
finally I can have full Dimas tonight, I will not waste this golden opportunity.I am more aggressive than him and start again.
this room became a silent witness of our union.I hugged Dimas again, with eyes still closed.
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"aa.." I shouted as I woke up from my sleep.
"You? what are you doing here? why are you in my room?."
I hit him with both hands with all the ability I had, as powerful as I could.
"Aren't you the one who asked me to help you? after I helped you you ask me? great your theatrics! it doesn't matter your game last night is very satisfying to me!" he said with jumawa.
I saw that we were both not wearing clothes, even we were in one bed and one blanket.
I pulled out a blanket to cover my entire body.
"No shame, I saw it all last night" the damar sneer mocked me.
I throw away the face I don't like, stupidly I. I curse my carelessness, this is not what I want.
"Darling, I want to repeat it!" say damar and just attack me.
is this the weapon that his master eats. Now the amber that controls me. For my card is in his hand.
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I saw the clock was at 10 in the morning. After I woke up from my sleep I was waiting for my mother to take care of Maria and was helped by the sisters to clean her body.
mama I told her to go home, I don't want her to be exhausted from keeping Maria here. Actually mama refused but I insisted.
"Darling, eat first, okay?" I asked and offered a spoon containing porridge from the hospital.
but Mary shook her head and instead cried.Honestly my heart ached to see her like this, her condition worsened.I regret having left yesterday.
"What do you want?" ask me when I look closely at me.
"Ma-yang, ma-s" he said stammered.
soon I hugged him, maybe he wanted me to continue to look for Mayang.
"Mas, will find Mayang for you! mas promise" I said when he was in my arms.
her tears kept flowing soaking her cheeks that began to taper and wrinkled her thin crotch.
I rubbed repeatedly the clear water that soaked his cheeks.
"don't cry!" I said to calm him down. "eat it yes, for the sake of Mayang." continued me again.
I saw Maria open her mouth, even though it was only a little open, it turned out that Mayang was very influential for the spirit of her life.
I have to find Mayang, no matter how. "must!" I said in my heart.
it's been three months since Mayang disappeared, and without a trace, I'm having trouble finding his whereabouts.
I don't know where he is right now.is he okay out there without you being with him.
after I finished feeding Maria, I wanted to eat in the hospital cafeteria.
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the moment I laid Mary on the back of the bed, Amel suddenly came and hugged me from behind.
I was surprised at what I did, I immediately shook off her hand, I did not want to make Maria more hurt.
"What the fuck are you Mel?" I'm angry.I don't want to make things worse Maria with Amel here.
I saw Amel crying, I didn't know what caused it. The woman was obviously crying bitterly.
I ignored her, it was up to me to be more concerned with Maria. I saw Maria looking at Amel with a dislike look.
"Mel, you better get out of here!" throw me out, I don't want Maria to think badly of me.
"No way,!" he said on the sidelines of his sobbing Isak that I don't know what caused it.
"Mel, my wife is sick. Don't make a fuss here!" I was strict with him, but Amel stayed on his stance.
I let out a long sigh and then I exhaled slowly.I sat down beside Maria with a chair beside her bed.
"Dimas, this is all you!" amel said stammered from his crying.
"What do you mean?" I don't like it because I didn't do anything to him.
"You have to take responsibility!" he said in a slightly purified voice as a result of his crying.
"Don't ngaco you!" cibirku caught my breath, came to cry playing hug people as good as his eel. indeed he thought he was who.
I looked at Maria, Maria looked at me questioningly. As if asking for an explanation from me. What should I explain? the problem is I didn't do anything wrong.
"Mas!" said Maria.
I immediately called my wife, I didn't want her to misunderstand me.
"Yes baby!" I said when I was next to him.
"Dimas, you must take responsibility! it's all your fault!" pointed at me.
long ago I also became annoyed by it I immediately got up from my seat, and I dragged Amel out of the room of Mary.
"Well, hemm" asked me with tight teeth. "Remember! don't worry about me forgiving you want to start accusing me of no-no! who're you?" my bully.I became very angry at him.
"Responsible to me! you fucked me last night!" screech with a slightly high voice.
"Don't be crazy." I said and chose to leave Amel alone.