Not the Loan

42. A New Place, A New Life

Being in a new place makes Sukma feel reborn. Since his meeting with Gilang, Sukma has now decided not to continue her profession as a comfort woman.

Sukma wants to live his days like a woman in general. They don't want to fall into the same hole. Sukma had enough of his dark days. Sukma did not want to disappoint his mother again.

"I'm sorry ma'am because I once disappointed my mother" murmured the inner Sukma who felt guilty to herself.

The deeds of Sukma that used to be as an impingement because his life is so complicated. But not this time, he wanted to completely quit his world. So Sukma wanted to find another job.

Sukma also began making several job applications. The diploma he had was the capital he had at this time. Sukma now lives in a fairly simple house. The house is not too big, but not too small.

Since last night Sukma was busy making several job applications. Every day making job applications makes Sukma feel tired. Akhinrya because the time is getting late Sukma also decided to immediately rest.

Elsewhere, Amanda was so very happy with her new role as a mother. Although Amanda did not give birth to the child but Amanda loved it very much.

Ea.. Ea..

"Cup. cup, baby, here's fat," said Amanda as she immediately carried her child.

"Why wake up baby it's still night" added Amanda again.

Amanda tried to check on the baby and it turned out that the baby was urinating. The baby they named Abian Mahendra. Abian which means joy does provide joy for the Gilang and Amanda families.

"What's the matter, baby?" asked Gilang in a raucous voice as he woke up from his sleep.

"Abian wakes up because his pants are wet dear," replied Amanda who painstakingly immediately changed Abian's wet diaper.

"Honey," said Gilang from behind who hugged his wife. Although Gilang knew Amanda was breastfeeding her child, Gilang still did not let go of Amanda and instead felt the soft part of Amanda.

"Dear baby don't be noisy, Abian just fell asleep later he woke up again!" timpal Amanda's.

Instead of releasing the hand grip attached to Amanda's chest, Gilang's hand actually felt Amanda's other chest from behind.

"Honey ah," said Amanda who jolted.

But again Gilang even tightened his embrace and increasingly made his wife feel aroused.

"I love you" Gilang said, whispering the word in Amanda's ear.

After being satisfied to feel his wife Gilang now began to fondle and caress Amanda. Until they do what is usually done by married couples. After having a baby, Amanda gets busy with her work.

"Thank you dear," said Gilang who was satisfied.

"Yes love you both," said Amanda who is now feeling sleepy.

His days were always spent taking care of his son Abian. Sometimes Gilang feels jealous because Amanda's attention is now diverted since the presence of the baby. They rarely spent time together at this time.

But Amanda tried to give Gilang some understanding. This is what it is like to be a mother. Although sometimes feeling tired, Amanda tried to keep paying attention to her son and husband.