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"Darling I say yes, I have to continue my education to the neighboring country" said Adit slightly bowed lethargic
"Be careful Adit is there, I hope you can realize your dreams and ideals."
then Adit grabbed my hands and held them tightly for a moment when our eyes met and I immediately turned my eyes away.
I looked down embarrassed, "Darling promise, take care of your heart and feelings for me, wait for my return!"
I nodded, although I honestly had to fulfill my brother's request.
I wanted to tell you but I was afraid Adit would be very disappointed and fail to continue his departure.
"Remember, my heart belongs only to me!" he said it again and kissed these two hands.
when Adit peeps my tag "Day!" someone's voice called my name.
I immediately pulled this hand and saw who called my name.yeah looked at me cynically what's my fault.
her dislike was obvious she hated me.
"Rome!" I muttered, I was surprised to see the behavior of my sabbath Rara.
"Adit, didn't you promise me, you want me this afternoon" said Rara loudly and pulled Adit violently.
"Yes, I'm sorry Ra but I have to meet Mayang first. I can't go without meeting him."
"Why the hell Dit, for two weeks Mayang disappeared. Who is always there for you?" I'm angry "isn't that me? I am always there for you and accompany you" I said fieryly.
"I'm sorry Ra, but Mayang and I are already together" I said regretfully.
however I must admit it. as a man I can not play with their feelings, I love Mayang very much.
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"Assalamualaikum's.." send
"Mas Dimas, don't forget to eat ya." I sent a message to my husband.
already entered and checked 2 gray it means it has not been read.
my husband is busy at the moment.
Alhamdulillah.I've been better than yesterday.I've been mengingan but I still can not do homework.
mas Dimas said just let bik Ning do the homework.
I'm lucky to have a husband like him, he's the best husband I've found.
just like my mother-in-law, she never did anything bad to me. Mom always treated me like a child.
when I had a problem I never told my mom.
not not to tell a story with my husband, I don't have to share my problems with him.
the problem is that more work there, I don't want to add to the burden of his mind.
I chose to refresh myself behind the house.there is a small garden that you deliberately made when mama visited here.
mama said let the air fresher when we sit under the trees.
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"Mas, still remind me of my request last time." asked me when we were in the room.
"Where are you?" ask Dimas.
"Would you marry Mayang? I hope you're ready."
"I'm sorry, why go back to that topic anyway baby."
then mas Dimas looked at this self and let out a long sigh then he hugged me tightly.
"Mas, I'm not kidding, do you love me?" I looked at the black bead
"Do you still doubt me? you don't believe me?!."
"If you love me, please fulfill my wish"
"What exactly is Mary? do not look like this. are you in trouble, or are you already not in love with me?!." consecutive questions I asked.
just this time I saw that Dimas was so angry that he came out and slammed the door violently.
I've never seen my husband so angry.
tears can no longer be weathered, it is free to come out without me asking for it.
how should I explain it with Dimas mas, if he knows of course he still won't.
my thoughts are really chaotic, on the one hand I have to make sure Mayang is in a safe and comfortable life, on the other hand Dimas.
I believe that Dimas can look after Mayang one day like this Dimas mas.
I can only hope with him, before my departure arrives I have to make sure of that.
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I was driving at a high speed I was so upset with the wife.why she always wanted to impose unreasonable desires'.
always forcing me to marry his own sister.What's up with him is why he's changing so fast.
I can live Mayang without marrying her, right?!.
I'm disappointed in Maria, as if doubting me right now.
my feelings can not be me for this heart problem, where maybe it happens one roof there are three lives.It is certain there is no happiness between us.
what's more Mayang, yes can still make his choice.I'm afraid he will be disappointed if I can't make him happy.
I don't want to ruin his future. "Oh Allah" I said.
the night is getting late.the better I pray istikharah, asking for guidance to the khalik the owner of this heart.only God is able to give guidance at this time.
I pulled the car over in the courtyard of the mosque, after which I immediately went down and walked to the side to get water.
after I finished I immediately entered the mosque, it looks so quiet.natural deserted at this hour three more hours' will hold dawn prayers.
after finishing praying do not forget I do dikr and also teach, As a tranquilizer.
I forgot to turn on my phone so many calls from home, and dozens of chats coming in from the wife and Mayang.
What happened to him was stupid.I shouldn't have left him, I should have given him understanding and not go like a child running away from problems.
I immediately got out of the mosque and returned to driving my vehicle, my current destination was home.
I want to make sure the state of the wife is fine, considering the situation is still not completely recovered.
after arriving at the courtyard of the house I immediately ran and opened the gate and put the car into the garage, I saw Ning bik already standing in front of the door.
"What a bik, is everything okay" I asked when I was in front of him
but he just didn't answer a word.
I immediately went up and walked with wide steps.I saw Mayang sitting tight behind my bedroom door.
"Darling, what are you doing here?" ask me astonishment.
"Mother Maria mas, mother Maria" he said in stammering words.
I'm sure something happened when I wasn't home.
I breathed a heavy sigh of regret.
and I approached the door to the room that Maria and I had been in, knocking repeatedly but not opening.
"Bik, spare key." I asked
Bik Ning immediately found me the spare key to this room.
"Here, sir." I immediately opened the door to this room
"Marine's Mother!" yell Mayang
"Mother!" said bik Ning.
"Darling..!" I immediately ran and followed Mayang and bik.
"Yaa Lord .. " said Mayang "what happened mas?!" he said with a sob. Bik Ning was crying