
I saw the time showed at 02:12 pm. Where did the Dimas mas go?.
since I could not sleep this is the first time I acted like this. usually I never care, but this time my heart is not calm thinking about Dimas mas who went somewhere.
the shadow of the Dimas mas who was making out with other women filled the contents of the head.
I let out a heavy sigh, sitting in the living room alone with the darkness and without me noticing I was asleep.
But suddenly I woke up I was in the room lying on the bed complete with a blanket that wrapped the body up to the chest.
"Who brought me here?!." murmured to myself.
while staring into the dark sky of the room.I started to get up and sit on the edge of the bed I wanted to see if it was Mas Dimas who brought me to this room.
then I got up and stepped out of the room to go to Dimas's room.
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after accompanying Maria in the hospital I chose to go home because Maria kept forcing me to accompany Mayang at home, he said did not have the heart to let Mayang home alone.
actually I was lazy to meet with Mayang, which there I will be disappointed later for his refusal.
status has two wives but none of them can serve the husband.
I lazily got out of the hospital I saw Amel was wandering around at this hour.I immediately avoided, not wanting to get into trouble with him like that time.
I chose to go to the house of mom and dad when I got there I had no intention to get out of the car. There I would get scolded by him.
I turned the engine back on and chose to leave, with I had to go home hoping that Mayang had slept soundly so that I would no longer see his face.
after I got home immediately I parked the car in the garage I chose to go down slowly so as not to cause noise.
hope that Mayang is not disturbed by my arrival.
after opening the door, I closed the door again tightly walking slowly like a thief who was afraid of being discovered.
but my steps slowly stopped when I saw the black shadow on the sofa, I approached and I noticed that Mayang had fallen asleep on the sofa while leaning back sitting with his head slightly tilted.
not until my heart let him fall asleep like that, I lift my thump and I carry bridal style after arriving in my room lay it down slowly so that Mayang still feel comfortable. I looked at his face and I removed the boy with the hair covering his face and kissed him on the forehead if I didn't steal this how could I be close to him.
Mayang is too difficult to approach, I don't know..should I hang with him? or even end up parting as he wishes.
when I was about to shut down I heard my device ring, I grabbed my salary and I saw who called me these nights.
"Bik Ning?" muttered.
I immediately swipe the blue button.
"Yes, hello bik"
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"Okay, I'm there now"
without the ba-bi-bu I got up and immediately changed my nightgown to my daily wear.
when I finished I grabbed the car keys and ran out of the room.
I hurriedly closed the door.
"Where are you going Mas Dimas?!." cried Mayang.
I stopped my steps and turned around.
"You go to the hospital" I replied.
"What's wrong? did something happen to Maria Ma'am?!." I asked when mas Dimas wanted to continue his steps.
"Barusan bi ning, call" I reply.
"?was?did something happen there? I'm coming with me Wait for Me!"
after that I immediately ran into the room and changed my clothes, not forgetting to also take a jacket considering the very cold weather.
after that I immediately approached Mas Dimas in the living room.
"May, you better stay home! you better rest at home. Tomorrow morning you can go to the hospital" I said. I know he's tired too.
After that we got out of the house and into the car, Mas Dimas controlled the car quite fast considering the road is now very slow.
"What happened to Maria Mas?" ask me again for the umpteenth time.
"So bik ning called, saying that Mary's breath was currently crowded" my class.
"What should we do?" ask me.
I deliberately turned my body to face Mas Dimas and asked for answers to my questions.I was afraid that I would lose Sister Maria.
my regret deepened if I didn't leave her maybe I wouldn't be like this. Given that my heart became so sore, the guilt deepened the thought of Mary being in pain alone.
"We can't do anything, even if it's a doctor. God alone can help Mary at this time.It's better we pray a lot" I replied.
I don't want to lose Mary, I can't imagine I can't.
finally we arrived at the Mayang hospital directly scattered from the car and entered through the hallway.
after parking the car I also immediately ran after Mayang who approached Maria was thrown.
"Martha's mother?" he screamed at the sight of Maria having trouble breathing.
Mayang immediately burst in and shed tears.
"What's going on, doc?" asked Mayang with a cry.
her quivering lips, her shaken shoulders, her rising and falling chest held back her cries.
"This kind of thing is common, everyone who has cancer in the late stages.so, so, later I will schedule to drill in the back to remove the fluid stored in the lungs of Bu Maria yes sir. because the fluid that causes the breath of Bu Maria becomes tight" said doctor Arif softly.
after that doctor Arif rushed away.I could only cry to see the suffering of Mary.
how could I have fallen asleep while he was so tormented at the moment.
although it has been installed oxygen but the breath of Maria is still not normal.
I couldn't bear to see it, it was so hard to catch my breath.
I choose to go and get out of the room, I don't want Mommy Maria to see me cry and add to her pain.
if Maria were to cry, I'm sure it would be difficult for her to breathe.
I was crying so much that I could not watch him suffer.
someone held my shoulder, I looked at someone it turned out to be my superior Heru.
"Don't cry Sari!" yells and gives her shoulder for me to lean on.
as soon as I put my face on her shoulder, I no longer cared who I cried with at this moment.
men who are notoriously ignorant, indifferent, and cold have sympathy too.
"to pray much, only God can give his wonders. May God heal your sister, Sari" I said gently.
I don't know why seeing Sari sweet like this my heart hurts, I feel tight.
maybe at this time we are a spectacle of people, let's not the hospital is a place of trouble and crying, I don't ignore.
"Ekhemm.." Someone cleared his throat.
"Adith? Mas Dimas?"
I was surprised when I saw Adit and Mas Dimas already standing and staring dislike towards us.
I immediately pulled myself away from Mr. Heru.
"Sorry, sir" I said slowly.
"No Problem" replied Mr. Heru with a small smile.
I became clumsy in the face of three men at once, a different gaze from theirs.
I chose to go and enter Mary's room, let them men say what.I breathed a sigh of relief when I got to Mary's nursery.
then I saw Maria's mother had fallen asleep due to the drug that Dr. Arif injected earlier.
"Alhamdulillah.." I give thanks.
sounding from outside but I don't care, let the three of them talk...is not my business, right??.