
"YiXing..."
Dean Ji had not expected that when they spoke just now, Su Yixing was outside the door, so wouldn't this kid be hearing their conversation?
The father and daughter were in seclusion because they hadn't seen each other for nine years, and if Yi Xing had heard what he said just now, the child might not have been able to accept him as a father.
Dean Ji was angry and impatient, wanting to catch Su Aobai and scold him again, did he really not want his children to recognize him?
"Why isn't your son in school?"
He glanced at the time on his watch, it was clearly not the end of school yet.
"The school's having a two-day sports meeting."
School finished early.
Su Yixing's mood was very low, but facing the grandmist dean who looked at her sadly, she still reluctantly raised the corner of her mouth, indicating that she didn't care at all.
"I'm not sad. Enough for me to have a grandmother dean. He doesn't want me, and I don't want him either."
Smiling and laughing, tears still could not resist flowing.
Although Su Yixing never took the initiative to mention this father, and even complained about this father many times because the people around him laughed at him as the daughter of an assassin, but as a child, he was a child, how could he not have the slightest attachment to his parents. ?
Despite never having met her parents, the dean's grandmother would occasionally tell her about her parents, how much they loved each other, how smart and kind her mother was, and how much her father loved her.
In her grandmother's speech, her father worked at a construction site during the day, and washing diapers and breastfeeding when she came home at night, she was very tired during the day, and she was woken up many times by him. crying in the middle of the night, still patiently coaxing him to sleep, and the next day, with a pair of dark circles under his eyes, he continued to work on the construction site.
Since she is the son of her mother, her father loves her, and along with the love for her mother, gives her double compensation.
When she was saddened by the discrimination of those around her, the dean's grandmother would also comfort her and say that her father made a sudden mistake, and going to jail was a punishment for his mistake. he also had to regret it in prison, regret himself He made a mistake and caused their father and son not to meet for many years.When he got out of prison, he would definitely repent and love him more and more.
But in reality his father did not love him at all, even hated him.
Seeing her cry so sadly, the old woman's heart was broken.
"Your father, your father..."
Dean Ji racked his brain to think of a suitable reason He wanted to say that when he was a baby, his father loved him very much.
But thinking about it carefully, when the child was newborn, Xiaobai seemed to be unable to accept it, and continued to guard in front of Ji Xing's funeral, she couldn't take it anymore, she said, and carrying the child in front of him, putting it into his arms, This made him face this child for the first time, and named him Yi Xing.
Because of this name, Dean Ji felt Xiaobai loved this child very much.
"He hasn't seen you in a long time."
Right, it must be like this, Dean Ji still could not believe that he had no affection for this child.
Maybe nine years has made them strangers. Right now, Dean Ji regretted not being able to accept the fact that he killed impulsively. In nine years, she never took her children to visit her in prison.
Maybe he was wrong.
"Blame me, blame me for not taking you to see him all this time, maybe he thinks we don't want him first."
The old woman continued to blame herself.
She had also burned down earlier, blaming the child for not knowing the restraint, letting Ji Xing conceive a child at a young age, and ended up losing her life because of this child, she said, blame her for knowing she has a child to take care of. , but still can't control it Hold your anger and kill people.
That's why he's so cruel. While he was in prison, he never visited him. He hoped he could understand his mistake.
But when I saw the boy again after nine years, I saw that he suddenly became very old, he was still in his prime, and he looked more lifeless than he was, he said, an old woman with half a foot in a coffin.
Coupled with Ji's long-lost mother, her heart softened, and she felt regret.
If during his years in prison, he often brought his children to visit him, would it make him realize that someone outside always pays attention to him, waiting for him out of prison, so that he still has hope for him? a life?
If for a few years he was in prison, I would often take the child to visit, would it make him and the child a little more familiar, and see the child grow up little by little, he said, and she would look more and more like Ji Xing back then? , transferring her love for Ji Xing to this child?
Dean Ji felt that it was her, Ji's incompetent mother, who had added distance and strangeness between the father and their daughter.
"I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore."
Su Yixing could not listen to this pale excuse at all, he continued to wipe his tears, repeating that he did not want the father either.
Seeing the attitude of the father and son, Dean Ji suddenly felt physically and mentally exhausted.
*****
"…new child?"
That day when Su Aobai was unloading bricks from the truck, a fat middle-aged man wearing a helmet suddenly walked towards him and called out doubtfully.
Su Aobai looked at him after hearing that voice.
"This is really you, you're out of jail?"
After seeing his face clearly, the man exclaimed, and the people around him also turned to look at him because of this sentence.
The one who spoke seemed to be aware of his carelessness, and smiled awkwardly.
"Well, there will be a chance to have dinner together in the future."
He raised his hand, intending to pat Su Aobai on the shoulder, but hesitated a little, and finally raised his hand and waved it twice in the air, as a greeting.
Right now, Su Aobai also recognized this man, he was a former worker from his original body when he was working at the construction site, Judging from the appearance of others, he seemed to have been promoted from a small worker to a contractor.
But now the site has been shared among several contractors by real estate agents, and another small boss hired Su Aobai.
When applying for a job, he admitted his criminal record with a small contractor. Although the other party hired him due to a labor shortage, he also suppressed his salary. For the same job, other workers can earn 450 yuan a day. Ten yuan, Su Aobai got three hundred, whether he liked to do it or not.
In fact, even if he doesn't say anything, any unit with a more formal employment contract can go to the Public Security Bureau to check the criminal record, and they will find out that he was sentenced to 12 years in prison for murder.
According to the law, only those who commit crimes under the age of 18 and are sentenced to less than five years in prison, the related unit needs to close the criminal record.
Although his original body was under 18 years old when he committed the crime, his sentence has exceeded five years.
It was a deliberate crime of murder, and the sentence was only 12 years. That's because he gave himself up. Of course, he was over 16 when he committed the crime, but he was under 18. .
Whatever the reason of the contractor, he did not tell the public about his affairs, so when he worked during this period, many workers invited him to lunch together.
After being recognized by the man today, Su Aobai understood that his peaceful life might be coming to an end.
Sure enough, after the other party had walked a little further, he was immediately surrounded by some curious workers asking about Su Aobai's imprisonment earlier.
It had become a human instinct to seek profit and avoid losses.After knowing that Su Aobai stabbed others to death due to a small quarrel in the street, the other workers were frightened.
This fellow was too angry, he could stab people to death if he did not agree with him. Now he has been imprisoned for years, eating and living with a gang of criminals. I fear he will become more hostile. If you offend him, won't your life be safe?
There are many tools for killing people at construction sites, any steel bar or brick can be used as a weapon to kill people.
No, such a terrible person should not be allowed to live on a construction site!
Within hours, the news that a killer had just been released from prison at a construction site spread everywhere, with many saying they had noses and eyes, it was as if seeing Su Aobai kill someone nearby.
There were also many complaints from contractors, they felt unsafe working with Su Aobai, if the contractor did not evict him, they had to find another place to work.
Sure enough, after receiving the salary for the day, Su Aobai was left to talk to the contractor. He's not the sloppy type. Before the contractor spoke, he offered to quit the work team. He was so assertive that the contractor On the contrary, I felt a little embarrassed.
Based on his observations these past few days, Su Aobai really did not look like a bad person working honestly every day, and he's not like old fried dough that thinks of a way to be lazy.is that his wages are still low.
The contractor thought that he might have been young and strong when he killed the man.If he was really a cruel person, he probably wouldn't have turned himself in after the murder. Now that he was in prison and had paid the price for the murder, nine years in prison should have given him a long memory.
He also understood the concerns of the workers, but he was unable to kill them all. If he wasn't given the chance to make money, wouldn't this put people at a dead end? He may know that he is wrong and want to repent, because this will happen again.Is this right or wrong?
The contractor did not cut his salary, thinking about the part of his salary that was cut himself this week when he went to work, he hesitated to add two hundred yuan to him.
"Hey, this is hard for me too."
He sighed with emotion, and Su Aobai moved the corner of his mouth, but he did not reject the two hundred yuan, which he deserved for his hard work.
"I understand."
Su Aobai put a few hundred dollars into his pocket and ended the working relationship quietly.
He can understand the practices of contractors and fellow workers, before he also felt it was natural that criminals and even his family were discriminated against, because this was also one of the costs of crime.
But when something happens to me, all kinds of feelings still arise in my heart.
Maybe because the donkey decided the head. From different positions, the way of thinking about a problem is naturally different. Let's not talk about it, how many people can actually kill relatives properly?
Not to mention how Su Aobai knew in his heart that the so-called deliberate killing of his real body ...
Su Aobai laughed at herself, perhaps she was still one of thousands of ordinary people, and she could not dispel her usual thoughts, she admitted that the feeling of being discriminated against was indeed uncomfortable, she said, but he deserved it, so what? , hang on.
His overly kind, and noiseless attitude, made the usually stingy and stingy contractor even more embarrassed, after walking some distance, the contractor suddenly stopped him.
"Do you know how to fix a car?"
A few days ago, an excavator broke down at a construction site, and the master who drove the excavator failed to fix it after a long time fiddling.Su Aobai was the one who uttered a few words in the master's ear when he passed by. , The problem on the excavator engine discovered by the master of the Contractor only saw this scene, but he did not think too much about it back then.
Now it's just a coincidence to ask.
"Yes, but no certificate."
Su Aobai nodded. With so many memories of a lifetime, he was proficient in all kinds of martial arts, let alone repairing cars. If you ask her about pig care after giving birth, she also knows a thing or two.
Do not ask why, because in one life he was the eldest son of a group of farms and was assigned at the grassroots level by his father.At that time, the price of pork soared, so he volunteered to go forward. Unfortunately, the price of pork then fell sharply. The company made the wrong decision at the time and invested most of its funds on pig farms. The sharp drop in pork prices led to a sharp decline in corporate earnings, which also gave people of destiny in that world the best chance to strike it.
Poor him, a generation of big pig farmers, broke.
"Alright, let me recommend the job to you. I have a friend who works in car care. You can go see him and try."
The contractor tore off a piece of paper and wrote a phone call on it.
The friend had a kind of personal care yard, which did a lot of work, but not enough manpower, because the workshop was a bit far away, going and coming home from work was too much trouble, he said, and there is nowhere to find work for those who are truly skilled.
Moreover, her friend was stingy like her, and she did not want to pay too high a salary.If Su Aobai was really skilled and did not talk too much about salary, her friend was really willing to accept it.
Su Aobai received a note with a phone number on it, and she would give it a try.
With a criminal record, especially a criminal record like murder, it was very difficult to find a job, in this life Su Aobai did not want to bother.
As for the task of cultivating a relationship with a child, he was unwilling to take the initiative to do so, he could do as much as the system liked, however, he had gained a few more lives.
Now that I think about it, life is really boring.
Since it was no longer working on the construction site, Su Aobai could no longer stay in the temporary dormitory at the construction site of course.
It is said to be a dormitory, but in fact it is some huts made of colored steel, it is not good to warm up overnight, when it is hot, such as steamships, the accommodation environment is very bad, the, if I choose to rent a regular house near a construction site with one worker, on average it will not cost much.
But Su Aobai's wallet was cleaner than her face, so she could only stay here for a few days.
He also did not have much luggage, so he put all the pieces into a plastic bag and he finished packing.Su Aobai looked at all the items in his hands, he said, plus the dusty clothes and shoes on his body, this might be the worst mess of his life. It's time.
He worked a total of eight days at the construction site, with 300 yuan a day, plus an additional 200 yuan from today's contractors and the remaining 100 yuan from the previous prison guards, totalling more than 2,700 yuan.
When I went to the orphanage a few days ago, I gave Ji's mother 500 yuan. In the last eight days, I ate over 100 yuan. In addition, I spent 450 yuan to buy a used phone with a phone card and refilled 50 yuan. , there is a total of more than 1,560 yuan left.
According to the general rental rules in the market today, the money is not enough for him to find a place to live.
So as soon as he left the construction site, he dialed the phone number given by the contractor and explained his introduction and some of his situation There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, perhaps weighing in his heart whether he should call someone who had just been released from prison, a murderer.
"Let's see your skills first."
After a while, such a sentence appeared on the other end of the phone, and then reported again the address of his auto repair shop.
Su Aobai did not delay, checked the bus route and passed.
His skill was indeed outstanding, not only could he repair a few large trucks, he could also refine several high-end models, he was able to repair a few, and he was able to find many problems that required a certain amount of time for an expert craftsman to know.
The auto repair shop boss was like a treasure, but since he had a criminal record, the boss kept pressing his base salary, but he did not press the commission for every repaired car, as more and more cars Su Aobai repaired, the more land he made, commissions were used to encourage him to do something, and the boss would still settle his account.
There were not many maintenance workers there, the boss did not hide it, and directly recruited all the maintenance workers to clarify the matter of Su Aobai.At first, some people did show unhappy expressions, indeed, but after Su Aobai stated If there is a problem with maintenance, he can help solve it.When teaching, dissatisfaction is also removed.
Judging from the previous interview, Su Aobai's car repair skills were indeed better than those who did not want a free teacher.
In this way, Su Aobai had settled down completely. The auto repair shop factory provides staff dormitories and lunch. Calculated, the expenses are less than when working on a construction site, and because of its high maintenance skills, every day Many damaged vehicles can be repaired, the, and a commission plus base salary can generate more land than working on a construction site.
A month later, Dean Ji was shocked to see 15,000 yuan in front of him.
In the first few months, Su Aobai planned to give more, since Su Yixing was not considered an orphan in the truest sense, I was worried that in the previous nine years, the dean had been subsidized to support her.
Some of this money is for the dean's mother's compensation.
In this world, if there was one person he felt was indebted to, it might be the old woman in front of him who had dedicated her entire life to the children in the orphanage.