, Ara pleaded with God to drop Ara's heart on someone who dropped her heart on God. Ara admitted that Ara was comfortable near Akha at this time, but Ara's mind always said that this was a mistake. Akha already has a partner."

"Let us fight together, asking each other for the owner of all things, Akha was earnest with the words that Akha had just said."

"We walk the path, Akha waits for Ara's decision."

Shara was pensive, her heart saying yes, but her mind was always trying to resist.

"No need to hurry, Akha patiently waited for Ara. Should Akha return to the room, Ara should rest a lot." Sakha moved, and turned towards her room.

Without any words, Sakha passed away leaving Shara still speechless.

"O Allah, give me your guidance." Shara closed her eyes, a circle of tears began to trickle down her smooth face.