
"Not to be in the ladeni!" said it.
I turned my face to see who was taking me away from there.
"Dok-ter?" I said bluntly, and then she smiled sweetly at me.
OMG so sweet smile I get anxious to pinch his cheek.
Doctor Arif took me to walk faster to avoid the snake woman, without me noticing my hand was adrift with the hand of doctor Arif.
"Sorry doc, does the doctor recognize Mba Amel?" ask me carefully.
"Very! I knew him very well" said Dr. Arif until we arrived in front of Maria's room.
"Darling?" mas Dimas stared dislikefully at us.
then Maria also looked strangely at us. I felt like I wasn't doing anything then why did they see us like that.
mas Dimas looked at my hand and I followed his line of sight, and it struck me that I immediately pulled my hand from the grasp of Dr. Arif and moved away from him.
"Sorry" said Dr. Arif when he also realized.
I see the face of Dimas is not friendly at this time, it is clear his face is very moody.
"Where are you, Mom?" ask Dr. Arif to distract all who are in this environment.
the doctor approached Maria and checked her condition.
"Everything is good, Doc" replied Maria weakly.
"Well then, I'm sorry" said doctor Arif resigned.
shortly bik Ning entered the room mbak Maria. "Bik" said Maria.
"I, Mom" he answered.
"Mas" Mary called out to Dimas.
"yes, what's wrong, baby?" tanyanya.
"Please take Mayang home. You guys need a break right?" maria said weakly.
"No mba, Mayang is here" I concluded quickly.
"No, go home while there's bik Ning here you can rest at home"
"But"
"Nothing but tapi. go home and bring Mayang!" I was firm with a weak voice.
I saw that Dimas was just nodding and approaching Maria. mas Dimas kissed Maria's forehead gently "If there's something, please call me right away, bik!"
"Okay sir" replied bik Ning steadily.
after I followed Dimas' steps out of Maria's room, then I passed Arif's doctor I gave my best smile.
doctor Arif also returned my smile sweetly. "Ekhemm" Dimas cleared his throat and I realized that the man had been looking at me since.
"We're going home now?" tanyanya.
after we arrived at the parking lot, Dimas immediately got into the car and immediately started the engine.
I was sitting right next to Dimas' car behind the wheel.I didn't forget to put my seatbelt as a form of security.
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when I got home I went downstairs and opened the door, I went into the room.
I chose to run until I actually got into the room. I finally returned to this house, the house I used to live in and I left.
my room is still like it used to not change in the least.I stepped slowly standing right in the middle of staring blankly at this room.
"Let go, mas" I exclaimed.
but the man leaned his chin slowly on my shoulder.
"Why may, why can other men be like this to you? why can't I? hm.. Aren't I your husband?" said mas Dimas.
as much as I could hide my feelings, I didn't want Dimas to feel what I was feeling right now.I set my breathing to not look nervous.
"May, can I do that?"
ukhuk ukhuk
I coughed choking on my saliva.I chose silence I don't know what to answer.
"Can I?" repeat the Dimas mas and look at my face with my glare.
that gaze was full of hope.His black iris stared fixedly at my eyes that were unable to blink, an acute perverted being lulled by it.
I'm sure my face right now is like a boiled crab that's been so red that it's shamed.
"Please May, I'm tormented, I can't keep holding her" he pleaded.
I was just fixated, my chest up and down withstanding the heightened feeling.I want it to feel like I'm hugging it tightly now also I miss it very much. but I guess I can't stand it. I don't want to show it to Dimas.
slowly Dimas's hand began to move.It is not hypocritical that I enjoyed his touch, slowly the hand caressed my face I closed my eyes.and Dimas put his lips right on my lips.
the treatment of Dimas mas is so soft that I am not aware of his touch which is very sweeping me.
I finally realized I was lying in bed with Dimas lying right next to me.
"Can you, may?" his izin.
I chose silence I was confused as to what to answer between yes and no.
yes I can not bear to see his eyes have been filled with the fog of passion pent up. no I feel afraid considering I have never done it, he said it will hurt on the first night.
"Sorry, mas, Mayang can't" I said lowered my head.
I saw that Dimas was very disappointed in me, his very high hopes had to fall.
"Then I'm sorry may. sorry, maybe I'll choose to find my happiness out there I've been patient enough to hold this. a year longer I tried to hold it may, may, I'm a normal guy who needs satisfaction" I said without any shame.
after that I got up and chose to get out of Mayang's room.
I just have to go out there looking for happiness.
I stepped wide, the desire that has peaked can not be completed. indeed I should not expect Mayang.
there are still a lot of women out there that are much more attractive than him.I don't know why my emotions are out of control at the moment.
start the engine and choose to leave.
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I am also tormented mas, not just you. I also want to be the perfect woman who said when women can make a man who is dear to feel satisfied.
I cried when the mas Dimas chose to leave and no longer struggle to melt this heart.I think mas Dimas really love me but it turns out I was wrong, mas Dimas just looking for satisfaction only.
I saw the time showed at 02:12 pm. Where did the Dimas mas go?.
the passing of Dimas mas since I could not sleep. This is the first time I behave like this, I usually never care but this time my heart is not calm thinking about Dimas mas who went somewhere.
the shadow of the Dimas mas who was making out with other women filled the contents of the head.
I let out a heavy sigh, sitting in the living room alone with the darkness and without me noticing I was asleep.
and I woke up I was already in the room lying on the bed complete with a blanket that wrapped the body up to the chest.
"Who brought me here?!" I murmured