
I was very surprised when I saw Maria lying on the ground floor.all the tools attached to her body just slipped away.
I think it's very stressful right now, to the point that Maria's doing it that hard.
before long reinforcements came the doctor and also the nurse.
I tried to hold Mary in my lap.I loved her very much.I cried so much, my heart ached when I saw Mary like this.
"What happened, Mom?" asked Dr. Arif when he was surprised just like me.
"I don't know doc. I just stayed a while to call my son when I entered the room, Maria, already on the floor!" kataku.
then they lifted Mary up and put her to sleep on a bed of infused liquid sprinkled with fresh blood.
sus, A+'s blood stock is there?" ask Dr. Arif to one of the nurses who helped him.
"It looks like it's empty doc!" said the nurse.
"Mom, can you come with me for a minute?" asked Dr. Arif.I nodded in agreement.
we walked out of the treatment room too! Maria, accompanied by a nurse, asked the nurse to remain in the room.
"Mom, please give the patient some encouragement yes, do not make him burdened with thoughts.especially if it can make him feel guilty.they will feel better to end his life sooner! like that!" the doctor reminded.
after that the doctor left and I can only hope that Mayang will be found soon.
maybe with the presence of Mayang, Maria can better his condition.
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after eating, I drove Amel home.just sat down, Amel went to the kitchen to make me a cup of black coffee.Mama suddenly called, with forced to pick up the phone from mama.
"hello .. ma."
[Dimas, come here now! Maria's getting more and more into her situation." After mama turned off her call.
I realized, wasn't it I was looking after Maria.I was in Amel's house. "Astaghfirullah" said I beristighfar.
I immediately set foot to get out of Amel's house. Besides it's not good I'm here the clock has shown at 2 p.m.
what will the residents say if they see me here.
"Sorry Mel, I have to go to the hospital. Sorry, it's not good that I'm here what people will say if they see we're alone."
"But coffee!" said Amel while showing a cup of coffee in his hand.
"Other times!" I said and immediately entered the car.
I turned on the car engine and I saw Amel seemed disappointed at my rejection. I should have realized, I didn't want to make my life more complicated.
when I was driving the car the thought of Mary flashed.What happened to her.Oh my god why I was so careless to leave them there.
if papa finds out, papa will be angry with me.
I drive a car at high speed. luckily the road is very slow considering this is past midnight so naturally the rider began to quiet.
30 Minutes I finally arrived, immediately I got out of the car and ran to Maria's nursery.
with wide steps I approached. I saw my mother crying looking at Mary who was lying weak, her face was getting pale.
"Ma!" call me when mom is pensive.
Plaque.
mama got my face, I can only be fixated.It's natural that mama is angry, it's my fault.
"Where were you Dimas? where do you feel...! your wife is fighting for her life you are leaving with that?" maki mom.
not until there my mother also accused me. The woman who had loved me so much is now so angry with me. This is my fault.
"Ma, I'm sorry Dimas. Dimas just needs calm" I said as my defense.
I see that mama is getting angry, I better shut up! maybe this way you can control your emotions for a moment.
I walked over to Maria. The woman who had never been angry, never complained, and never troubled me was now lying weak.
"God forgive me, I should have been by her side when she needed my support, when she needed the support of her husband, but I went to leave her.I'm sorry God" I said in my heart.
The Maria I know is a brave woman, but why did she turn out to be so weak.
I held her hand, and I kissed dearly. Guilt filled my heart.It turned out that I was not as good as Mary my wife.