
I woke up from my sleep, the incoming sunlight glare shining from the small cracks.
my room is still dimly lit without lighting.
I held my heavy head and looked at my body wrapped in a thick blanket.
I'm trying to get up. "Aaa.." I cried. My body felt crumpled, not to mention the pain in my intimate part I grimaced with the pain.
I looked around the room but, I didn't find any mas dimas.
"Where did mas dimas go?" shirihku.
I tried to wake up from my sleep with the distress I was trying to walk towards the bathroom.
it was like this, sick! it hurt so much I had to hold onto the wall and I shed tears.
"Where are you mas?. How can you mas" I said.
after I got to the bathroom I wanted to urinate, I cried withstanding the pain at the bottom of me.
I don't feel like peeing, but I've been very peeble.
I bite my lower lip when I pee out. My lips again bleed and drip on the blanket I wear.
after that I went up and walked to the top of the bed, slowly crawling up I better rest today.
I don't want to get out of the house, what do people say that until they see me walking like a duck, it's so weird isn't it?.
not to mention my lips are swollen due to my own actions.
I looked at my body in the mirror, my God, I was like a woman who was a rape victim.
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"Sir, how is Maria?" ask me when I get to the hospital.
"That's how sir, I don't want to eat" bik Ning replied.
I immediately approached maria.
"Dear, eat it? if you don't eat how you can heal" I persuaded Maria that she would eat right now.
"Syutt.." I put my index finger on Maria's lips.
"You better not talk too much, you're still sick. Remember you can't have many thoughts, Huum." I told you.
"But it's important"
"Already, quiet!" I said I didn't want him to think about a lot of things.
after that Maria went back to sleep, even a little but I was grateful that Maria would eat rice.
"Mr is fine?!" asked Bik Ning as I passed by him.
"I, well bik. is there something strange with me?" I guess I feel like I'm okay now.
only my body is crumpled it feels. knees are also very tired walking alone I'm a bit difficult.
"That's it, sir, the strange father of the way" he said and closed his mouth. "I'm sorry sir" he continued.
"Do you know my sales" my monologue in heart.
Honestly I'm ashamed of bik Ning, don't let bik Ning think that way, thinking that I was last night talking to a woman.
"Darling!" I just lightened up with Mayang.I just like this what else he.
do I have to go home, I better go home! I made sure it's Mayang now.
"Sir, please take care of mom, yes, I want to go out for a while" I said.
I rushed out of the hospital and into the car, I immediately started the engine and drove at high speed.
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"Darling!" I screamed when I was in the room.
I saw that the mayang was covered in blood. "What's wrong with you May?!." I checked her pulse immediately.
Thank God there is still. Immediately lifted his body up on the bed and covered his body with a blanket.
"What happened to May?!." I cried. I immediately searched the p3k box to treat the wound.