Passion of My Wife's Sister

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"What happened to our baby doc?!" I asked.

I saw the doctor keep twirling the device in the abdomen of Maria. then the doctor sat back to his place.

"So, sir, there are many problems that cause the fetus of the mother Mary does not develop properly.One of them is that the mother Maria is too stressed and the occurrence of pregnancy-infection" the doctor did not continue his words and instead looked at Maria whom I could not decipher.

"Well, Miss Maria did a curette right away, sir!" said Dr. Rima.

DUARS..

I still do not understand, my world seems to collapse instantly.like being struck by lightning during the day.The happiness I dreamed was just a dream.

a child that I had longed for was gone already, this was my last hope after doing various ways so that I could give a child to mas Dimas.

tears that wet the cheeks just flowed.is this the effect of the disease that gnawed my body all this time.

I thought after I gave Dimas a child, I'd calm down when I left.

"Mas, I'm sorry!" I prostrated myself at the foot of the Dimas mas which still looked dumb as a lifeless statue.

I understood his feelings.I began to no longer be able to control myself, I roared like I had no spirit of life.

the bitter truth I finally had to swallow back.

"The patient mom!" said doctor Rima and petrified this self rise.

I saw that Dimas was only silent with reddened eyes.I'm sure he must have been disappointed, or rather the most disappointed.

then Dimas looked at himself and touched both of my shoulders and said. "Help it! maybe this is the best" he said with his red eyes.

then he immersed me in his arms.I sobbed lamenting my fate.

"Mommy Maria should go straight into the room, yes, later delivered by the nurse!" said Dr. Rima.

we also agreed to doctor Rima's request. afterwards I immediately drove Maria into the room to do the curette process.faster is better!.

after arriving at the nursery Maria is ready and complete with typical hospital clothes.

"Mas, I'm sorry!" I apologized to my husband.

I saw Mary covering her face with her hands. My shoulders began to shake violently. I knew it was very painful, but not only her I was the same. I controlled myself as much as possible so as not to look weak.

I immediately called my mother, I didn't want her to get angry if I didn't tell her this.

"Hello ma!"

[Yes, Dimas, what's up?] ask mama.

"Ma, Maria and I are in the jewel hospital of the heart. Please come here!"

[There's a Dimas? did something happen to Maria? said Dimas?!] asked Mama from across the phone.

I did not answer my mother's question, and I immediately turned off one-sided. My throat felt choked to tell this to mama. My chest felt tight! so crowded!

repeatedly I took a deep breath and I exhaled slowly.

I saw some nurses enter Mary's room, and come out with Maria in a wheelchair.

Mary looked at me. I could only see her and sat down, was this a punishment for me, O God.

"Pak Dimas, I'm waiting for Rima's doctor in her room" said a nurse who woke me from my daydream.

"Well, I'll be there soon." I replied quickly.

after that I immediately stepped into the room of Doctor Rima.

tock. tok.

I knocked on the door first before I entered Doctor Rima's room.

"Lake in!" answer from within.

"Is there anything important, Doc?!" I asked directly.

"So sir, Maria's mother has entered the final stage!" said Rima's doctor, who I do not understand at all.

"I mean doctor? I don't understand?" my words do not understand his words.