Paternity

Paternity
Chapter 98



Su Yixing came to the hospital to take a physical examination report of him and his father. Both reports were put in one bag. After reading the results of his own physical examination, Su Yixing took out Su Aobai's physical examination report from another bag. .


There was no big problem with the bodies of the two people, Su Yixing glanced at him hurriedly, and after seeing the results were good, he would put the report back into the bag.


Just as he picked up the two inspection reports he had stored and was about to leave the hospital, his movements suddenly came to a halt. A few seconds later, he quickly took out the two reports that had been put back into the bag, and moved the two hands together, Open both reports.


Su Aobai:


Blood type: AB


Su Yixing:


Blood type: O


How can a father with blood type AB have a daughter with blood type O?


Su Yixing felt the test results were ridiculous!


*****


The old woman's surgery was a success, she was allowed by the doctor to go home to recuperate, she looked at Su Yixing, who had lately always been in a daze, and felt a little worried.


"Yixing, did something happen to you at school?"


Grandma dean worried if her son is bullied at school.


"Good."


Su Yixing took out a piece of white meat, dipped it into a vinegar plate beside her, and ate it without changing her expression.


The old woman glanced at the vinegar plate, then at the soy sauce plate, could this be alright?


"Grandmother, my mother .. do you have a good relationship with my father?"


Su Yixing finally unwillingly asked.


"Okay, it's ready!"


The old woman did not know why the child had suddenly asked this, and she was stunned for a moment, but she immediately regained consciousness, her mind flying back to the past, and she was stunned, thinking about the sweet relationship between the young children, she showed a nostalgic smile.


"There's no better partner than your parents."


The old woman had always believed that if Ji Xing was still alive back then, Xiao Bai would not hate Yi Xing. He would love the child to the bone, and then work hard to let his wife and daughter live a prosperous life. They will be a very happy family.


"What about me, am I really their child?"


Su Yixing squeezed the chopsticks tightly, his fingertips turning white.


"Of course you are their own child. I saw the nurse take you out of the delivery room with my own eyes. You don't even know how similar you are to your mother. Even some small habits have been passed down. "


The old woman looked at the child with a confused face and felt pity, surely Xiao Bai was too indifferent to the child, which made the child doubt his own birth.


His stern answer dispelled some of Su Yixing's guesses, and he gathered his courage to ask the final question.


"When..my mother conceived me...does she expect me to come?"


Su Yixing clenched his teeth, this question was extremely important.


The old woman was silent. The boy came so suddenly at that moment. Ji Xing may not be ready to be a mother yet. He was always in a bad mood. The old woman understood this. After all, Ji Xing was already a sophomore at that moment. pregnancy timing had a big impact on her studies If it wasn't for the fact that it was too late when the pregnancy was detected and her physical condition wasn't good enough to induce labor, she wouldn't have nurtured the child.


Even she felt that at Ji Xing's age back then, it wasn't suitable to be a mother early on.


"He prepared a bedong, a diaper, and a milk bottle for you before you were born... Do you think your mother loves you?"


The old woman was lying, but her momentary silence just now made Su Yixing guess the true attitude of her mother back then.


The truth of the facts seemed to be approaching the direction he least wanted to believe.


*****


Su Yixing in the other world could deduce the truth.Although the younger Su Yixing in this world would experience more twists and turns due to age and experience, the, their similar intelligence allows them to get the real answer.


Su Yixing noticed the man Su Aobai killed back then.After receiving the bonus of the first monthly exam, she went to the deceased's hometown and found out about her family.


For example, his mother remarried in the early years and gave birth to a son after remarriage.However, the woman died a few years ago.In addition to her half-brother, she has no relatives in this world.


His younger brother would return occasionally, as the man still had a dilapidated old house in the countryside, which he left to his mother after his death, and after the woman died, he said, it was passed down to his last son, who was often destroyed.In recent years Whenever there were similar rumors, the young man would return, as he was not a local, because he was not a local, and he was afraid the village would be greedy for his compensation. For such news, he would rather be blamed.


Su Yixing did not even need to take the initiative to find her, he just needed to wait until the demolition news came out, and just came to the countryside and waited for the rabbit.


In less than two months, she waited for the man, and cleverly got a portion of her hair with follicles.


Currently, some institutions that could conduct paternity tests were tightly managed, and both sides of the test had to be present, but even though Su Yixing wanted to find out the truth, he did not want to make those people worried, he did not want to make those people worried, especially the grandmother dean. did not give too much stimulation.


For Su Yixing, who was still a high school student, this was almost an unsolvable problem. In the end, he can only ask for the help of one person, the one who has the greatest kindness for him and is able to do this. The same table, I hope Xining.


And the other party did not even ask the owner of the two specimens he identified, the reason for the identification, and helped him resolve the issue.


The appraisal result was what Su Yixing did not want to see last time, he had a blood relationship with another appraisal specimen, that is, he was the son of the man Su Aobai killed back then!


In Su Yixing's mind, a complete story had been formed. A girl was raped and conceived with an evil seed. For giving birth to this evil seed, she lost her life forever.


The boy who loved the girl greatly raised the child who was half of her blood, and at the same time hated half of the child's dirty blood, he said, so he would never be able to love that child.


One day, the man saw the man who hurt the girl on the street, then he killed the man. As punishment, he went to prison as a murderer, and the child with the blood did not know the truth, and still hated it in his heart, seeing this innocent man ...


What kind of story is this!


However, the protagonist of this story was him, and he was also the one covered in blood on his body!


Looking at the appraisal report in his hands, Su Yixing could not accept it at all.


*****


"you're okay."


Zhu Xining looked at Su Yixing who had been acting in a daze all along and said.


Until now, Zhu Xining did not feel his decision was wrong.


Rather than living in a daze and hating the innocent forever, he believed that he was more willing to accept the real but cruel truth.


Especially in this world there was Su Aobai who seemed to have the same chance as him.


"Su Yixing" had misunderstood him for so many years in his previous life, and in his new life, he should not bear his mistakes anymore.


"Xiao Ning, I brought you a glass of juice."


When Zhu Xining looked at Su Yixing anxiously, a girl placed a glass of fruit juice on Zhu Xining's table This was Zhu Xining's friend from before, but said to be a friend, but said to be a friend, but actually it was because of the original generosity attached to it.


Ever since "Su Yixing" entered into this body, he had changed a lot. He no longer played with his old friend, but became very close to Su Yixing. The two went and went home to school together. Previews and reviews, there is almost no room for others to intervene.


This made some of Yuanshen's friends unable to sit still, and came to show their kindness.


Since his original body had spent a lot of money on these friends before, Zhu Xining did not refuse the glass of juice he sent.


"gasps"


As soon as a mouthful of juice entered his mouth, Zhu Xining immediately spat it out.


"I'm allergic to mangoes."


Zhu Xining hurriedly wiped her mouth and rinsed her mouth with mineral water.


"uh?"


The girl delivering the juice looked confused.


"Didn't you like mango juice the most?"


When do I have mango allergies?


Zhu Xining stopped as she wiped her mouth, "The allergen that suddenly appeared had only been discovered during the examination a while ago."


It was not Zhu Xining who was allergic to mangoes, but "Su Yixing". It's just that he was allergic to mangoes for over 40 years, so he forgot that he was no longer "Su Yixing" the first time he came in contact with mangoes.", but Zhu Xining who was not only not allergic to mangoes, but also very fond of mangoes.


After dispersing the girl, Zhu Xining looked at the probing eyes of Su Yixing.


*****


Never doubt the criminal investigation ability of a woman, let alone a smart woman.


Following her own life experience, Su Yixing began exploring Zhu Xining again, a sense of disobedience surrounding Zhu Xining that she had neglected before.


In the past, Zhu Xining was a rich princess with good grades, although she was introverted and sensitive, she also got the attention of some people, she also got, The Zhu Xining described by those people was completely different from the Zhu Xining he had seen.


This Zhu Xining was like the rest of him!


Su Yixing inevitably recalled every detail of her expression when she gave him the physical examination card.


Upon learning that the dean's grandmother had cancer, her first reaction seemed to be a shock. At that moment, Su Yixing thought Zhu Xining was surprised. Why did the old woman who came to the opening ceremony with that rosy face suddenly become so serious? Judging from the action of showing the physical examination card, it seemed more surprising, why this error was detected at this time.


He probably knew that the dean's grandmother might be sick, so he gave her that physical examination card, hoping that she could bring her grandmother for a physical examination and find out the problem in time, when the dean's grandmother was initially diagnosed with bowel cancer it may be later.


Su Yixing recalled that on the first day they met, Zhu Xining hugged the dean's grandmother and acted a little out of control.


He knew that he had a big brain, but now all the clues he found told him that Zhu Xining was not the same Zhu Xining as he used to be, he knows him very well and knows a lot of things that will happen in the future. .


Who is this Zhu Xining in front of me?


Su Yixing vaguely had a bold guess in his heart.


*****


"who areyou?"


After school, Su Yixing invited Zhu Xining to the roof.


Su Yixing clenched his hands tightly, Zhu Xining immediately saw his firmness, but he was proud of himself, no matter what time he was, he was quite sensitive.


"Zhu Xining is not allergic to mangoes. I'm the one with the mango allergy. Like me, you don't like chives, ginger, and green peppers, but Zhu Xining, who was originally spoiled and very particular about food and clothing, will be just like me, with the attitude of not wasting 'em, eating all the foods you don't like, you like soup and rice just like me, but you keep reminding me to eat less this way, because it's not good for the stomach..."


Without waiting for Zhu Xining to reply, Su Yixing started talking to herself.


When he talks about me, he uses an accent.


"Who are you? Should I call you Zhu Xining, or Su Yixing, I'm from the future?"


Looking at Zhu Xining's still calm expression, Su Yixing's pupils shrank, he knew that his guess was correct, it was ridiculous, such an anti-scientific thing happened to him.


The future self came to him and told him the truth. Su Yixing did not blame herself in the future for letting her find the disgusting and desperate facts early. He just feels sad. What kind of mentality does the future self have? Make this decision.


The only grandmother who loves them, her love stems from the fact that she thinks she is the child of the children she raised, if he knew that half the despicable genes in his body and the owner of half the blood in his body made him die in pain day after day, and he would not love him anymore.


They are born with original sin, so what qualifications do they have to ask for the love of others.


Su Yixing could guess that when he in the future learned the cruel truth someday, he would have to suffer as much as he felt now. The decision to let him know the truth was because he wanted to atone for his sins, and let himself stop hating. The man, because among the living, he was actually the most innocent.


Not only did he bear the secret, but also bear the responsibility of supporting him as a bastard, and being hated by someone like him, the other party was too pitiful.


"Do you want to hear another story about you?"


Zhu Xining indirectly acknowledged his identity.


He found a suitable place to sit, and then vividly described the life of "Su Yixing" in its original trajectory.


From finding the truth, to trying to reverse the case but getting a slap from a man, from the first successful rape/rape case, to suicide to the victimized woman, from starting to take another path as a public interest lawyer, to today and night the intensity of work is almost self-torturing, from self-loathing, to finally relief.


He seemed to be telling the story of others, but such a flat tone made Su Yixing cry.


"Actually, our father loved us very much."


The father Zhu Xining said was certainly not a rapist.


Facing the unbelievable eyes of Shangsu Yixing, Zhu Xining looked towards the sky with a relaxed smile.


It was something he discovered after a very long time.


"His love is a little different because he can never love us."


This statement sounds contradictory.


"So he chose to send us to someone who would love us. He hid our birth, and he had many complaints. He can't love us, and he's afraid of face-to-face days and nights, he won't be able to control himself. Human hatred was transferred to us, so he chose the happiest and safest path for us."


Perhaps this kindness only comes from the other half of their blood, their faces very similar to their birth mothers, but in this case, not hurting is the greatest love.


Su Yixing thought of the man who would always be told by the dean's grandmother that he did not look like a father every time he met, the dean's grandmother and the other elders in the orphanage showed a little more affection towards him.


"We are not unloved."


Zhu Xining turned to look at herself and said.


“Actually many people love us. It took me decades to understand this truth. Maybe we are not born perfect and carry original sin, but since we came to this world, so many people love us, and we can work hard to make ourselves more perfect people."


If you are not perfect, try to be perfect. Half of the dirty blood in your body is not something they can choose when they are born, but because worldly prejudice cannot be removed, then use your own actions and morals to slowly change. the eyes of others. The self that was formed before.


"Su Yixing" in his previous life did it. He helped many sexual/violent and sexual/attack victims. He just forgot to love himself.


"Su Yixing" saw herself crying so hard that she suddenly realized that her rebirth was not to prevent her grandmother from dying early, not to assuage her hatred of her father, but to make her relieved.


*****


Su Aobai was standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette. During this time, he often came to visit the old woman after coming home from work. Since the old woman was still recovering, when the cigarette addiction appeared, she would go to the balcony to smoke. , then blow Erfeng for a while, wait for the smell of smoke to disappear before entering.


He investigated Zhu Xining who was still alive, and guessed his identity before Su Yixing.


So he did a physical examination as the other party wished, and let Su Yixing know the truth earlier.


She hated the man, so she chose to end her life with her own hands.She did not love Su Yixing, but she would not be angry at the child born with no choice at all.


But if humans were rational animals, the word impulsive would not have been born.


So he doesn't love her and avoids her, but if one day he has a chance to have a better life, he won't stop her or hit her.


Zhu Xining's appearance was precisely an opportunity for Su Yixing, in the future, after going through a lot of experience and understanding many things about that self, perhaps it will take itself this time to embark on the path of liberation from itself.


"Yixing will leave school, if you don't want to see him, come back first, by the way, grab the old duck soup I made for you."


The old woman came out of the kitchen, after several months of healing, she now looked no different from the ordinary old woman who could dance in the square.


"This is an old duck sent by your brother Xiaoshan for free breeding. Now he had built mountains, engaged in nursery, planted fruit trees, and his little life was prosperous. You kids live well, which is medicine for me. Best medicine."


The old woman handed the flask to Su Aobai's hand, her smile was very gentle and kind.


Ever since Su Yixing asked her about the past of the day, the old woman had always remembered the words of the old woman in the same ward.


This boy did not look like his father at all!


Inexplicably, she began to continue to remember the love between Xiaobai and Xiaoxing back then, recalling Xiaoxing's abnormality when they were pregnant, and recalling the scene of their father and son hanging out.


How could the child he raised himself kill someone for impulse!


How could the child he raised be the man who blamed the child for his own mistakes?


Details that had been ignored kept reappearing in his mind, and bad guesses appeared in the old woman's heart, a guess that he did not dare to break.


How difficult was Xiaobai going through these years? He alone endured all the suffering, the dead were set free, but the living were tortured forever.


"Go back, the dean's mother will be cooking your favorite boiled wingtip in a few days."


Since the boy is hiding it from her, he will pretend not to know it his whole life, whenever the truth is revealed, it will add damage.


"Good."


This was the first time the old woman had not forced him to develop a relationship with Su Yixing. Su Aobai's chest felt a little stuffy. No matter how many words he said, it would eventually only turn into simple good words. .


*****


When he returned to the dormitory with old duck soup, the long-lost command of the system sounded.


The characters that were muddled after the initial fondness returned to normal, and their values soared from the original single digit to the score line enough to pass this task.


At the same time, special gifts are also given.


Su Aobai felt dizzy for a while, and when she opened her eyes again, the surrounding scenery made her feel familiar as well as strange.


"Message a large portion of popcorn, this is great."


"You can't finish it, so order medium portions."


"Just one yuan less, how stingy, I'm gonna get out with this money."


In the cinema, a young couple was arguing.


Su Aobai stared blankly at everything around him, then raised his hand, and slapped himself hard.


Sick, this is not a dream!


He stretched his legs and ran towards the Jixing School, running faster and faster, even the burning pain in his lungs was unable to stop his leaping steps.


Su Aobai used his consciousness to communicate with the system, whether he could restore his original body.


The system only answered him one sentence, no need, everything was the same, Su Aobai did not understand the meaning of this sentence, but currently, he did not have enough energy to distract him to understand this sentence.


Finally, he saw a girl he knew walking towards him from a distance, followed by a drunk and cunning man.


"Didn't you agree to wait for me at the gates of the cinema? How can you run so fast?"


Ji Xing was hugged tightly by her, in front of so many passers-by, she was sweet and shy at the same time, she struggled a little, and then let her hug him.


But the little girl still remembered to immerse her head in her chest, as long as others could not see her face, she did not need to be laughed at.


Su Aobai hugged him tightly, like holding a lost and found treasure.


"I just miss you and want to see you soon."


Since the other party couldn't see his current expression, his tears could flow out incautiously.


As for the man who had just followed the little girl, he had already stopped his steps due to Su Aobai's appearance.The young man's eyes frightened him, and a little drunk instantly turned into sweat from his body, causing him to sweat, and he took two backwards, turned around and ran.


Su Aobai held onto the reddened monkey butt, let him hold hands, and escorted the little girl who was walking beside him shyly towards the cinema. In the middle of the road, she turned her head to look in the direction that the man had left, and then found an excuse to leave for a while, Son, make a phone call.


The next day, local news reported that a drunk man was following a girl with the intent to attack her. Fortunately, enthusiastic people reported it, and the police arrived on time, and finally subdued the man before he committed the crime.


Without Ji Xing, there might be another victim.


Su Aobai did not want the tragedy that befell them to happen again to others.


"Have you explained it to your foreman?"


Ji Xing watched Su Aobai approach from not far away, and asked anxiously.


"Ms."


Su Aobai smiled and nodded.


"Let me tell you, I watched this movie before my peer, he said ..."


The little girl took the initiative to hold her hand, smile and talk about the interesting things that happened at school during the day, her face full of anticipation for today's movie.


"I'll buy you the biggest bucket of popcorn later."


After he finished rambling, Su Aobai spoke.


"No, it's too wasteful."


The little girl said angrily.


"But I want to buy it for you."


"Then buy the smallest bucket."


"No, I want what's best for you."


The dialogue between the two is getting further and further, and their future is still very, very long.