
"Is there anything important, Doc?!" I asked directly.
"So sir, Maria's mother has entered the final stage!" said Rima's doctor, who I do not understand at all.
"I mean doctor? I don't understand?" I don't understand his words.
"So, sir, the main cause of a fetus that the mother of Mary did not develop is an infection from cancer that attacks the breast of Bu Maria. so the germs that are in the body of Miss Mary are the main cause!" dr. Rima explained.
"But Doc, I really don't understand from the doctor's talk? cancer, cancer what do doctors mean? I don't understand this conversation?" I smiled bitterly.
"So all this time Mr. Dimas did not know that your wife has breast cancer?!" asked Dr. Rima again.
"Well then, I will explain yes, sir. this is according to the examination from us as a doctor. you should immediately see Dr. Arif.he is in the end room there, sir!" said doctor Rima softly.
"What's the matter, Doc? I still don't understand what the doctor said just now?" ask me curious.
"Let's be clear, Mr. Dimas, see Dr. Arif in person!" I nodded in agreement to see Dr. Arif.
I immediately got up from my seat and walked open the door of Doctor Rima's room, immediately I searched the room of Doctor Arif.
what really happened, why I seemed to get a reality that was very surprising today, O Allah. I walked with enthusiasm.
arriving in front of Arif's doctor's room I knocked on his door.
tock. tok.
knock me.
"Lake in!" it's coming from inside.
not wanting to waste time I immediately pulled the doorknob and opened after I went straight inside to face doctor Arif.
"With Mr Dimas?!" he asked. I nodded.
"Please sit down sir!" doctor Arif let me sit right in front of him.
DEG.
my heart seemed to stop beating, I was fixated on hearing the doctor's words just now.Why did Mary cover this up herself, endure her own suffering.
this fact made me feel like I stopped breathing, Mayang that I have not found.In addition I have to accept the fact that Maria has a deadly disease.
my body trembled my knees feeling so limp, for him I was in a sitting state at this time.if not possible I had drooped weakly.
"Sir? still hear me?" said Dr. Arif. woke me from my daydreams.
"Okay sir, I'll explain yes. Miss Maria has long suffered from this disease.it has been two years ago - yesterday has not been felt increasingly growing and increasingly undermining his immunity. About three months ago Miss Maria went with me to Singapore to do surgery! but after we got there the situation of Miss Maria dropped so failed to make the appointment ************.after the situation of Miss Maria recovered she canceled unilaterally.
the reason for not wanting to be known by Mr. Dimas, when the time was very appropriate but he insisted to do the appointment ***********. in fact he also does not want to do chemotherapy yes I can what sir, who has the authority is he. I am not the power for it, we can not force our desire. even though we know that it's best for our patients!"
I was stunned to hear the words of Dr. Arif.I really feel like I have failed to become a husband.
good for Mayang also Maria. Maybe they are disappointed with me. like Mayang who went did not know where it went?
without feeling I dropped tears right in front of doctor Arif.my sense of prestige is gone already my world as if destroyed and devastated. "Mary" lamented me.
"So, can't it be cured?" ask me when I wake up.
but doctor Arif just smiled knot.I can not interpret from his smile that.
"Dok, please help me!" please. I see Dr. Arif sighing.
"Please doc, just call my wife!"
"I can not promise sir, for a while we can only do chemotherapy, but, for the appointment can not be done see the health of the father's wife is very unlikely!"
I can only surrender to God, begging God for forgiveness, whether it is my fault or Mary, asking for healing for her!