
Fabian who was hugging the petite body of love to let go of longing because after he and Aurel parted no longer met again finally realized something. He took off his embrace on Kasih's body and looked at the place where Maura was standing. "Where is he?" Fabian looked around but did not find Maura's whereabouts.
"He's gone." Aurel said when he saw Fabian it seemed to be looking for someone. He knew Fabian must have been looking for an existence he knew named Maura. She does not know Maura, but she met Maura at a party where Raka once took her to the Abrisam family party before she got married and had children.
"Go!!" Fabian looks surprised to find out that Maura is gone. "Why not?" Her thought. He then went after Maura, but unfortunately when he was in front of the house, Maura was no more. The woman had left her house.
"Father Papa!!"
Fabian went back inside the house when Kasih called him. She carried Kasih and sat in the living room where Aurel had sat first.
"Pa! Asih wants to go to Oma Opa." Lovingly, the little girl looked up at Fabian with sparkling eyes.
"Go!!" Fabian looked at Aurel to ask for an explanation of what Kasih said.
Aurel smiled, "Yes. The day after tomorrow I'm just as loving going to America. I've decided to stay there with Kasih." It was clearly Aurel who seemed to have been determined to start her new life.
"Do you want to separate Love from His Father?" Fabian did not seem to accept the decision Aurel made.
"No. I have no desire to separate Love from His Father. But fate separates them." Like being stabbed by a dagger. Fabian's heart ached hearing Aurel's insinuation. He knew Aurel was insinuating him because of their separation, Love must lose Father. "Partially, Mama Shanti and Papa Sandi have agreed to it. So we came here to say goodbye to you." Aurel looked so calm, even the corner of his lips also seemed to smile despite actually enduring the pain from the moment he saw Fabian who was so panicked when Maura left without saying goodbye. And this was also the first time for him to see Fabian so close to a woman.
Fabian looked at the Love that was on his lap. He is so affectionate towards Love as his affection for his own child. Moreover, Love has been with him since the age of two months. It is hard for him to part with Love, especially the distance between the two is now getting further and further.
"Well, if that's your decision." Fabian finally agreed to Aurel's decision to live in America with his parents who had been living there. "Please see yourself. Don't break up communication even if we're separated." Fabian's message recalled that they were still family because Kasih was the son of her late brother, also a grandson of both parents. Plus he himself has also considered Love like his own child because from an early age it has been with him.
"will not. Unless you're the one who's really hard to contact because it's too busy." Aurel smilingly looked at Fabian. "Or maybe you will forget us because you have a new family." Aurel said in his heart.
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"Sir Rafa!!" Maura was stunned when she returned to the complex park to take her car to meet with Rafa who was waiting for her earlier.
Maura several times swallowed her own saliva because she was nervous to meet Rafa. Moreover, Rafa had heard his conversation with the fruit seller. "Does Rafa want to ask the truth?" Inner Maura was inwardly inward because Rafa was so willing to wait for her from earlier.
"Where are your car keys?" Rafa asks for Maura's car keys with a very unusual facial expression according to Maura. An expression that seemed cold, unlike Rafa who he knew, who had a friendly facial expression but was a little indifferent when with women who were not familiar or not close to him.
Doubtfully Maura reached into the knee-length pocket of shorts she was wearing. He handed the car keys to Rafa hesitated with occasional glances towards Rafa.
Walking slowly and lowering his head, Maura finally opened the car door and went inside, sitting on the back bench. Not because it considers Rafa as a driver, but because it has been their habit since long ago. Rafa doesn't want when he drives a car there's a woman sitting on the front bench with him other than his muhrim.
Maura was silent during the trip home, as well as Rafa who was also silent driving the car. "Why come here?" Maura asked as the car turned into a restaurant owned by Oma Marissa which is now managed by Anelis because Oma Marissa had died three years ago.
"Want to adzan. We pray here too there's something I want to ask you." Replied Rafa who immediately got out of the car and into the resto leaving Maura who was looking down miserably. He was one hundred percent sure that Rafa wanted to ask the truth about the news of her pregnancy that she had overheard by accident.
"What am I supposed to say? Do I have to be honest if I'm pregnant? Even if you lie, this stomach increases the moon will get bigger." Maura lowered her head and rubbed her stomach in a worried state. Why now, his mind. He was afraid that later if Rafa knew she was pregnant, Rafa would be further away from her even though the reality is that Rafa is no longer able to reach her. Especially if until Rafa knows the cause of her to get pregnant, surely Rafa will blame himself.
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"So you're really pregnant?" Rafa makes sure again that his hearing is not wrong. What Maura said just now really made him unable to think clearly for a moment. Maura's confession earlier also made her surprised instead of playing. Maura is unmarried and now pregnant. It is definitely the result of a forbidden act.
Why did Maura do that? Was Maura raped? Or is that Maura's own wish? Rafa continued to wonder in his heart.
Now the two are sitting facing each other at one of the tables far from other visitors. But people can still see.
Maura nodded in confirming. He did not dare to look at Rafa. If previously he always looked at Rafa with a sparkling look admiring the good looks of Rafa, now different, just staring at Maura did not dare. He was too ashamed of the sins he had committed.
"Astaghfiraladzim!!" Rafa rubbed his face as he stood out. He did not understand why Maura committed this sin.
"Are you doing that because I married Mila and not you?" Guess Rafa when he remembers Maura leaving immediately after the Ijab qobul event is over, even he also remembers that Maura did not come at the reception in the evening.
Maura suddenly raised her head to look at Rafa. He shook his head quickly, he did not justify what Rafa asked, even though it was the truth. She doesn't want Rafa to feel guilty for the cause of her pregnancy. He didn't want to ruin Rafa's household with Kamila who had just been built. He is not a typical person who likes to snatch people's property.
"It's Maura's own fault. It has nothing to do with Rafa. Anyway, we do that on a liking basis." Maura bit her inner lower lip as she told Rafa the lie.
"You don't lie Maura. I know you're not close to anyone. Even every man who approaches you always refuse and avoid and always say that you already have a fiancee. It's impossible to easily do that with people you don't like. Or worse you don't know." Rafa knows clearly how Maura behaves when he is close to a man he does not know. "Honest!! Is it all because of me?" Rafa asked looking at Maura's eyes. This was the first time he had looked intensely into Maura's eyes. The eyes were glazed over, it seemed like it was indeed the cause of Maura as it is now her.
Maura closed her eyes and nodded weakly. He looked at Rafa with tears that had washed his face. "I'm angry with Rafa. I can't accept that Rafa is married to Mila when Rafa Kak knows that Maura has always loved Rafa. Maura was looking forward to Rafa's brother all this time. But Rafa chose Mila over Maura and forgot our promise." Maura looked down, crying. He sizzled softly when suddenly his stomach hurt.
"Sorry!!" Said Rafa who felt guilty for rejecting Maura, not keeping their promise. Because all this time he only considered Maura as a sister, nothing more.
Maura looked up and exhaled slowly. He rubbed his face wet with tears. He looked back at Rafa who was looking down feeling guilty. "Sir Rafa doesn't have to apologize. Rafa doesn't need to feel guilty about Maura either. This was already Maura's fateful path, and Maura had already accepted it. The father of the baby I'm carrying is responsible." Maura said and stood up from her seat. "Maura, excuse me. Ahhhlaam!!"