
"Today, mom, you can go home, sir!" the doctor said softly.
after that the doctor passed away.I also entered into the nursery room maria accompanied by bik Ning.
maria has been hospitalized for a week, and her mouth has disappeared.
after Maria came home then I could focus on finding Mayang later.
"Have you finished bik?" I asked the Ning bik who was packing.
"Already sir." he replied while nodding.
"We're going home now!" Maria nodded.
I helped Maria get off the bank and put her in a wheelchair, after which we went home in Ning's bik carrying a bag containing maria clothes.
after arriving at the parking lot, I immediately helped Maria to sit beside the steering wheel.
help bik Ning keep a bag containing clothes in the trunk. afterwards I entered and sat behind the wheel.
not to forget also I put on a seat belt for maria, then I started the engine and run it at medium speed.
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"Remember the doctor, you mustn't be stressed and have a lot of mind burden!" I said while helping Maria lay down on the bed.
"Bag,!" call him and hold my hand.
"Yes!" answer me.
"Please find Mayang yes, take him home!" maria said, I saw her eyes already glazed over.
I nodded and stroked the top of his head.I held him in my arms.
"Mas promise" I replied gently.
"Perhaps, tomorrow I will start doing the search.I hope you take good care of yourself! if anything happens, please call me!" my spoken. Maria nodded.
"I want to get out first." then I get up from my seat.
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in Mayang's room, flashed when he was pouting there. I was sitting on the edge of the bed, Mayang's shadow was clearly visible when he was asleep.
I got up, could Mayang bring all his clothes. Immediately I open the closet door.
and yes, sure enough, one closet door looks empty, and in the other part left only a few clothes.
then I opened the closet drawer, hopefully I can find a clue there.
I opened the piece of paper that was folded neatly.
"Mas, sorry. thank you for all the goodness of Dimas mas so far. for overlapping houses during Mayang here. Mayang realized, Mayang may be a burden if Mayang continues to survive here. Mayang does not want to be the third person in your happiness.Please congratulate Mba Maria, from ku Mayang.
and one more mas, I can't stand with you guys, it hurts so much for me! it hurts when I have to see your happiness above my suffering. From here I realize, who am I? no need to look for me. ah,,, trust me this once.where may mas Dimas want to look for me. I am a nobody and of course only mbak Maria who is in the heart of the mas Dimas.
I don't know what this is, obviously, I don't like to see Dimas mas making out in front of my eyes. I'm also a woman, have a feeling. maybe this is ridiculous mas.just forget it, Mayang!"
I squeezed out a piece of the letter, right. all this time I've not been fair to him.I realize, not Mayang wrong, but me! I've ignored it.
I've done wrong to him, I can't be fair. This is what I'm afraid of, happened also. I don't realize this time Mayang is no longer my sister-in-law, but also my wife.
I should have been able to keep his feelings, not even hurt his heart.I rubbed my face rough.
I was too hard at educating her. Immediately I put the letter in my wallet.
then I lay on the bed where Mayang always spent his time there, until I fell asleep.