Orang-orang to Aratha

Chapters. 10 - Go hand in hand

Rain falls in June

Gave me a rainbow.

I don't like the rain.

I hate the cold.

There's a longing I can't endure.

I was surrounded by hundreds of friends.

I always close the door.

I wish I could give back time.

I opened the window.

And you were there.

In your life, I wish I could be the sun.

However, it turns out that I am only one part of the galaxy.

I won't be greedy.

I won't ask for more.

I want to stay with you.

In the rest of my life.

Everyone was stunned, hearing the poem that was read by Alrez on stage including Dea who watched it from the back seat. They all cheered, applauded, praised him many times. Hearing it, Dea knew immediately who the poem was meant for. Alrez still has a taste for Sonya. He always talks about it through poetry. It's only natural that there are a lot of people clapping. They didn't expect Alrez to be this gentle. His nature is covered by his blunt actions and always beat his friends at school.

From the stage, Alrez saw Sonya photographing him in the back seat. Sonya smiled at him. Sonya was happy for him. And Sonya clapped for him. After seeing him faint this morning, Alrez was finally able to see his smile again. He didn't expect to be a champion. Seeing him smile like that, to him was already like an irreplaceable gift.

"You have a hobby of photographing people's faces without permission. It turns out that you are very creepy." said Aratha, standing next to Sonya.

"It's a rare moment. Just this time I saw Alrez reciting his poem in front of the crowd. Usually, he always refuses to show his talent in public.”, said Sonya while looking at the photos. "Kinan has just taught me how to take photos and store them properly. So I can take any picture right now."

"Huh? Have you ever known how to use a camera? Wow, you are so old-fashioned. I suspect you live in the forest." - Aratha sneered, mocking.

"Well, I don't know if you're trying to praise me or mock me with animal language. I don't understand what you're saying." Sonya smiled mockingly, not wanting to lose from Aratha's words.

"Speak you're smart too. There should be a debate competition here. I'm sure no one can beat you."

”You sure you are? You're the only guy who won't beat up girls. Who taught you this?! Basic fierce!” Sonya suddenly snapped while brandishing her index finger.

”Lah? Kok suddenly.” Inner Aratha wonder. He puts his parakeet over Sonya's head until it covers half of her body. "I don't think I've had a chance to talk to you today. Anyway wear that! Just be careful if you pass out again in any place!"

After saying so, Aratha left Sonya along with her jacket that was purposely in residence. Sonya touched the soft, thick black jacket over her head. This is not the first time Aratha has been so attentive to her. Surely, Sonya felt very happy and all that added to her love for Aratha.

"S-Sonya."

Alrez's voice overpowered the noise of the crowd around him. Suddenly everything was quiet. Not a single voice was heard whereas, his eyes were very clearly looking at the people talking to each other.

Sonya ventured to turn around and face Alrez. Although her face looked a little frightened, Sonya tried to remain calm while facing him. Moreover, he was the one who started first by paying attention to her. He should also thank Alrez for bringing him to the UKS this morning.

"You, are you?" awkward Alrez, not usually.

Sonya nodded. He hung his jacket over his shoulder and then closed his camera. "Thank you for this morning and beyond" Sonya said slowly.

The two look awkward to each other. Not even starting a conversation. His eyes were distracted and refused to look at each other. It felt so different when they were together. No distance created. No words stuck in the throat.

"There's nothing else I want to say. I'm leaving first." as soon as possible, Sonya turned her back. Not wanting to lose the chance to talk to him, Alrez immediately ran towards Sonya then held her wrist abruptly.

Alrez immediately let go of his hand and stood up straight. From his movements, Alrez looked awkward as his hand continued to rub the nape of his neck and distract him.

"This afternoon,..."

"This afternoon? Why?"

"You want to go home together?"

Sonya was so shocked to hear a few words coming out of Alrez's mouth. But he's not so sure. It was possible that he had mispronounced or had his tongue slipped so he unintentionally said it.

"Ahh, I think you're talking wrong. I'm sure it's." awkward Sonya.

"It's serious. I want to go home with Sonya. Drive him to the front door." said Alrez with slightly furrowed eyebrows marked if he did not mess around.

...~o0o~...

...For a time that cannot be repeated....

...For a time that cannot be returned....

...I'm angry that I can't appreciate you....

...You are something precious and cannot be bought with money....

...~o0o~...

...For the rare occasion twice....

...For an opportunity that made everyone relieved after hearing it....

...I feel like I'm being punished for not being able to use you well....

...Though you, is something that is most expected when someone is in the worst position....

...~o0o~...

Today Alrez deliberately did not bring a vehicle. Secretly, Alrez wants to enjoy the time walking along with Sonya. Given the past that will not return, it might be something that is rare for him and very valuable in his life.

"Usually you carry a guitar and play it bluntly in class. Where's your guitar?" ask Sonya.

Alrez replied a moment later, "I ruined it myself."

Sonya surprised. "Why did you break it?"

"Two months ago. You must remember what happened when I did something bad to you. But please, don't tell this to everyone,..."

"... The day before, my mom and dad divorced. I live with my Dad and sister and I live with Mom. That incident was something I could never have imagined. At that time, I could not control my own anger. My father had a bad temper, was a drunkard and always gambled. If I come home a little late, my father immediately took the wood to beat me to blood. I was upset that I couldn't fight. Therefore, destroy my own guitar. Then, tomorrow the bad rumors about you spread. I still can't control my anger. So, I hurt you."

Just hearing it was enough to make Sonya cry. Sonya did not care what her face was like at the moment, how hard the tears were running down her cheeks and what answer Alrez gave after seeing her face that might look bad.

"Why didn't you say it from the beginning? I didn't know that at the time, you were going through bad things."

Alrez couldn't let Sonya cry in public. He covered Sonya's side face with his palm. His other hand rubbed his cheek with a white handkerchief.

"You're so crybaby. I told you once, don't show your tears to everyone." said Alrez, seriously staring at Sonya who kept crying.

"But I can't imagine what you've been through in your own home. The house, which was supposed to be a warm place from the cold of the outside world, turned into a place where misery was occurring. I'm sorry because at the time, I didn't know you were going through a hard time."

"Ouch, the cry of dong. Other than this handkerchief, I have nothing left to shed your tears. I should be the one apologizing for taking it out on you."

Alrez continued to rub Sonya's face until she finally decided to wipe it herself with her sleeves. "But I don't know why I can't stop crying either."

Trying to comfort her, Alrez pulled Sonya's hand and said, "Let's go. You I bought ice cream."