Passion of My Wife's Sister

Attempted suicide

"Mba. wake up Mba!" call me stammered with my cry.

I don't want to lose Maria so soon.

"Sir, wake!" my voice began to rise with a slight shake of his body but my mother was unconscious.

Bik Ning ran limping around looking for the p3k box, I immediately cleaned up the blood that filled his wrist.

was I too hard in scolding him last night.

"Mary, honey. wake up baby!" I can't watch him get hurt. I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have acted that way last night.

I should have given a good understanding and said well.

I can't stand to see it like this. "Honey .. wake up" I said, really this chest tightness felt deep regret that I felt.

why are you like Maria, you shouldn't have to force me to become a double. I don't want to hurt your heart later in life with a third person.

I saw bik ning come and bring a p3k box I immediately reached to bandage the wound on his wrist.

Mayang who had been crying since then continued to rub her brother's face, I know she loves Maria so much.

after he finished dressing his wounds, Ning and Mayang came out of our room.

I also lie down opposite the wife, I look at her shady face.

"What do you really want, baby? why are you so eager to marry me to your sister?."

I dissolved in my mind, I could only look at the woman next to me the woman who had never troubled me.

I forgot to do my duty. I did not do my two raka'at. I saw the clock has shown at 6:30 am, I did not even sleep all night.

... neither eat, "Oh Allah .. If this is indeed your Will Then I will accept it with a spacious chest." I sighed heavily and rose from the bed.

before that I went back to peeking at his cheeks, his forehead, and his eyes.

"Verily, not once do I want you to get hurt, dear .. Only you know behind your reasons for forcing me to marry your sister?."

after that I stepped into the bathroom, cleaned myself up.

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today I deliberately want to be at home.I want to talk to the wife from the heart of heart.

maybe I'm too busy, so Maria prefers to keep her own problems.I want to help her, I don't want to lose her.

or maybe, I am less sensitive to him. I am so b**oh that I cannot understand what he is going through.

I went back into the room, I saw Maria was awake and breakfast was being fed by Mayang.

I choose to stay silent from a distance.I deliberately eavesdrop on their conversation, maybe Maria will be a little open about what disturbs her mind to Mayang.

but there is not one other discussion.

I could see them crying, Mayang painfully rubbing tears on Mary's cheeks, sadness seemed deep.

then Mayang asked Maria to eat the porridge that she brought.

Maria refused, but Mayang insisted.

and Mary finally wanted to eat the porridge.

"Mba, are we at the hospital?" mayang said, but Maria shook her head.

since Maria was anti-hospital, she would be afraid if she saw syringes and so on.

according to them, Maria was traumatized when both of their parents died right in front of her eyes in the hospital.

that is why Mary was so afraid to hear the name of the hospital.

"Mba looks very pale."

"Mba, fine May, no need to worry. later after taking the medicine. Mba will recover!" he said that with his beautiful smile

my wife was very gentle, never once spoke harshly of her sister.

"Mas Dimas!" call Mary a little weak when she sees this self approaching them.

"Darling, can I talk to your Mas for a second?!."

"Why should Mayang permission mbak? isn't this yours!" firmly Mayang accompanied by his little laugh.

then Mayang came out and closed the door.

I approached my wife, I wanted to apologize for my behavior last night.

I grabbed both hands, and I held them tightly.I kissed the back of his hand.

"I'm sorry" I said, "Mum, promise will not repeat." I continued.

"I'm the one who should apologize Mas, I shouldn't force my wish. I just want to see you happy Mas, I just want to complete your life"

I saw his eyes were already glazed over, and without command his tears just dripped.

I immediately hugged her and buried her face in the chest of this field.I gently elus long hair actually I do not like to see my woman crying like this.

"Dear, I'm sorry for making you sad" I said

Maria looked up at her shady face. I flanked his chin with both fingers, I looked at his black bead Lamat.

for a long time we looked at it, causing warmth to this self, my heart was beating very fast.

there is a desire to be channeled, but Mary again refused.The reason is still morning.

I choose silence, I try to harbor this desire, understand it I do not want to be selfish.

the most important thing is that Maria is back to the way she was. I don't want to make her sad and disappointed.

I went to the bathroom, I had to finish this myself.

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after seeing the departure of Mas Dimas, I honestly feel very guilty, does not the duty of a wife make her husband become satisfied.

I love you so much, but I can't meet that one need.

I feel like a useless wife, stupid me.

"I'm sorry, Mom,!" shirihku.

I grabbed the medicine on the nightstand and took a glass of drinking water prepared by Mayang, I immediately took the medicine.

I have to get well for Mayang and Mas, Dimas.

czech..

the sound of the door opened, Mas Dimas came out of the bathroom in a fresher state.with wet hair and a towel wrapped around the waist.

I put on a smile, very handsome my husband.I walked towards the closet and wanted to prepare clothes for him.

"Don't I tell you, hemm." she said "I can still do it myself!" continue again

and he hugged himself from behind curled his hands in front of my belly and rested his hands on mine.

"i want life here!" her door.

DEG

like there was a dagger piercing my heart, it hurt a lot but it was not visible, my chest started to be tight to hear what Mas Dimas said.

sick when I have not been able to fulfill this desire, I also really want his presence here, but I can what.

this is what I fear, the fear that always covers this heart.

then mas Dimas turned himself around to face him.

I looked down, I was afraid to look at his face.

then Mas Dimas lifted my chin with both fingers.

"I want to be a father soon, I want this house to be crowded with the sound of crying babies!" he said.