
"Alhamdulillah.." I cried, I was already on the bed laying down.
I smiled bitterly, the shadow of Dimas mas when he kissed his forehead and the face of Mary dancing before his eyes.
for two more months I, who was said to be his wife, never received such attention.
my heart aches to see them look happy, while I'm here to hurt.
it's time for me to make a new life, I want to be happy.
forget the past! forget those who hurt me.
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today I will look for a job, fortunately I bring a cover letter. Even if only with high school education, it does not matter what job is important to be able to connect life.
"Sir, do you need employees here?" ask a security guard standing by the door of the restaurant.
"Oh, there's no mbak. sorry ya." he said kindly.
back I'm looking, "Don't despair Mayang! life needs a struggle!" I said to encourage myself.
"Sir, there is a vacant job, yes.what is it, sir?"
"Sorry, there is nothing" said the security guard politely.
"Okay sir, thank you" I replied and left immediately.
already some places I visited, the day has begun to evening.I have not had time to fill the stomach that has been rumbling.
"She may, we'll look again tomorrow!" I said to myself.
now that I arrived at the boarding house, I immediately entered considering that the stomach was very sore because it was not filled with rice.
I opened the packaged rice that I had bought at a roadside food stall. "From now on there is no more eating in the restaurant! may.if it has been successful!" I'm talking to myself.
I opened this white packet of rice and fried chicken breast. I was hungry, but, I had no taste for it.
I hate Dimas and Mba Maria. They played with my life.
with forced to fill my stomach, I don't want to die silly. My life is still long I have to fight, right?.
finished eating I immediately cleaned myself, after that I wanted to break down. My legs were very sore, do not know how far the journey I took today.
I deliberately did not bring the motor given by Maria and Dimas, I want to forget them.
I want to fight and enjoy my own hard work, stop being a spoiled woman, and the all-round life is not easy I will try.
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the sound of a cell phone rattling woke me from my sleep, I immediately rushed to go behind the bathroom cleaning myself.
"Ready," said I who stared in front of the mirror. "Start!" connect me with a smile to decorate my face.
this morning I went back to looking for a job, although my savings are still a lot, but I have to find a job immediately. if it continues to be used is not added yes run out of course.
my current goal is to become a big company, I get information from various news events that aired on FB.
"May I be accepted" I said in my heart.
now that I arrived in front of a very tall building, this skyscraper had many employees.
and I started to step through the gate and walk towards the receptionist.
"Mag, mba!" i'm polite.
"Yes, can I help you?."
"Sorry, mba. I want to apply for a job" I said carefully.
"Oh, sorry mba. for now we don't need new employees!" he said with respect.
"When, I wish full acceptance early." I said in my heart.heart screamed so hard my life.
then I stepped out of the building.
"Wait!" said a man stopped my steps.